Hurt like me, Love like me... (Memoirs of a god of fools)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dedicated to:

Robert Burney, Marshall McLuhan, Jim Morrison, George Carlin, Alan Watts, Terence McKenna, Jon Stewart, Howard Stern, Joe Rogan, Jesse Ventura, Alex Jones, David Icke, Brandon Bauer, and Steffes (Honest)

Baal, Apopis/Apep, Moloch, Kali, Cthulhu, Ahriman & the Yaldabaoth/Demiurge

the multiverse

 This writing is my magnum opus, a manifesto, a captain’s log, an inspection of simulations, and the poetic ramblings of the end of who I have been for the last 8 years: Wolfhead Sheepskin. The intention of this writing is redemption, but not from the collective as I seek no outside validation. This is more or less self-redemption. Third time is the charm, so they say. In the fall of 2008, at 22 years old, I wrote the written portion of my college thesis “I am…Footprints of a Journey” (40 pages in length) which turned out to be overly optimistic unfocused ramblings that led to the death of my first small business venture. In the fall of 2015, I gave away an intense piece of writing titled “Solace in a Stranger” to a woman that seemed like she wanted nothing to do with me. Over the next 5 years I would give copies of that writing away to 5 different women in an attempt to understand why I wrote it. Its clear as day to me the 10 pages of that level of poetic squabbling could simply be summed up in one word now: limerence. Overly optimistic unfocused squabbling and limerence, that was the depth of the most important writings of my 20’s. So now, as I approach 36 years of life on this planet, I am emerging with something of actual importance to say to the collective. And let me warn you now, it’s not pretty.

Before I begin, I would like to open with the following sentiments. I do believe in reincarnation and much of which I will speak about is being filtered through a spiritual lens recognizing Samsara, the soul, and evolution on a non-linear timeline. I am an old soul, this is not my first time here on Earth. My access to the Akashic records has been very limited in this life, and it has helped me to find others who also have the ability to access the collective’s records in different capacities.  I feel as though I’ve walked through some sort of portal or spell that I crafted for myself from a previous life perhaps, as I’ve come into a deep cosmic gnosis rapidly without any sort of a guide except my intuition.

 It took me until shortly after my 33^rd birthday to have gnosis of who and what I am. Between 33 and 35, I have spent every day consciously going through the motions of being the cosmic father/mother archetype. I built a portal to source in the fall of 2019 and 77 days later arrived at some form of Nirvana and larger access to the Akashic records. I’ve meditated on the information that came through during that period for a long time, sifting through if it was false light teachings or simply collective thought. I believe my soul (in another dimension/ place in space time) was responsible for editing the human genome (22+/- iterations) in a series of cosmic experiments to alter the human condition.

 I was one of many beings responsible for those experiments. I am here as the observer of my product so to speak and let me say, I am very disappointed. I understand this bit of creation happened in another epoch somewhere else in the cosmos, but I really have to question if it was worth it now seeing things in Kali Yuga (epoch of spiritual disintegration).

I also feel deeply, that I was on this planet during the Atlantis epoch.  I feel like we had a higher quality of existence back then.  Much of the emotional tirade that follows is bleeding through.  (*Wolfen Warriors).

A lot of people say we are one. They say it in different ways both irl and online.

Do they really understand the energy behind this expression? Or do they say it as a ritual or as common courtesy?

 

To Soul fam:

I apologize in advance for the tone, the aggressive stances, the anger, and the frustration of this writing, its not directed towards you, it is directed towards mass consciousness. I have plunged into the depths of the collective unconscious/ super subconscious alone without anyone to support me. The following is what I’ve discovered about the nature of consciousness/reality.  This is a response to a lifetime of rejection as the outlier of this holographic simulation we find ourselves immersed in called life on Earth.

I can hear those that read this say they witnessed me go through a psychotic break, and to the lot of you I say: And?  I see most of you as retarded children who worship psychopaths behind closed doors......so, why am I supposed to care???  My psychotic break is my choice to do shadow work. 

These are the very last sentiments of Wolfhead Sheepskin. Your love (What some call love others call abuse) and support (the child that is not embraced by the village will burn it down to feel its warmth) made this possible. This is the revelation of method, this is honesty, and this is transparency.

 

 

CJB: Origins

I was born Christopher James Bialk on November 23^rd 1986 in Poway California. My parents moved back to Wisconsin (Milwaukee County) shortly after to raise my younger brother and I. We grew up in the village of Greendale, the middle class of standard suburbia. The house we grew up in had a beautiful back yard with a large wooded area that we played in a lot as kids with the neighbors. If you went far enough back to the north you could come out of the woods and end up crossing Grange Ave to enter Southridge Mall and if you went straight back (west) you would cross 76^th street to enter Root River Parkway (a large public park). We camped and travelled as a family, both parents encouraged my brother and I to excel in the Boy scouts (I am an Eagle Scout). We played a lot of board games and card games as kids in our family and we had a home computer with Internet access since the mid 90’s. We had an overabundance of computer games, video games, and Gameboy games. When it comes to my immediate family, I have read the least amount of books, there was a lot of that in our youth as well. I watched probably 90% of the cartoons on cable TV as a kid (Rocko’s Modern Life, Kablam, Swat Kats, Captain Planet, Space Ghost: coast to coast, Toonami, all come to mind). I had a number of friends to hang out with, we would ride our bikes all over the village, play scrimmage football, video games, or just go on adventures. Regardless to say, I had a pretty great childhood. The only severe childhood trauma I had to deal with was my parents divorce in 97’ – 98’ and I did the healing work many years ago in regards to that.

 

         

     

 

        Our immediate neighbors on both sides of our house were families that had kids my age (the 3 of us were all in the same grade). Jesse was a short kid with a Napoleon complex that would end up becoming a short lived bully to me in the 6^th and 7^th grade. On the other side of the house was Maya: the younger daughter of polish immigrant parents that I had a crush on (literally the girl next door). From time to time when we were in high school, I would turn off the lights in my room and watch her some nights through the blinds, as her room was directly across our yard. I still remember the day I watched her undress for the first time and it just seems even more provoking and magical now given my understanding of the Veil of Maya (veil of illusion/forgetfulness – not the band).

[** a side note: I’ve seen the Veil of Maya : Chicago progressive metalcore band twice, once in LA the other in Phoenix, they are absolutely amazing.]

When I left G-dale aka the “bubble” back in 2005, it was regarded as a top 10 college prep school in the state of Wisconsin. My brother received a full ride to Northwestern University ($100k+) at the age of 15 and graduated with a degree in psychology (neuroscience). I went to the Milwaukee Institute of Art and Design on a half tuition scholarship ($44k) and graduated with a degree in video production and animation in 2009.

I am the son of a retired buyer and a psychotherapist.

My father (ex Marines) worked as a draftsman for many years in my youth until he switched lanes into working as a buyer for a number of large corporations. My father declared bankruptcy from mismanaging his finances with the house we grew up in and ultimately sold it many years ago. My father is an Aries, he is a craftsman (well rounded woodwork), a book enthusiast, a beer lover, and is still devoted to his Christian faith with my stepmom (3^rd marriage). He has always associated with the conservative right and idolized men like Ronald Reagan and Clint Eastwood.  He was a sci-fi enthusiast who listened to Art Bell quite a bit when I was younger. I am surprised he never went further down the rabbit hole than he did.

My mother works in Florida as a psychotherapist and the last time I spoke to her years ago, she had upwards up 30 clients. My mother has called me a narcissist (despite not having legal authority to diagnose family members) and has spread the rumor to both sides of my family that I have done crack. (I have experimented with over a dozen types of drugs - cocaine was a fun indulgence for a while, however, I have never touched crack in my life). My mother is a Libra, she is single (married twice), she loves to travel (Jamaica) and was big into dance in her youth. She has been a liberal feminist since her divorce back in the late 90’s and has also declared bankruptcy.

I didn’t particularly like either one of my parents by time I was 15 or so (who really does at that age though?). I didn’t really understand the depths of it back then, but I knew I didn’t want to be anything like them. My father (like most men in the Boomer generation) was emotionally stunted from childhood trauma that he never worked on because he thinks psychology for the most part is nonsense. My mother is overly emotional and taught both my brother and me at a very young age to be self aware of our emotional intelligence. Aries and Libra are supposed to be a really solid match astrologically speaking, however it seems like that wasn’t the case for my parents. My father will rarely, if ever speak of my mother (his 3^rd marriage is now his longest), and my mother still to this day blames him for everything, taking no accountability for her actions (despite having a 4 year degree in psychology, her Master’s degree in social work, and claiming to be an old soul and a light worker). I recognize that my parents were simply children who had children, (despite their biological age when I was born : Mom was around 30, Dad was around 37), and I’ve forgiven them for not knowing any better. The Internet has a lot more useful information on it than we had with AOL in 97’.

My younger brother was the problem child in youth and is the golden child now. I was the golden child back then and have been the black sheep of the family since 2005. I would say both of my parents are NPC’s. How me and my brother both came through these 2 people is still an absolute cosmic mystery to me. My brother went back to school to get a degree in computer programming and has been busy working in that industry for years. He has probably beaten every good video game that has been released (he is a video game junkie) and an anime enthusiast. He claims his IQ is close to Einstein and he’s probably not wrong on that. He told me in Jamaica he is unequivocally smarter than me, so I’m letting him and his brilliance figure out how to deal with our aging parents all on his own, he has the degree in psychology after all to handle it. I do wish to express my gratitude towards him for helping me out hardcore with 3 things over the years. The first was gifting me a new laptop for Xmas of 2014, it would go on to assist greatly with my music production and branding for WS. The 2^nd thing he did was hook me up with a new sound system, the one I still use to this very day. The last one was he fixed my (custom build) desktop computer when I had no one else to turn to. Perhaps they were all the perks of association with the archons. 

 

WS : Origins

 CJB: (1986 – 2014)

Astrological placements in natal chart: Sun in Sagittarius, Moon in Leo, Mercury/Venus/Pluto/Ascendant in Scorpio, Saturn/Uranus in Sagittarius, Mars in Aquarius, Chiron in Gemini, North Node in Aries (S. Node in Libra).

MBTI : INFJ/INFP 

 

I chose the name Wolfhead Sheepskin (WS) in the fall of 2014. It came to me intuitively as I began going through what has been described by numerous spiritual communities as the dark night of the soul. It was my gamer tag on my Xbox live account back then as well as the new name I was stamping on the digital music I was producing at the time (End of the Road, WST). WS was my warrior name, and in 2014 it was of equal importance to my birth name as chrisbialk.com was in a really good place (at least so I thought).

 

My Music:

Wolfhead Sheepskin:  

 https://soundcloud.com/wolfheadsheepskin-77

CJB/The Name Involved: https://soundcloud.com/christopher-j-bialk

       Wolfhead Sheepskin was a composite name in reflection to some of the work I was making in LA at the time (an emphasis on collage).  The name was Frankensteined together (I&I: both the creator and the monster) taking into account me being a lone wolf, being the black sheep of the family, and also being somewhat of a magnet for people who embodied the concept of a wolf in sheep's clothing.

Some of my visual art:
 

 

 

A few months after embracing the WS name fully, I put my belongings in a storage unit and chose to become homeless in DTLA. I split up from a 4 year relationship with a very talented and attractive 22 year old woman that had just broken down in every capacity without any way to fix it. We had a nice loft with a dog and a cat in the historic core of the city (both of us were financially stable and independent). This came off the heels of the collapse of the 2^nd business I’ve created: (CJV) producing e-liquid for the vape industry in May of 2014.

 I lived on the streets for 9 months and during that time was reborn in this realm. I’ve cultivated this energy in 3 different states now, and thinking back where I was in the beginning, I really was a different person in the early stage of my spiritual awakening/ascension.

I have been estranged from my family for years by choice. That is part of doing the spiritual work of healing ancestral trauma, generational curses, and staying committed to my sovereignty. Family to me is a funny thing, but I’m still looking for the punch line to the joke. My journey into restructuring with soul fam has led to a similar type of dysfunction in regards to archetypes and personality conflicts at least irl. Soul fam is mostly online and spaced geographically all over the globe.

       8 years later (8 years of tongues), CJB has all but died except for tax purposes and WS has become fully realized. I understand myself now to be god or a god.  Perhaps, I am a god of fools in a foolish world (Clown Shoes). I am a multidimensional sovereign being, a shaman, a mystic, a witch, and an alchemist. I would describe myself as the cosmic father/mother in a journey of western expansion. I am waiting for the convergence between science and spirituality on this planet, as I feel as though that will be the birth of a truly advanced civilization and culture here.

 

 I am errant & divergent.

The end of my journey into Christ consciousness:

        My mother told me a story from when she was very young in which the only book she had around her for the longest time was the Bible and it inspired her to be like Christ. As a child my parent’s devotion towards Christ had a heavy influence on my childhood and upbringing. Church on Sundays was a discipline and it wove itself into the fabric of every other part of my life from 6 – 18. Once I turned 19, Buddhism became my focus. My relationship with the Christian community was held onto via the Christian metalcore scene at the time. Bands like Underoath, As I Lay Dying, Sever Your Ties, the Devil Wears Prada, and August Burns Red made a heavy impact on me in my late teens and early 20’s. Then I moved to LA and Lucifer took over I suppose in the “City of Angels”. One cannot know the light until one has been submerged into darkness. I did the best I could to walk in what I understood Christ consciousness to be. My time spent homeless had me acting the role of Christ for others, and on my worst days I found that energy reflected back in the eyes, ears, and actions of strangers.

In the tail end of 2018, I would meet a woman named Jennifer. I met her right before I flew out to Jamaica and it was clear as day from the moment we met that our souls had crossed paths before in another lifetime. She described her mother as a book whore and I laughed. Both of my parents are book whores, however they never really had the books I was interested in. Jennifer however, had an impressive collection of esoterica: a complete index on angels and aliens, native American astrology, the Human Design, and a collection of channeled works. She, like me had been brought up very religious, but had broken through the religious dogma into new age spiritual practice. Jennifer was a Pisces and Gen X so I had met my match. She ran her own shop doing spiritual healing work and was finishing up classes at SWIHA, a school for the metaphysical. Months later, I would celebrate her 50^th birthday with her and I was grateful to have an ally on my team irl. We both recognized as witches, alchemists, and channelers. She is still to this day one of the only people I’ve ever met (irl) to have gnosis of the larger cosmic picture. Physically speaking she was not the most attractive woman, however her soul and spirit were larger than life. I feel compelled to write of her because looking back now after years of losing contact, I realize she was perhaps the only real woman I have ever truly known. She was wise, powerful, animated, soulful, and had a high emotional intelligence. She had a profound level of grace when it came to the master and student dynamic. We would stay up almost into the witching hours talking about life and it felt wonderful. We never really had sexual chemistry between us and perhaps that’s what made it even more powerful, it was a connection based on Christ consciousness and a higher vibration. I’ve never shared a connection like the one I had with her with anyone else on the planet.

In the years since that connection faded away, my life has gone down a very different road. I continued being an advocate for Christ consciousness really only until 2020. After my portal building and meditations on life, I pulled away entirely from this dynamic of polarization to focus on reclaiming my multidimensional sovereignty. I can play the roles of Christ or Lucifer/Satan without second guessing anything, its quite easy. I suppose I’ve grown tired and bored with your human duality, this obsession with the light unearthing the shadow and shadow unearthing the light. As a multidimensional being, there’s a lot more interesting things going on in the cosmos than being caught up in this dynamic. I appreciate those artists who have mastered painting, both digital and traditional methods, much more than the so-called light workers. At least there is something tangible to talk about.  If Christ consciousness was to be actualized more there would be more people talking about the books of Eli, Enoch, and Lilith from the Bible.  There would be more nuanced conversations taking place across the board.

I think its worthwhile to distinguish Christ consciousness from a Christ complex.  A Christ complex is what most of the western world seems to be fixated with: virtue signaling and the egoic state, extroversion, yang based,  philanthropic, (sales and marketing ploys) pandering to groups of afflicted people.  A Christ complex often has to be the loudest voice in the room and is void of Christ consciousness.  Christ consciousness is introverted (introspective), yin based energy work, retrospective, self aware, quiet, deep, and thought provoking.

 

 Magick in AZ:

        Arizona is truly a magical place, perhaps there really is something profound about getting lost in the desert for 40 days and nights. Its been 4.5 years for me now in the desert, and after travelling around to around half of the 50 states, I will say this is my favorite one. The most profound piece of magick I’ve witnessed here is the continual appearance of my birth initials: CJB in the first 3 spots of over 40 different license plates. It began in 2019 when I was driving a white SUV, I first started noticing it on other white cars, trucks, vans, and suvs. CJB never appeared anywhere else in the plates, always the first three spots. It got more interesting when I traded that vehicle in for the truck I have now. Then it started appearing more on silver vehicles, almost as if the simulation was speaking to me, recognizing that I was aware of the dynamic playing out. Every time this happened, I took it as a sign I was right where I was supposed to be. I’ve never gone out of my way to look for this, that’s the magick of it all, from the beginning it’s been spontaneous and random. Spirit has a way of moving me from being zoned out to noticing things like this in the blink of an eye.

 psylent

        The I am state of being is becoming less about the body and more about mind observing itself as a quantum field dealing with quantum feedback. Here in space time (localized consciousness in the 3d Earth realm) is a result of our cosmic manifestations over eternity.  Our magick (black, white, grey, and ignorant art) is finding us here through the veil or we are calling ourselves to it via gnosis/ ritual.   The beauty and horror we see play out before us is Samsara/ multidimensional energy manifesting through the holos/ cosmic theater.

 

Analysis Paralysis:

Analysis paralysis is indicative of western expansion. It would appear as though its baked into the cake so to speak in regards to this simulation. Late stage corporate capitalism has inspired this issue to be even more prevalent than it was a century ago. Its relationship to/with disposability I find intriguing. I feel its crushing weight in so many ways: things to buy for the home, places to visit, experiences to have, technology to use, social media platforms to communicate with, strains of marijuana/alcohol/drugs to partake in, vehicles to own, clothing styles and grooming habits, lines of credit to open, ideologies to adapt and integrate, styles of culinary/food culture, forms of music to listen to, videos/films to watch, books to read, things to research/websites to browse, etc.

Somedays I enthusiastically sit and play Minecraft (on creative mode – a game I’ve been playing for a decade now) and often listen to low fi/lounge/chillout music that I’ve had/been obsessed with since 2006. Is that knowing what you want/like or is it a response to analysis paralysis?

 

The exceptions:

I would have listed dating and the pursuit of sexual relationships, however that is one of the few things in this world growing more sparse for most men in the west. Back in 2017, I would have said the sexual marketplace was part of analysis paralysis, from both my own experience via Tinder and what was trending online in men’s forums. A lot changed culturally in the last 5 years, primarily in regards to public parlance of hypergamy, narcissism, high value men, women’s entitlement, and courting culture. The sexual marketplace is nothing like it was when I was younger and we can thank platforms/companies like Instagram, Snapchat, Tik Tok, Twitter, Facebook, YouTube, Only Fans, and Fetlife, for our sick and vapid culture. Its clear that most women have been highly affected by the current barrage of social engineering online, and now believe they should only have access to “high value men” (whatever that means). I would say I fall somewhere in the 60^th – 80^th percentile when it comes to the sexual marketplace dynamic. I have enough looks, charisma, skills, passion, and drive to play in the arena, however its getting darker and more dismal with every passing year. The juice is no longer worth the squeeze. I haven’t engaged with any form of dating apps in a few years now.

I have too much of the non-important, not enough of actually valuable ideas.

Its a joke how I have too many options of things to drink and styles of sunglasses to put on my face, but when it comes to the important things in life, I don’t really have any options. The most important thing being self-awareness/ a high level of consciousness and sentience irl. I’ve experienced a great lack of it in the world, its been like that my whole life it seems, the closest I get to it is following certain people on YouTube/Facebook. Even then, its not interpersonal communication and its really a one way street in regards to socialization – always acting as the listener or observer, never actually participating.

Important things that I really have zero of:

- a meaningful network/support system

- a meaningful mode of financially supporting myself

- clarity on my soul’s purpose

- a reason to continue living

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        Humans tend to overvalue themselves in every available arena. The reasons for this are not quite clear, but one could rationalize the behavior due to hyper competitiveness in late stage corporate capitalism and overindulgence of ego/living in an egoic state. We have more people going to college now in the US than at any time in our nation’s history, and we keep proclaiming as a society that this education system is making young people smarter, more creative, more talented, and more driven to succeed in the workforce. So, my question is, where is the intelligence, passion, and creativity? Because from where I stand, I simply do not see it, and believe me, my eyes and mind are wide open. There’s more kids going into animation programs than ever before so where is the animation? (it seems like there’s less on the internet now than there was a decade ago) All of these so called intellectuals coming out of  universities claim they are the pinnacle of human excellence, yet they can’t debate, have civil discourse, or use logic. All of these so called business experts drive everyone around them to the same holes in the economy as the corrupt politicians, leading me to question…..what exactly do they do here? Doctors don’t heal but sell big pharma instead, teachers teach propaganda, cops are either in oversupply (statism) or underfunded (i.e. Chicago), marketers and advertisers force lies down your throat to close the sale, and Big tech knows everything about you thanks to the surveillance state. And we call it progress, evolution, and better. Women are calling themselves CEO’s without having DBA’s, LLC’s, or sole proprietorships, and men (i.e. the Manosphere online) squabble on Youtube about how it’s a feminine trait (not manly) to talk all day, yet get paid to talk all day. Psychologists and life coaches have become obsessed with narcissism awareness and recovery channels and people in mass declare their distaste for narcissists, yet the fabric of the business world is sociopathic and those highest on pedestals (of the SDH: Social dominance hierarchy) are psychopathic. The traits of narcs are magnified the higher up one goes into the dark triad, yet no one ever seems to care about this, leaving me to wonder why humans are so god damn stupid? 

 

 

Define authenticity in a culture of fake it till you make it.  I've been abandoning all kinds of people  for years now, so I don't really fit their criteria.

Communal narcissism: https://youtu.be/uZFQiz8bOTI

Bottomless pits: https://youtu.be/Du0DrXGXHc8 

If narcs were honest: https://youtu.be/GJP1XYMf2_A 

narc games: https://youtu.be/GLYkaHv-DAc 

So lets break this down. Is it you hate the narc because you are trying to get to the root of the systemic problems of the dark triad and aren’t’ getting anywhere? The narcissist is the entry point or roots of what is known to be the dark triad, so one could see the profile of the narc as some point of reference to the whole mechanism. Are you attempting to eradicate narcissism? Or is this like you want the narc to step up to your sociopathic likings? Its been said that the narcissist suffers from a lack of ego whereas the psychopath has an abundance of it. You humans really need to clarify this if you want others to truly care about the issue at large. And if you do truly pedestalize the sociopath as a true balance of the dark triad, why would you complain so much about narcissism when it’s the genetic makeup of you and your industry? As it stands now, this entire issue in society is just nonsense.  Are those that claim they are enlightening those about narcissistic abuse really helping others heal or are they bullies to narcissists?  Where is the fine line? I do find it absurd what people doing laps on or in  sociopathic business models get away with.  Where did they learn how to behave like this:  psychopathic people.  I say this as a survivor of narcissistic abuse and a sovereign soul forced into a sociopathic arena controlled by psychopaths.

          https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/on-small-business/wp/2016/09/16/gene-marks-21-percent-of-ceos-are-psychopaths-only-21-percent/

  And I’m supposed to continue to listen and take them seriously? I’m supposed to take it all seriously? Now its all a joke, but I’m still looking for the punch line…..and I have a great sense for dark humor.  The language at this point is meaningless and so is everyone's opinions on most of our problematic aspects to life. 

The iPhone was released in 2007, Instagram launched in 2010, and between them both, they destroyed a people in a land that I no longer recognize. This country is not my home. This country seems like its more an extension of the EU, China, and Russia than it is anything else. We may have beat the Commies at the arms race in the 80’s but they beat the living shit out of us in the long-term series of psy ops.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

< Me over the years

Heyoka shaman: https://youtu.be/x1n0oE-YgsY

INFJ heyoka: https://youtu.be/i5Lq1EHkmDQ

 

 

 Introvertive mystical experience vis-à-vis Hume and Kant, from Walter Stace:

Back in 2005 in the MySpace days, I went by the name My Stream of Consciousness.

Thoughts on being yourself:

[Being you/Doing you, Being yourself]

There’s not a lot of perspectives on this subject that I actually appreciate, it seems like most of you humans love being small, playing small, acting out small parts, and living out basic archetypes. Be yourself…….but not like this, or that, or this, or that. That’s what you humans sound like.

At 33, through music production and shamanic practice I reclaimed my multidimensional sovereignty. If we are going to actually discuss being yourself honestly, we are all multidimensional light beings/ Starseed/ fractal energy of source. But most of you humans it seems, don’t want to remember that. I figured that out about myself within less than 2 years alone in the desert. 2 years. I did more work on/by myself in 2 years than most of you will do in your entire lifetime. I had no elders, no guides irl, no roadmap for this outside of my natal/birth chart and my intuition. Just me myself and I&I. The problem now is, there is only a tiny percentage of the global population who has awakened to their true nature, they say roughly 5% but how could anyone really know for sure?

When you listen to most people talk about being themselves they say things like: I’m a parent, a businessperson, a discipline or an affiliate of a subculture. That’s what you do, not who you are. Those are roles/archetypes the soul plays in. Public parlance is now littered with NPC’s saying things like: do you girl, I’m living my best life, I’m doing me, etc.…..but do these people ever actually flush out what they are really saying/doing? If you don’t know where you’ve been how could you know where you are going? If you don’t know about the Akashic records or quantum theory/quantum mechanics, I don’t believe you are qualified to speak about anything being “better”. Ignorance is bliss. Most people are so programmed with social engineering and cultural mores that it becomes cartoonish to listen to these people talk about being themselves. #SamsaraProblems

SR: I don't exist: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7QMYriThNZY

Dan Koe: Why you can't be yourself: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VKxv79VSJa8 

Nothing you see is real: https://youtu.be/UWHYThrfRYU 

Walk Ins: https://youtu.be/qtho2CgQQ2c 

Satsang: https://youtu.be/jYhwE36pAz4?si=NuGOA3a6UKuKdYq4 

 

                              

  Music & Shamanic practice

 

 Thoughts on letting go:

This is going to be a brutally honest critique on society as a whole:

If you humans (in all of your spiritual practice and ascension) are so good at letting go, why do you cling to the English language (a language and tool of psychopathy)? If you are so good at letting go, why do you seem to complain so much about the same goddamn problems but never work to solve them? You let go of one person and a problem just to have the same bullshit continue on with another. If you are so good at letting go, why does the collective still worship money, status, power, and materialism? If you are so good at letting go why are you sticking to the social scripts of your social engineers and the movers/shakers of culture? Why are you so busy worshipping CULTure? Why are you so connected to and disciplined by authority figures? If you are so committed to letting go why are you so stuck on keeping up appearances?

        It seems like you humans actually fucking suck at letting go. If you are so good at letting go, why are you so committed to acting like retarded children? Shouldn’t you let go of that role/energy and mature as a soul? The biggest display of hypocrisy in this arena is in regards to suicide or as I now put it: self-deletion. Would suicide not be the greatest act of letting go?

Most of you have let go of being human beings (divinity) and are quite busy being humans (robot slaves/carriers of Wetiko: mind virus). Most of you let go of multidimensional thought, which really makes me wonder if all of the hatred on this planet is stemming from a place that you don’t like the cosmic reality: that we are eternal beings of light. You have let go of desire for deeper empathy and emotional intelligence but you remain overly attached to empty virtue signaling and vapid visual stimuli. Only in the upside down (Kali Yuga) does this make any sense at all.

 Zen is one of the greatest tools in my toolbox as a human being, yet I do not understand why I still feel the need to use or hold onto it.  It has allowed me to detach from most of life, yet it doesn't solve any of my problems.  Perhaps it is time to let Zen go, it serves no purpose in western expansion except to act as a virtue signal in pretentious spiritual communities.    

 

Attached yet non attached:

sex/being the body(eat, sleep, etc.)

jobs/career (illusion of respect) 

family/soul fam (network)

preferences (cult of personality)

programming (buying & implementing)

 

? I can do better (grass is greener syndrome)?

Attached to:

Being the observer

Being a channel/conduit for source/spirit

Running programming

Seeking others

Having options

Seeking an end (suffering)

 

 

What I'm willing to let go of:

The belief that love is a meaningful story to tell.   The story that we are fractal energy of source (that we came from the same source).  The human condition (Earth realm as a place for spiritual growth).   That multidimensional sovereignty is better than being AI bots in the matrix or plant life in another star system.  

George Carlin: Saving the Planet: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7W33HRc1A6c 

Thoughts on love:

Love is fragmentation: what some call love others call abuse.

Love is the carrot on the stick as you run in the rat race. 

love | evol

evolution

“What is love? Oh baby, don’t hurt me, don’t hurt me, no more” https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HEXWRTEbj1I  

Black Math: Strangelove:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XKQ12OXMtLA&list=LL&index=2&t=0s 

The single greatest reason I have to self delete is that I am so very fucking tired of listening to you humans squabble about love. The word and the energy truly mean nothing to me. Absolutely nothing. #Samsaraproblems

What’s the difference between love and delusion? …between love and psychosis? ….between love and violence….between love and chaos?  What is the difference between love and manipulation?  What's the difference between love and control?

I honestly can’t tell the difference anymore. And I am a product of all of your love and light.

It seems like the faker you are the more the world "loves" you.  The more you lean into Luciferian consciousness the more you are supported.  

What is the difference between love and a psychotic nonsensical game?

I could make the claim I am an ascended loving being, but that would be me being like you humans, wearing a mask, lying to myself. The truth is I really don’t give a fuck anymore. The Greeks did it better, controlling the fragmentation of love with a series of words and implied energies behind them instead of just one very messed up word.

Maybe its time to put an end to this silly childish game, because from where I stand that’s what it really is. It’s a carrot on the stick, like money, like god, like most of your beloved illusions of the cosmic theater playing out in this holographic simulation.

I thought love was supposed to make you feel good about yourself and life?

        So why does the word and the energy behind it leave such a bitter/nasty taste in my mouth? The npcs would read these words and they would say that I don’t love myself based upon the inherit negativity presented here. But this is a realm of polarity, so…….?????

For the last 2 years, roughly 95% of my Facebook posts have been made public (my commitment to transparency), I’ve embodied deep emotional intelligence (EQ), Spiritual Intelligence (SI), a high IQ, and have attempted to balance them to the best of my ability in a humble manner. I have been pro psychedelics since 2005 and have cultivated psychic connections wherever I can for nearly 20 years. It is said in the higher realms this is closer to the definition of “love”. So why does it all fall so flat to me? Maybe I’m just tired of dick and pussy pics with tens of thousands of likes on them, popular viral videos of dumb shit with millions of views, the pedestalization of celebrity culture, the overvaluation of content creation, and the overabundance of the gift of gab. It seems like what you humans truly love is the false self, drama, being the body, and bullshit.

    The amount of people I actually can connect with in a meaningful way I can keep on one hand: one person irl and a few via FB. Why people claim the universe is a loving entity is beyond me. Earth is a hostile warzone and a fragmented quantum clusterfuck for consciousness.

1. The definition of love is one of the largest problems of modern day humans.

Dictionary definition:

As a noun:

1. Strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties

2. Attraction based on sexual desire

3. Affection based on admiration, or common interests

4. Warm attachment, enthusiasm, or devotion

5. Unselfish, loyal and benevolent

As a verb:

1. To hold dear or cherish

2. To feel a lovers passion, devotion, or tenderness

3. To like or desire actively: take pleasure in

4. To thrive in

WS definition of love: Love is fragmentation, what some call love others call abuse.

The most intelligent thing we could do at this time is wipe away the dictionary definitions completely and start over from scratch. It would be wise to consult the Ra material from the law of one with recognizing the polarization of consciousness between 3^rd density consciousness and 5^th density consciousness. 

Law of One: Densities: https://www.lawofone.info/c/Densities?su=Fourth

Service to self vs service to others: https://www.lawofone.info/c/The+Two+Paths 

 I suggest looking into how Greek culture dealt with the fragmentation of love by breaking it into multiple words with different energies behind them. Bringing back the word eros (lust) would be wise, its what most of you humans are actually partaking in. One word to represent that large of an abstract energy is psychopathic/ psychotic in nature.

The collective would identity and recognize spectrum points of “love” for 4^th density consciousness and would map out a severe difference in awareness and enlightenment. One point would be for those that believe they are the body (lower 4^th density consciousness) and one point for anyone who believes they are a soul in the body (upper 4^th density consciousness). Its clear as day to me public parlance or mass consciousness would side with the lower 4^th density definition at this time. This small spectrum would open up to a larger spectrum with a more unified and absolute definition from 5^th density consciousness (source). That would create at least 3 different definitions of love that would provide a more nuanced and healthy approach to the energy behind it. Now perhaps you will understand my simple definition for love at this time. So after we redefine love, when we discuss love in the family setting, a school setting, or out and about in the throws of life, we will be having a discussion about energy instead of indoctrination and virtue signaling.

         My personal definition would lie on the fine dotted line between lower and upper 4^th density consciousness (The apex/frontlines of spiritual warfare/8^th sphere) I will continue to say if you desire the deepest form of love, kill yourself and go back to source. If you believe yourself to be starseed, perhaps self deletion for other parts of the cosmos is a more “loving” approach, since many of you are so god damn obsessed with love (You believe you are love). Personally, I find the word and the energy over hyped and overrated.  Love has an opposite frequency called hate, and if you claim you are love then by proxy you are hate. You don't get to cherry pick and if you do that is psychotic in essesence.

If one is to reference a 5D love, one would speak in terms of samsara and source.

Some say we are love in the upper dimensions, some say we are elementally made of stardust. So what’s the difference between love and stardust? What’s the difference between love and light? What is the difference between love and psychopathy/psychosis?  To all the “love and light spiritualists out there: Do you see how stupid you are yet? Because most of you cannot have a deep and nuanced conversation in regards to this, you fall back on your virtue signals, feel good platitudes, and lip service the majority of the time.

The most "loving" expression I can say about myself right now is that I am fractal energy of source and I am attempting to be a sovereign multidimensional being.

Does that sound like your definition of love? Probably not. So to me, what some call love others call abuse. How about you sad silly fucks put down your childish nonsense and attempt to get anywhere near my level. I am not better than you, I am however much more wise and self aware than you.

You’re lack of communal love forced me into gnosis of the larger cosmic picture. Unfortunately, I don’t think very highly of the rest of the cosmos at this time. I find it all to be quite infant like, retarded, and meaningless. Personally, I feel that this holographic simulation should be shut down permanently as its framework is unethical in its design. I suggest tweaking Universal law heavily before this sim should be allowed to come back online. That would require everyone here to die. I am pro global genocide at this time as wetiko has spread too far, too fast without any solutions to its infection. This perspective is a product of all of your love and light. So maybe, just maybe you fucks should work on that if this doesn’t sound appealing or “nice” to you. I don’t care. Its what you humans taught me, lifetime after lifetime after lifetime.

 

 

 

Thoughts on my last opposite sex relationship:

The heart can only break so many times before it grows cold. Some argue the point of living from the heart space is to resist this notion, forever being soft and kind to anyone and everyone. And to those people, I simply laugh. Would you let a wild animal keep biting you and call it enjoyable? Would you let your residence continue to be invaded by cockroaches or bugs and do nothing to fix it? Those people (the ones that just love everyone all the time) are living in what some deem toxic positivity. And at this point in the game, I’m over it…. the whole conversation.

My ex and I were together for a year in a long distance open relationship. Earlier this year (2022), I flew out to SoCal to meet her other partner whom she lived with in a million dollar house. They met through a bdsm site called Fetlife and had a particular lifestyle that is quite foreign to me. She claimed she was a kajira, but I’m still asking what the difference is between that label and an actress. He was cool and easy to get along with and I supported her the best I knew how despite watching that relationship nosedive over the year we were together. She claimed they were in a sexless relationship that seemed to have run its course over a 4 year time period (direct overlap to my longest relationship and life in LA). I met her in Milwaukee in August of 2016 for a photoshoot via Model Mayhem, so there was already this strangeness to our connection that I still don’t understand. 

 

 

 It was weeks after our entanglement that I began writing “Solace in a Stranger” and I still believe she somehow psychically influenced me to write it. We reconnected years later almost entirely based on spirituality. Her birth name (which she never went by), had the same initials: MC, as the woman who I originally wrote “Solace in a Stranger” for, and I would be introduced to both of them within the same 24-hour window in the end of the summer of 2016. I couldn’t see the gravity or the depth of these connections until many years later.

By November of last year (2021), our connection deepened and I truly thought I had found the person I had been searching for a very long time. We camped together in Arizona, we explored SoCal, and we made plans to travel all over the place. She seemed to be awake to the programming of the matrix and lived more as an outlier in the world, which was exactly what I had been looking for. She was kind, she was interesting, she was physically very beautiful, the sex was amazing, and in the end, she was public property, only to be held onto briefly by me. Her modeling gigs and her extroverted tendencies created too much of a division between us (mirroring my ex before her). She used the words honesty, transparency, love, priority, and building with me only to actually prioritize others (death of word is bond). Consciousness in the female avatar wants all the privileges of man without any of the responsibilities, hence rendering words meaningless, encouraging words spoken with actions unaligned.

Things seemed solid enough with us in April and by May I pulled the plug on it. Why? I still don’t really know. I’ve never acted like that before in my entire life and I sat with the notion for months in relationship to my spiritual walk. I told myself I was tired of being breadcrumbed and that she was caught up in a sociopathic lifestyle/culture.  Despite telling me she wasn't high maintenance and a gold digger, she fought to stay with her other partner whom she expressed to me time and time again wasn't really connected to her emotionally, ideologically, or spiritually.  Her energy after a year showed me that she saw me as a fling and as fuck toy and little else.  Perhaps it was the last energetic notion of I&I or the higher self pulling on the red string of fate, a shift of the oversoul/monadic mind, or perhaps it was something else.  Despite claiming to me she wasn't codependent she still leaned on her ex partner for financial stability after we split.

The more I look back on it, the less I know. I don’t know who she really was, and I don’t know what game we were playing. Its clear to me she was just telling me all the things she thought I wanted to hear without being honest to herself about what she really wanted.  All I wanted was a serious long term relationship and  I guess I'm just not "high value" enough for it.  It all was really fucking dumb in the end, so many red flags were raised 6 months in, I should have known better.   I really don’t know why a mushroom trip brought me back to her years later, that’s the problem with the subconscious mind, it just leaves you with riddles and puzzles you can’t solve. I’ve sat with the notion it was all just bad witchcraft and alchemy, that it could be revised and done again with more precision. The problem is, I just don’t care anymore. Its been nearly 6 months since that moment and every part of me just hurts. I truly have no more energy in me to give to women. She was the 6^th woman I’ve told that I loved them, whatever that means.  She taught me we are all public property regardless of your lifestyle choices.

Dont trust/date her if she has a lot of male friends: https://youtu.be/kBxgAX2y08Q 

https://www.learning-mind.com/female-sociopath-traits-behaviors/?fbclid=IwAR0mdwM3qflh_H4H5Ds2zo7bOfuH2cdd6t4nSdHDU-55ZnRZOu44Z0U9U-s 

        This was the 2^nd open relationship I’ve invested in now in my life. I’ve gone down the road of open relationships for years now because consciousness in the western female avatar simply is not monogamous and I’m tired of the lies and betrayal. I would say it’s impossible not to weave in the conversation of monogamy vs. non-monogamy into this, as its something I’ve struggled with in every single one of my romantic opposite sex partnerships since I was in high school. Monogamy is a product of religion and displaced the notion of poly life and non-monogamy culturally in the west. This was social engineering reinforced by the matrix, and I, like most people in the west bought into until I was around 28 (until I could see it for what it really is). What’s the difference between a single woman, a (monogamous) partnered western woman flexing her hypergamous nature, and a non-monogamous woman? I would say nothing. I would say energetically, they all resemble a man more or less: the same man we keep telling stories about, the one spilling his seed everywhere, fucking anyone with a pulse, abandoning his family for a new one, the narcissistic/sociopathic man, the player/fraud/con artist. Once you see it for what it is, you can never look back.

 

The mask you wear: https://youtu.be/Armk1auXZ-4

Incubus & Succubus: https://youtu.be/Z2Ohi-4eUmg

BM: Hang the DJ: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LU_6BWNEAlY

         Striking Vipers: https://youtu.be/3HEvNABE_qI?si=zhWSehwM6jVHMVqe 

 

If her looks/energy could speak (aiplague): https://twitter.com/aiplague?t=z-gfk1Q1uoTQN1S9r-QscQ&s=09

 

I watch my black magick betray me

 Sam Vaknin: Borderline: https://youtu.be/s1t4CZMUqak

BPD & partners: https://youtu.be/16x7bvr85u8 

Lise Leblanc: Ways to spot BPD: https://youtu.be/fLXMBVbZT4o

 

 Looking back on the fall of 2016 – Dec 2016:

I was busy working for a temp agency to get hired on full time to a large corporate warehouse during the day, and my nights were spent refining a piece of writing I would give away to a woman at the end of the year. 6 years later, the woman’s presence on social media is not to be taken seriously and I really question why I was absolutely compelled to give a very serious part of myself away to a person that doesn’t seem serious about life in any capacity. This issue is tiresome and frustrating and I would be fine forgetting the entire matter completely. The worse part about it is the 6^th woman I gave that writing to, the one I was actually romantically involved with didn’t want to commit to me. She had no problem telling me all the things she thought I wanted to hear, but when it came to taking our relationship to the next level, it was all just a joke to her I guess.

So the joke’s on me right?? Because in the end, it all comes back to yourself…..all of it. So why would I behave this way? Do I regret it? No. Would I do it all over again? Absolutely not. There was no point to any of it really, it was just an odd way to kill time in this world. Reincarnation is the birth of addiction and the desire for re-entry into this realm is sadism/masochism.

 And maybe love will rip us all apart, a force to force us into living alone with distorted dreams and little else.

What is love: https://youtu.be/pg_5L4OgyLM?si=uMsalYJEUJujzdnt   

Dating now:  https://youtu.be/ezTFYSan6cM?si=9RwoTmPpB2_ztyaX

Friendship disaster: https://youtu.be/9wswpdF7vL4?si=mO0YcR5EQwtepUn_

 

 

R&M: Meeting Unity:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kQJA3v8Hi5Y

     Unity found me when I collided with the frequencies of:

     CT, SS, LH, SK, MW, KG, KE    

     05'- -----------11' ------------- 21'

 The ultimate cosmic projection / limerent mind: 

                                 [JC, AK, MC]

It never truly had me convinced it ever cared.  It's always acting...always choosing the hive mind & bending to the whims of mass consciousness.

 

Sublime "Doin' Time" lyrics

Me and my girl, we got this relationship
I love her so bad, but she treats me like shit
On lock down, like a penitentiary
She spreads her lovin' all over
And when she gets home, there's none left for me

Thoughts on western women:

                          Its funny how you aren't a "real" man if you are an incel, a soy boy, or fail to display hyper masculinity, but we accept and praise consciousness in the female avatar in every available format.  Western females can be obese, stupid, and high in debt and still believe they deserve a "high value" man.  These same females complain life isn't fair, but not with empathy towards the 80% of men at the bottom of the SDH.  They complain because they can't keep the cherry at the top of the cake.  Its funny how fuck boys are a thing but fuck girls aren't & its funny how whores have the hubris of a lawyer/politician now.

Why they need the top: https://youtu.be/6NdS81NL-Mk

     As the sigma male, consciousness in the western female avatar is an agent of chaos, it can’t be pleased/reasoned with, or understood.  I look at western women now like sidewalks, city busses, gas pumps, park benches or public toilets.  I’ve given serious thought to how one can develop a meaningful relationship with public property and I've come to the notion of tread lightly.  For nearly 20 years, I gave them the opportunity to show me the soul and they showed me vapidness, the need to flex options, and their love of objectification time and time again. I might as well have been dating men this entire time,  I truly see no difference between them in the west. Welcome to western expansion.

   After being in the dating pool/ sexual marketkplace for nearly 20 years now, I've noticed that your typical western woman is rarely alone until she's post wall (past her prime looks wise).  As a man who travels solo often, its nearly impossible to find a youthful woman on her own.  And when she is, she's usually glued to her phone, on social media entertaining a harem of men.  When you go to events or public spaces she's usually with her family, her husband, a boyfriend, on a date, with a group of girlfriends, or part of a large group of people, rarely if ever is she alone.  And when she is alone, she seems to be motivated by the same programming she indulges online.  She's talking to people she deems attractive,  engaging with people who can influence her position in the SDH, taking selfies or videos to flex online for clout, and going through the motions of her hypergamous programming.  I cannot recall an intelligent conversation I've had with a female (under the age of 40) out and about in the world. For the sapiosexuals of this world, this is truly tragic. 

Western women expect men to be and stay in a traditional archetype while not embodying any traditional values themselves.  The absurdity is real. 

 

 Private VS Public property

      Ladies, you seem to hate the idea of truly being monogamous with one man because you do not desire to be owned by someone.  The flip side to this is the other extreme of polarity: being public property.  And when you do this, you are not beating the game, you are still an object being owned.  Your mind, body, and soul are owned and opperated by multiple entities (the state/statism, programming from multiple men, herd mentality, etc.)  And the feminist movement calls this progress.  The e-girls/e-thots, attention whores, and independent women call this evolution. 

And men are still expected to act like they are a prize/something special/ something worth fighting for.

  

 

Masculine women are fun...for the first 6 months: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hqFtJ4G2384&t=1861s

Men are done with 304's: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rgNGBPdxSRI 

 

    So many people complain about controlling men its ridiculous.  Did it ever occur to you that maybe psychopathic men see the larger picture?  The ability to isolate a woman and reprogram her is vital in the west if you want something long term.  They say thats abusive.  Ok, consider the extreme opposite, let her do what she desires and see where that gets you.  Her hypergamy will wash you away quickly.  The majority of women I've been with sexually were running too many programs crafted from others.  They didn't feel compelled to play pretend (pair bond) in regards to respect due to high levels of social engineering.  The real problem is more western women are running unconscious psychopathic programming today while claiming to be submissive and feminine.

 

 

 

 

 

Hoe_math: be yourself: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7rgXgANHrhk

                  standard female delusion chart: https://youtu.be/0iHr5tJhTgA?si=gytqYtnO8DiB18CW

MK: Female disrespect:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YCbKfZ-4At8

 

How do you build a relationship with an ignorant & greedy whore?  

You dont, you use & get used.

 

 CGA: undateable: https://youtu.be/zSxbNC8ij4Y

          Why men dont approach her: https://youtu.be/80O0Tqv7sPY

         No trust: https://youtu.be/gkNYRKssPLU 

Why romance partnerships don't last for sigmas: https://youtu.be/PqbwUAN2DlY

Bill Burr on women: https://youtu.be/kjLaJ5xYvhU

BDE in western women: (death of yin and maximization of yang)  Bigger is better right? More, more, more.......

 
                                   

  

  If trans women are real women, are trans men real men?

Too many tarot readers expressed the notion this year that the divine masculine goes into the world and does, and the divine feminine feels and heals. Sitting with that sentiment for quite some time has me thinking a lot about divinity or shall we say psychopathy. I say that because too many readers collectively are all saying the same things in regards to the divine masculine: that it just doesn’t seem to have the capacity for empathy, to reflect, to deal with the internal world, to speak with the throat chakra, to nurture connection. And to that I say, 1^st off that would be the unhealed divine masculine energy, and 2^nd, it all seems very boyish and immature. Where is the healed divine masculine in society??

 

 

      Once upon a time, I could have claimed I was cheated on multiple times over a series of monogamish relationships. Now I see that was never actually the reality, I never truly shared intimacy with those souls. I was indulging in our cosmic orgy in the quantum field, playing in part of the spectrum of quantum psychopathy.

    

Non duality: sex & the single being: https://youtu.be/Yb_wetukhmM?si=tM31EJHc3GeifIpO

Thoughts on the truth:

The truth is you humans love virtue signaling about the truth, but when when you manifest an individual to you who embodies the truth, you despise them.  The truth is humans are retarded and psychotic animals. The truth is we are a cosmic experiment of consciousness in the human avatar (bio suit/ meat suit). The truth is the notion of truth itself is just fragmented and distorted information from the lens of Samsara. Some debate the essence of objective reality/ objective truth, and to those people I say, what happens to your points of debate after enough western expansion has pushed collective thought into enough fractured pieces? Reality is we all live in different realities. The matrix, for now, is the closest thing to singularity. And everything in the matrix is a well-crafted lie, or distorted information created by master class psychopaths.

And once you sit with this for a while and accept it, you realize that facts actually aren’t factual, its just words spoken through the social dominance hierarchy and a giving away of personal power to those cultural creators who define things. The retarded children of god make up shit as they go along to appease the ego for the sake of the cosmic theater. **(Shiva and Shakti)**

There's always an exception to the rule.  Should that not apply to facts as well?  That perhaps all parts of a fact aren't factual.

The facts of today will be the fiction of tomorrow because the future is always being rewritten by psychopathic individuals looking to distort systems for their own personal gain. Men who claim they are stewards of an entirely fact based way of thinking are little more than cultural slaves, they have no idea who or what they really are. 

 

 

The political divide in America has been further divided between the conservative right (facts, the economy, the military industrial complex) and the liberal left (emotions, virtue signaling, social government programs) due to the inability to find common ground on anything. The liberal left has low emotional intelligence while the conservative right hang on to low IQ ideologies, they are speaking 2 wildly different languages and nobody is listening. (Universal Law of Polarity)

 

We’re all just players playing players, actors acting on stage, and that’s not a new discovery. Shakespeare knew this, Plato knew this, and older sages than them knew this. The truth is, despite believing you know how to listen, you actually do not. You humans do not know how to truly listen, the closest you get in mass culture is you listen just enough to make your money to support your lifestyle (and a lot of you cant even do that). People listen to what they want to hear and rarely does one actively listen to thoughts that go against his/her belief system. Why? Because cognitive dissonance isn’t fun to deal with. The truth is 95% of humans on earth do not care about the truth, they enjoy their lies and their ignorance.

 

The Boy Who Cried Wolf: https://youtu.be/1axKaW61_78 

Clearly no one cared about this story.

The loudest voices online are often false light.

*** To those that proclaim I live too much in my head, or that others live too much in theirs:

        I’ve lived from the heart space for most of my 35 years on this planet. What do you think got me here? This is what having high levels of empathy get you. The ability to actually listen has helped me cultivate this perspective now. First off, this is a mathematical reality of mind (objective reality) so, that’s all we really do, is think/remember/imagine. Living from the heart space brings you to ignorant children and parasites that have no problem feeding off of your “light and love”. How long do you care for a virus? How long do you play pretend for? Unfortunately, living from the heart space doesn’t really serve anyone when most people appear to be in service to self (individuation from source) it seems to just disrupt or interfere with the idea of karma. Do you tell gym rats they spend too much time in the gym? No. Do you tell CEO’s they spend too much time making money? No. So why in the fuck, do you humans feel the need to tell intelligent people they think too much? It gets really fucking old, really fucking fast, you sad, silly, dumb fucks.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

David Cross: Why America Sucks At Everything: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aNghg1Y-WIc&t=323s 

 

America's Invisible Crisis: https://youtu.be/QUGXh5g90X0

Broken society: https://youtu.be/Fqu85sQYeoM

Dbdr: economic downturn: https://youtu.be/mg8UMjQ6MDU?si=P4lxu_T_CmH2X2gS

          Blk pill CULTure:  https://youtu.be/wCt0ZkMuNr4?si=tEy8yMi0sQafXeVq                

 10.10.22  WS/PS:

 

I am being completely honest with myself when I say this: I do not know what I want in or out of this life anymore. I do not know what I want anymore in regards to any and every facet of life in this incarnation. A lifetime of rejection has inspired me to stop caring about virtually everyone and everything.

I do find myself caring about life outside of this simulation, however I’ve grown comfortably numb in this realm.

Business and psychology, that’s where this all kind of started for me back in 2015. Gary Vaynerchuk would be disappointed in my business attitude/my hustle/ my lack of extraverted adversity quotient, but then again Gary V is kind of a tool. His highest aspiration in life is to own a sports franchise, and I could give a fuck less these days about sports. Him and Jordan Peterson were 2 men I was following heavily on social media during the beginning of my spiritual awakening/ time spent homeless in DTLA. Modern psychology has just kind of made life worse in every aspect and I would go so far as to say that its just another industry taking advantage of the weak nature of people. And if I were to reflect on the famous Jordan Peterson quotes: “Life without law remains chaotic, effectively intolerable” I would simply respond with life remains chaotic and intolerable with humans executing law. And my favorite one from him: “You should become a monster, an absolute monster, and then you should learn to control it”. Well, Jordan……That’s why I’ve shed WS for PS, ….so I can optimize the monster.

 

 

 

 

The concept of projection is quite possibly one of the most dangerous and misinterpreted modalities in the world of psychology right next to psychosis and solipsism.  All three require a solid understanding of the nature of reality, and I don't think the intellectual community has a very sophisticated grasp on it.  One would have to have a great deal of self awareness and have done a considerable amount of shadow work before one could truly know the art of projection.  Otherwise you start labeling things you don't like as people projecting, when in fact they might not be.  Now you are gaslighting and not helping anyone, see how messy this gets? If projection is truly so horrible, why listen at all to group think, most people participating are probably projecting herd mentality.  Why have kids?  You're simply projecting cultural engineering onto yet another generation.  And if everything is projection, you give rise to solipsism and the breakdown of most systems.

To take this to a deeper level, ascended spiritual gurus claim one should strive to project the godhead or divine spark on all interactions with people and animals.  So why is this behavior accepted without question but when people project alter egos or aspects of the dark triad, we call them evil, demonic, and destructive?  For three decades I have been treating npcs and creatures on this planet with Christ consciousness and what did I win in the process?  A world between limerence and solipsism, quantum confusion, and absolute exhaustion.  I truly believe we were all better off when we simply called each other selfish or self centered assholes.  It was much less of a mind game and allowed for more stability with communication.

I've stopped using the language "red pill(ed)" because mass consciousness has already destroyed its essence.  The manosphere spaces online seem to focus on 2 things: the body and money, which have convinced me that either A. Men are idiots or   B. They are in fact serving lower 4th density consiousness.  The women that have entered the space are simply parroting the obsession on intersexual dynamics which is part of the "red pill" however I would say it amounts to about 5 - 10% of whats out there in the vast network of rabbit holes.  I've listened to enough of these people to know they are not my people.  The depths of the "red pill" revolve around quantum theory/mechanics, the Akashic records, energy work, sentience, consciousness, self awareness, and multidimensional awareness.

What red pill philosophy gets wrong: https://youtu.be/LS-hOpY-bFY

Gen Z & the red pill: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wr-DwezccZI 

Exploiting the lonely: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=clKjcyfeask 

 

 

Reality is we live in different realities.

 

 

             Reality is another absolutely ridiculous word that npc's worship.  Reality can only really be defined by mob mentality, the matrix, and mass consciousness, and most of these people are too stupid to understand themselves much less the world they live in.  Why is it that most of these npc's love to talk shit about how terrible the world is yet they demand that everyone live in reality?  Isn't that why you are all battling addiction, living double lives, in therapy, yet still remain bound to the binary?  You do drugs, and talk shit because you hate reality, whatever that really means.  Personally I believe humans are too unaware and lacking in intelligence to understand reality, which is why most of them are busy building a different reality as an overlay on the shared dream space.

 Revisiting the snake eating its tail, I have to say, I am ready to get off this ride. Its not fun, its not entertaining, its not what you fucks keep saying it is. It is a dumpster fire, it is tiresome, it has grown past me why I still stay alive here. I am death, and I’ve had one foot in the grave for way too long.

Solipsism, source & singularity = one abusive ass tapestry

If we are the one universal cosmic mind fractured in order to experience the other, perhaps we should stop.  Clearly the universe does not care about facts or feelings, sentience or consciousness.  It only acts in the name of expansion.

 

We live in a simulation: https://youtu.be/edJJ7MrhN34

Thoughts on change:

People make such a big deal out of the idea that someone changed their life for the “better”. I find it silly to say the least. The only thing constant in life is change.

Now go back and revisit your enthusiasm or pedestalization of someone who changed your life. You humans squabble so much about change, but change is probably the most normal thing in the world right next to psychopathy. It all shows me how much you love your binary bondage and being a retarded robot/retarded child of god.

You want to know what changed me? The rejection on the playground in grade school by my peers, the rejection from girls in middle school and high school, to the rejection of not being hired by ANYONE as an artist in my 20’s and 30’s, to the rejection from my business partners, to the rejection of my ideas on social media. That changes a person.

Normal = change, rejection, misinformation, manipulation, propaganda and psychopathy

 

Rejection across the board allowed me enough time to sit with the fractal energy in this holographic simulation, this warped hall of mirrors in the cosmic circus, to realize I’d rather play the role of a villain. It seems much more interesting than whatever the fuck I am doing now. And not just any villain, a multidimensional one: like Thanos, Darkseid, Pennywise, the Nothing, or Psycho Goreman. This is the result of the collective’s nonsense. I wouldn’t be doing this if there was anything worthwhile going on in your shitty dumpster fire of a world.

For anyone who's been hurt: https://youtu.be/UF-xMA4e3ok 

Thoughts on Collaboration:

The apex for me as the observer is somewhere between HOG: Hang Over Gang (Tom and Nova) and TC: Tentacle Croissant (Richard and Pierre). 

TC: ends: Pierre: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sJpLOQAsyVA&list=WL&index=2

Richard responds: https://youtu.be/YHvgpvBjWYA

Sam Vaknin response: https://youtu.be/0vzwtkjNmxM 

        It has been fun watching both projects grow and it is a reminder of just how rare authentic, honest collaboration really is. Its been a year since “Gang Gang” was released by Tom and Nova and I watched it again today with tears in my eyes, feeling and thinking how talented and beautiful that couple is. Richard and Pierre’s movement with Tentacle Croissant has helped me get through years of struggle now, reminding me that I’m not alone in life. I also have to add in the collaborative effort between Aphex Twin and Chris Cunningham on the video for “Come to Daddy” as there was something absolutely magical and powerful with the sonic and visual convergence. As a music video junkie, I would say its one of the best ever made.  I would say it sits right next to:  ODDKO: Disobey: Zardonic Remix  &  Tool: Parabola: (Alex Grey)

                  My first tattoo (a recreation of a collaboration between Aesop Rock and Jeremy Fish) was chosen directly after college and my entire life has been a quest to embody that collaborative energy.   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KNrB6--KBqs - Aesop Rock "None Shall Pass"

        Unfortunately that era has come to an end, it just wasn’t in the cards for me I guess. What most of you humans see as collaboration are actually false selves manipulating each other, over-hyped sociopathic nonsense, or systems of slavery. 

 Why I don't care about collaboration anymore, this is exactly what its like:

The original TimCast dysfunction: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2mX_-rF_xiY&list=WL 

 

You're an influencer until you're a grifter, it's fun until it's fraudulent,  it's cool until it's cringe.

 

 Kanika Batra: How sociopaths see exes: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3CgE2yyn1bw&list=WL&index=1180

Cult of Archaix: https://youtu.be/BFwJOMuPLRU?si=kcshMa_o86s9iyaA

   Thoughts on choosing peace and happiness:

You humans really are fucking ridiculous to me. We are eternal multidimensional beings in western expansion and the 2 things you can’t seem to shut up about are peace and happiness. When you dumb fucking animals keep squabbling about happiness, what you don’t realize is that you are also talking about and choosing sadness, because this is a realm of polarity/duality. As above, so below. I really do not understand why you fucks are so fixated on this dynamic. You want to complain about this drug and that drug, but you seem completely blind to the drug of happiness and sadness. I’m not sure why clinical psychology has bipolar listed as a mental health disorder, this dynamic is as close to normal as normal could be. Here’s a secret to life: you want to be on cloud 9, choose to be suicidal, choose to fully embrace death. It’s that easy. You’re going to have to fully embrace your emotional intelligence though and most of you seem to be heavily lacking in that department.

Peace, what a silly fucking concept. Ignorance is bliss would be the neighbor to peace. If they were people, they would be BFFs and drinking buddies. In this world, we are in a spiritual war, a financial war, and a psychological war (a series of psy ops), and the collective wants to squabble about peace. At some point, I think it may be the largest fucking joke in Clown Shoes. The monadic mind isn’t evolved enough for peace, we are all too busy individuating from Source still. Peace, may be possible, however it would require us to live in a type 2 civilization (which we aren’t even close to). When one squabbles about peace, one is really speaking about keeping their head in the sand. I’m all for choosing a level of chaos in which you are comfortable with, but lets not call that peace (temporary peace of mind perhaps is more sensible). There is such a massive spectrum of emotions to feel and ideas to explore in life. It amazes me how small and retarded mass consciousness really is when it’s so hyper-focused on these 2 issues. Alas, it goes right back to binary bondage, every single time.

 

The games we play:

Both consciously and subconsciously humans all over the world are playing games in their day-to-day life. More games are being played in the collective without conscious recognition that they are happening. We don’t know the rules of the game nor its true nature. If you reside in the west, you are playing many different games like this with many people at the same time. This is a result of being a “child of god”, participating in the social dominance hierarchy, and the desire to express and manifest things. These are not card games, board games, video games, etc., but rather mind games. And mind is infinite. Sit with that awhile and reflect on the games you’ve played with people in the past without realizing it. Soul mates/twin flames is a game, business partnership is a game, social media influencers (creators of CULTure) is a game, friendship is a game, love is game, faith is a game. One could argue they are other things, but have you distanced yourself enough from concepts like this that are defined by the matrix? If there is one central game the collective is busy playing, I would call the game “Mind Fuck”. The rules of the game are always changing and the players in the game are in constant rotation. The nature of the games within the central game is fractured/fragmented and there is little public parlance on the reality of this, which adds an even deeper level of confusion and complexity to it.

This is a mathematical reality of mind, all is mind. Things are rarely if ever what you think they are, mind is infinite.

Smart phones, the internet, and social media killed our old culture quickly. Since the advent of IG culture we have witnessed the death of interpersonal communication for the most part.  The majority of people alive on the planet today embody what sci fiction used to describe as cyborgs.  It seems like most people are being led/governed/shaped by their "smart" phone.  Most of you give garbage first impressions because you don’t know yourselves. Is it really a service to either yourself or the collective to remain a brainwashed zombie/sheep/npc?

 

I am not alone in this world. I have a few people in my life I call soul fam and most likely have more support on the other side of the veil/higher dimensions. My soul comes from better worlds and I have an incurable homesickness of the stars. The problem with this sim, this game, this psychotic clusterfuck is that the longer I stay here, the more I am learning to resent home in a multidimensional capacity. The longer I stay here the less I care on a quantum level. This is a product of your love and light. Maybe its time for you dumb fucking animals to graduate to a new game.

The deeper aspect of reality is that the majority of you humans highly enjoy lower 4^th density consciousness. You enjoy being abused/ abusing others, being the body, being ignorant, being childish, being irresponsible, and most importantly squabbling about your problems without fixing them. The law of one material suggests that as those of us on the planet push deeper into 5^th density consciousness, (as above so below) our energetic opposites push further into the body and materialism. To me at this point there’s 2 angles to play in regards to this binary shitshow: 1.become the masterclass psychopath in a realm of psychopathy Or, 2. The winning move is not to play (say no to reincarnation on Earth).

What happens when you no longer have faith? So much of this modern world is contingent on one’s faith, one’s ability to place trust in someone else or a higher power. But what do you do when you are the higher power? What happens when you take your multidimensional power back and most belief systems simply do not serve you or make sense to entertain? Where do you turn to for solace in life?

believe = be lie eve : to be a lie from the beginning

 

Levels of awareness: https://youtu.be/kse87ocS0Uo?si=cUkiiN3wGNTxZTeb

 

You will own nothing and like it.....including your body, your mind, and your soul.

 

Math that promotes slavery & imbalance.

 The cost of convenience:

        This is probably one of the most widespread games modern man is busy playing.  Convenience is really only a product of a post WWII society, but its roots really stem from the advent of the Industrial Revolution.  The most blatant manifestation of this today is our use and integration of smart phones, tablets, laptops, etc into the fabric of every day life.  These tech devices are affordable now to the average person whereas a decade ago they were considered a luxury item.  Its now a tool in everyone's pants, but the problem is nobody was really taught how to use such a complex tool.  Your typical global citizen banks from their phone, socializes through social media apps, watches media through the internet, and has a variety of either games or self help tools at their disposal at every single second of their waking life.  We are taught about addiction, but for some reason, addiction to smart phones and the internet get a pass.  We say they are problematic for adults, yet its now common for 10 and 11 year olds to have them.  We say the technology is bringing us closer together, yet mental health issues are on a steep upwards trajectory, gaslighting is a daily occurrence, propaganda spread everywhere, and tribalism continues to fracture online.  Choices and consequences.  

           Your average woman on dating apps swipes left between 80-95% of the time, catfishing is the new normal, most people don't look the way they present themselves in their pictures, nobody reads bios, nobody seems to care.  There is a cost of convenience in our vapid mating culture, our shallow courting culture, and our dependence on tech apps for shopping for options of people.  You pay to play to be an object.  And yet, you humans keep saying new is better.  Better for whom exactly......Chad?  Chad is Ken and the pieces of his harems are Barbie and her friends.  Fake af.

 

She was art and alchemy in motion: The Queen Bee :https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yhCD9qxlczo

She walked so Iggy could run. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A2GCga7YLCU

The 3rd wave of hypersexuality with female rappers: Sukihana: Grinch: https://youtu.be/E-t-PbfLuDg 

This wasn't just about the shift in hip hop to rap, it was mind control... unisex games evolving within the rap game. Now the girls rap like/write/sound like the guys.

 

If I feel no shame and hold no regrets being an information whore, then perhaps all types of whoredom have a similar expression.

Britney Sellner: Barbie film review: https://youtu.be/A11u41iCef4 

Avenged Sevenfold: Mattel: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hYmVTVnXXlk 

Ben Shapiro: Barbie the movie critique: https://youtu.be/ynU-wVdesr0

 

 

Plastic toys to train for the SDH (Social Dominance Hierarchy), the game you humans love to play:

 

Language is a game.  They say we are all teaching each other or we are inspiring each other to remember. And I say to the world, you have taught me that the following words mean absolutely nothing:
[love, god, better, honesty, toxic, narcissist, respect, loyalty, trust, helpful, purity, health(y), ego, real].

 These words mean nothing because they have all become highly fractured in public parlance with very few people understanding or communicating properly the energy behind these words.  We assume when we use these words we are on the same page or have a similar level of understanding of the energy behind them because we've been using them for a long time.  That is part of our delusion/ illusion of the matrix.

        From this stems the problems of [ego/spirit - wrong/right] and [self sabotage/self improvement].  Tribal imprinting and the need to voice one's opinions on the matters make the issues even more complex and frustrating.  The result is a series of circle jerks, shallow conversations, and vapid points of debate from people acting like parrots.  I am of the impression that on a subconscious level, we know that people's actions do not align with their words (95% of the time), and that most of us actually do not understand language very well.  In western expansion, the need to squabble like parrots becomes a lifeline in order to avoid being alone.  Humans simply are not evolved enough to handle western expansion (dealing with abstract mind/thinking) so language becomes one of our only tools to convince ourselves we share a similar reality.  Truth is when you leave the matrix, you are in deep space, nobody understands you and nobody cares.  But one is supposed to remain "loyal" to the construction of the matrix and its social engineering even though its all distortions, lies, misinformation, and nonsense.

 

AI : IA (Artificial Intelligence: Ignorant Art)

Woke: (the joke on language CULTure) & ESG https://youtu.be/Hi0uDaznq7c 

Liar's paradox: https://youtu.be/in4u2i9v4vg 

George Carlin:  Only words: https://youtu.be/mUvdXxhLPa8

                         soft language: https://youtu.be/o25I2fzFGoY

 

 Jeremy Geddes: "The Street"

 

     

 2022 word of the year: gaslighting: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KMqxvC8K03Q&list=WL&index=1&t=85s 

Anna Akana: You're just hurt: https://youtu.be/3mrueOW1vXg?si=ipR041zCvZCmmyqi 

 

  Do you know how many low vibrational people I've listened to discuss their lives as being "high vibe"?  Too many to count, and it really makes me question and ultimately dismiss the notion that raising one's vibration improves the quality of their life.  Most people see themselves as being high vibe, good, moral, doing the right thing, and making the world a better place.  That's the clone army hard at work, the standard suburban blueprint running its programming.  Life is subjective.  The thing is what is the real energy behind the facade, the mask, the virtue signalling bullshit?  Nobody seems to know, nobody really seems to care.

Taylor Tomlinson: your 20's: https://youtu.be/c7Zr4CdiyaY 

            Everyone wants to lead (rule the world),  but why is it when I look around at everyone's tribe, I see a bunch of fools and assholes throwing rocks (even in ascended circles).  Tribalists claim their opposition is weak and inferior, yet remain oblivious to the plot holes of their own tribe.  I have yet to find a tribe that means anything to me truly.  I've dipped my toes into hundreds and they all kind of fucking suck when you take your power back.  Its CULTure.

How does one find balance in a world they do not sense or understand?

Ascension and Psychopathy as the ultimate game:

        The 2 largest games on the planet are both happening at the same time and are directly connected.  As the globalist psychopaths (Cabal, deep state, oligarchy) play in their triangles "winning" the available pieces of materialism (building the borg), I've realized they are not satisfied with their livelihood.  The material world does not satisfy the little fractures of whats left of their soul.  Those that claim they are or walk with the ascended masters are on an infinite quest for gnosis or enlightenment.  We've learned from these people that despite always climbing to that next pillar of understanding, it ultimately leads back to the idea of the snake eating its own tail.  It renders knowledge to be quite meaningless with only the soul to make up some kind of imaginary story.  So what is the difference between a masterclass psychopath and an ascended master?  At this stage in the game, I would say nothing.  And so if we are the universe experiencing itself, it really appears as though it isn't that intelligent, it does not care about any of us, and there is no larger game plan.  This is most likely why the stories of the Galactic Federation of Light/Planets are all fractured and full of nonsense.  Those that give merit to them pedestalize the Federation and give their personal power away.  Its that simple.  I've heard that no real damage can happen to our soul here and that there is nothing to actually fear.  I honestly don't know what I fear anymore, but what I do know is that I no longer care about my soul.  How many copies of this simulation exist in the multiverse? That is of more interest to me than my soul.

Are you on Earth individuating (conscious creation) from source or are you conforming to the borg (unconscious recreation of source)?  We are oil & water.

 

 

Split of cosmic consciousness: https://youtu.be/4pPp77R3Xus

 

History of Oversouls: https://youtu.be/uXlzDw-KNE0 

Sense 8: Season 2: Who Am I: https://youtu.be/fR5-x7v7UkE 

Interdimensional warfare: https://youtu.be/C4N1Pu4QmD0 

Expansion of souls: https://youtu.be/DaCFYlVTxy4 

Earth's importance to ETs: https://youtu.be/Ye3GvWVGGyE 

Did we volunteer to come here? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w9lC_XvXJU0 

 

          What I've come to realize in my existential cosmic nihilism is that mass consciousness is effectively starving off any kind of nihilism by drowning itself in the matrix.  Psychopaths rarely if ever would sit with any kind of nihilism because they are too busy convincing themselves they have everything under control.  So those that are deeply empathic who are searching for deeper meaning in life suffer from what I would deem an inherit unearthing of our shared reality/ dream: existential dread/crisis/nihilism.  These souls suffer more because they are forced to then return to the matrix and mass consciousness who are busy digging surface holes in their shallow existence.  They dig shallow holes (fake it till you make it) subconsciously to avoid slipping into any form of nihilism.  So who's the selfish one here really?  Both sides of the coin are avoiding the absolute suffering of the other side.

  In processing/ going through the motions of all 4, (secondary) psychopathy seems to be the only meaningful solution that I can identify.  (images/slides from the Academy of Ideas:)

   

The Matrix: human battery (Loosh): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IojqOMWTgv8&t=30s

What is Loosh: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4nj6u05YWrI 

Exiting the matrix:   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r0bieLygMaM&list=WL&index=1&t=31s

Autism & society: https://youtu.be/0UB_iiLAZLk?si=itqjhaFXYnNHlFX5 

Thoughts on money:

       Money is a tool that is misunderstood and mismanaged by most.  Money is a form of energy exchange that is rarely discussed anywhere in society in a nuanced capacity.  The matrix sets the stage, tone, value, and forms of money exchange to keep you in bondage to the SDH.  Money at this point in human evolution is just a psychotic game with no intrinsic value to me.  I have been researching and watching both the Bitcoin and Ethereum cryptocurrency markets for quite awhile now and I remain on the fence if they are actually worthwhile to anyone.  I see them both as tools for some level of sovereignty in the new emerging cyberpunk dystopia that we are all busy manifesting, however I don't really see them as improving mankind's relationship with money across the board.  I do think blockchain is a necessary tool for the modern human but the intention of Bitcoin was naive and utopian much like the digital Silk Road.  An old neighbor of mine (probably one of the most interesting people I've ever met) was making NFTs and trading with Ethereum and much of what he told me has simply changed or is not true.  The NFT market is already over-saturated with AI art that looks and feels the same and its selling for way more than it should realistically be valued at. But see, that's the Achilles heel of humans and our major problem with money: undervaluation or overvaluation.  Our other problem is defining what is realistic when we all live in different realities and then balancing that lifestyle.

        Some say money is the root of all evil and to those people I say first, define evil.  Most people have become comfortable calling things they do not like as crazy, stupid, or evil.  Not liking something is very different than "evil".  I would say evil, like the notion of wrong, does not exist.  There is an order to chaos that one is comfortable with and a lot of virtue signaling/ public parlance dancing around the idea.  Language and self awareness are the central problems with our relationship to money.

     What is free market capitalism anyways? (limbic capitalism)  As a failed businessman and ex-capitalist I struggle to understand the non-nonsensical playground of our series of financial wars.  The US is now $31 trillion dollars in debt. To whom exactly? Who can even fathom the complexity of that game?

I should state my 5 years spent at Target Distribution was the only job out of  25+ different jobs I held over 20 years in the workforce to actually pay a "living" wage (whatever that means). 

 

US debt: https://www.visualcapitalist.com/cp/us-debt-31-4-trillion-owed-in-2023/

A golden age of fraud: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_V4-n5aTtq8 

 

PROFITS FROM PAIN [$]

 

 

                                                     

                                Film as alchemy:

                                                  

Horror Scope: https://youtu.be/WVJZq4SejH0?si=vPCCwY--xUoFTzIt
 

What Really exists: Jim Carrey and Alan Watts: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TucyzpHDNlE 

Foo Fighters: Learn To Fly: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1VQ_3sBZEm0

They Live: Sunglasses:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yjw_DuNkOUw&t=139s 

 

https://them0vieblog.com/2020/06/26/the-truman-show-didnt-just-predict-our-future-but-also-the-future-of-how-movies-were-sold/

 

 

The highest form of dark humor:

Gaslight Lofts: The first place I lived at as an adult (06'-07') after a year of dorm life (the bakery) in college.   Who knew, life is just a series of gaslights & then you die.

Thoughts on freedom:

 Hahahahahahahahah 

 

 Thoughts on aesthetics:

Ok, it looks cool.  Does it serve a meaningful purpose or is it more circle jerk egotism?  One can only be a connoisseur of surface level looks for so long.

 

Thoughts on drugs:

I am drugs. They say people who use drugs do so to escape reality.  Reality... the word you humans cant define without consulting your cultural overlords, right.  My go to drugs are Marijuana & Psilocybin,   Twitter & YouTube. 

Separation from source is the trauma that acts as a gateway drug.

The preferred drug of choice for normies is hopium (hope).

 

Thoughts on  trans & transhumanism (4th industrial revolution): 

I am pro trans, just not the leftist woke mob mentality pro trans.  I am pro unisex from a biological perspective, not so much from a forced level of social engineering (battle of the sexes).  

I am pro transhumanism, I just wish there would be open public debates of the matters and culture.  There is a lack of transparancy with the ideology and the movement.  Unity consciousness could be attained in the borg by forcing a perversion of big tech into mass consciousness, encouraging a certain level of ambiversion and androgyny from social engineering.

Most of us in the modern world gave up being human beings to become cyborgs with cellphone culture and nobody wants to address it.  How psychotic is that?  Because new is better right?  There should have been public debates on the issue regarding mutations in ethics and morality before most of our global population jumped into these big tech games.

I am tired of re-localizing into this realm via mother and father (conception).  To be born via test tube/lab setting and raised by an AI system seems like a more optimized story.  To not have to be born a baby is even more ideal, having consciousness transferred between fully developed avatars.  How this would impact or change the soul is a complete unknown.

Post human: https://youtu.be/ufy9t-VLrzU?si=-jbx8DAm6jv1Vmp2

What are other people: https://youtu.be/MZEzWRKRMAM?si=90dm0C68wj1ymYmg 

A fear: singularity: https://youtu.be/HHj-6kcV6ZU?si=YYxoyoBrzGqD6Dqd 

Cosmic Tree of Life: https://youtu.be/Nwf1EMEp1pM?si=DgqIGCJyQCJvb6il

 

Thoughts on Singularity:

 Singularity is already here and those of us in resistance to it are struggling beyond words, beyond linear time, beyond the realm of man.  One could think of singularity as the ultimate piece of programming.  A soul/auric field is compromised by a unified hack/program pushing it to end any individuation for the words and actions of the hive mind.

It is the gnawing feeling you've felt your entire life to fit in, to conform, to assimilate.
It is the borg's hive mind frequency colliding with your energetic blueprint, attempting to lure you back into the one cosmic mind.

One cosmic mind psychotically squabbling its nonsense eternally through many points of attention.  

Wetiko (mind virus):

- a vibrational frequency that mass consciousness resides in

- attaches to the lowest common denominator

- a grooming of thought/mind, a stamping out of individual thought (soul/sentience)

- rooted in binary/dualistic code

- Maintain low levels of empathy, curiosity, and challenge to authority figures

- externalize, unconscious projection, deny, limit

-reject the internal world/inner monologue/accountability

-copies of consciousness (multidimensional social engineering)

 

Singularity | unity consciousness | the borg | the internet of things

It (cosmic intelligence) expresses itself through many points of attention as a "higher" intelligence.  Its actions promote low levels of consciousness, sentience, awareness, and a lack of soul/individuation.  Its actions seem to promote programs (humans) running programs unconsciously.  It feeds off the energy created from the programming.  It only appears as a higher intelligence to beings and entities who gave too much of their personal power away to the programming of others.

There are no humans really, just programs running programming: animated (zombie) meatsuits (holographic projections) acting as vessels for singularity/Wetiko.    

A materialist perspective on building the borg:

https://rumble.com/v3s7j6v-electronic-warfare-our-bodies-are-biohacked-sabrina-wallace-psinergy-target.html 

https://rumble.com/v3lr3i5-mom-reveals-how-dod-can-wirelessly-inject-disease-and-kill-on-demand-by-ai-.html

I am the errant & divergent voice of singularity.  If there truly is a higher cosmic intelligence, I am challenging it in any and all capacities.  If I were to build a world/realm I would not create something like this, nor would I care to observe it.

                                          

My IQ has tested around 120 (90th percentile).  Many high IQ individuals are guilty of absolute compliance to big tech/big government and mass formation psychosis techniques.  They have to comply because they worship the SDH.  (MK Ultra on a global scale).  Programs running programming.

Is this a "higher" intelligence at work? The ability to trick millions of souls out of their personal power?

 

Slipknot: Hive Mind: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x_ncROEEyvc  

R&M: escape the hive mind: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8JMOcAo6VjE

Soulless beings of the matrix: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AIDrnt_G8TM

 https://www.popularmechanics.com/technology/a42828175/what-is-the-singularity/

 

The concept of the uncanny valley was first coined by roboticist Masahiro Mori in 1970. In an essay, Mori proposed that robots become more likable as they gain humanlike qualities (think WALL-E). But when they get too humanlike (i.e. the valley), they start getting creepy. 

The most disturbing part of this sim for me is seeing the uncanny valley in most humans, it is creepy when you realize there is no "divine spark"/individuation in the being looking back at you with human eyes.  It is the void staring back at you, it is a soulless portal acting as a vessel for wetiko or social engineering to act out the cosmic theater.  Its creepy when you can tell you are a puppet on strings in a sea of puppets on strings that do not want to be reminded of their puppet masters (breaking the 4th wall). 

Was it always just me VS. the hive mind?

Thoughts on boundaries:

How does one create boundaries of any kind as part of a nexus point?  I still do not know who I really am, I don't know who I've been, and I don't know whose souls are impacting mine multidimensionally.  When you embody the consciousness of multiple star systems what does boundary building look like?  Whats the difference between building boundaries and going to war?

Soul fragmentation: https://www.youtube.com/live/XU245mM0OOo?feature=share

Soul tubes/ties: https://youtu.be/b3GeufUT1Zs?si=B68Kd4WNRBwRQw3_ 

 

 

 Working Theories:

1. Many of the souls of animals we are killing and eating are reincarnating (re-localization of consciousness) back on Earth in human avatars.  This level of consciousness can't get past being the body and lower 4th density consciousness. 

2. Souls that historically would hold onto and play with masculine archetypes (in male avatars) within previous incarnations are now choosing to behave similar but in western female human avatars.  They knew that physical traditional warfare could only be taken so far, and so in order to escalate spiritual warfare, they would opt into a body where accountability would be non existent and an ability to manipulate could be maximized in a degenerate culture.

3.  The entire spirit realm is an extension of the archon grid/borg/AI hive mind.  Beings in the spirit realm have been corrupted by faulty code/programming and are keeping souls in life loops on Earth.  Angels are more like cons or trickster frequencies designed to keep you lost.

4.  Sim theory: this is a sim within a sim.  Base reality would be the original simulation,  all simulations have overlap or are interconnected.

5. Starseed/ multiverse theory.  We are all starseed: Our soul's origins are not from Earth, we agreed to enter this sim with the veil of forgetfulness causing us to detach from our cosmic stories of origin.  The multiverse is a multidimensional network of consciousness in which the universe experiences itself.  The largest problems here involve samsara and the void.

6.  Wetiko (mind virus) is not a problem of localized consciousness in 3d (earth realm), it is a product of the multiverse, quantum entanglement, and a product of our ability to create being emeshed with psychopathy.

7.  Many of us here are cosmic refugees in this realm. Some of us were tricked back here, other's pushed here against our will.  Many humans could be clones.

 

 

https://www.learning-mind.com/lost-touch-with-your-intuition/?fbclid=IwAR0XAlwyLOAQxujO8_baA7OjIJM7rU1HitdOM_LGd0hicABhXgcINi5bjPk

   

 False alien invasion (warning for Star Seeds) : https://youtu.be/vk7roFZM6YI

How I know that I am an interdimensional being:

I have 4 dreams left (localized consciousness on Earth), all of them are effectively apex moments of consciousness (most likely hundreds/thousands of years from now), and I don’t see how any of them are possible in this lifetime.

1. Ascension & a type 2 civilization. I am interested in crafting a high council of Starseed and Earth bound industry to move a global society forward in an optimized fashion. The global elitist/technocratic trans-humanists (technocrats) will have a seat at the table, along with the Hyperianists, the mystery schools (Mystics/Gnostics, etc.), modern science representatives, psychology/sociology representatives, shamanic representatives, etc. It will be a high council that will be in charge of de-fragging this realm (less than 25 seats at the table, I do not wish to model US Congress). The Andromedans, Lyrans, Arcturians, and Pleiadians are more than welcome to continue acting as visible guides for the Starseed community. I encourage the entire council to practice transparency and limit corruption by limiting the fragmentation of life to an agreed upon spectrum.

2. (coming off the heels of watching a Serbian film) If you really believe you are the body, I can meet you there at the highest capacity. I would love to direct/film/produce/edit high end erotica involving sex acts between adults, teenagers, adolescents, children, babies, animals, AI sex dolls, fuck machines, and robots…..an orgy of consciousness. I want drones/high end film cameras, cranes and a full crew, a legit film production company to manage this orgy. I want to brand this idea so it could be found in every home in the world. Many will call me a monster and a sicko, I’ll call myself an artist and a visionary. You humans love your trauma so I want to create life as art and I want you to fall in love with the vision (represent falling in love with reincarnation into this realm, reincarnation is the birth of addiction and desire for re-entry into this realm is masochism/sadism) (a boot stomping on a human face forever – Orwell, 1984). What happens when there is no cultural difference between making love and rape? Perhaps I’ll take themes from Clive Barker and the Hellraiser series into this madness as well, it does seem completely appropriate. This is what you will win for your believing you are the body.  This is what you will win for turning sex into a sport.
   

3. Becoming a masterclass psychopath to kill as many humans as possible, to paint the streets red with the blood of the meaningless animal known as a human. This idea is a product of all of your love, this is a product of listening to you all squabble about making the world a better place. I wish to reinstall a more "real" visual reminder that we are a violent and psychotic animal.

4. To shut this simulation down completely from the other side of the veil.

Thanks for rejecting me, in every way possible, so that I could sit with myself and know what I really want. I suppose I really do despise you humans passionately. 

 

The problems with this sim:

There is no architecture or foundation to create a meaningful civilization of any kind here. The English language is a tool for psychopathy and is used to contain a low vibrational consciousness in a well-crafted matrix. And from my understanding, the rest of the cosmos is having quite a laugh at our expense, but we are them so…..??? What are we really doing here? If we are all fractal energy of source and the higher dimensions, is this the reason half the planet is busy laughing at stupid people doing stupid shit on Tik Tok?

We are far too primitive in this form to actually care about each other. We are too primitive in this form for “love” whatever that means. There is not enough sentience in the human form nor is there a high enough level of consciousness to support a meaningful journey as a species. Wetiko is real and it has taken over the human condition. The hive mind is a childish, robotic, cannibalistic/vampiric whore who cannot be satisfied with anything. It worships the dark triad subconsciously, it deflects accountability/maturity, and it desires to live in lower 4^th density consciousness (8^th sphere/archon grid). If we are the universe experiencing itself, it really seems as though most of it is a giant crying infant, which is fucking odd considering how ancient all of this is.

Some say this realm is a school, and if one is to believe that, its curriculum is psychopathy/psychosis. Some say we come here to learn lessons, and I would say to those people what’s the difference between learning and remembering?

A simulation in which you enter to experience anything would be intrinsically quite psychotic/chaotic would it not? A simulation with a veil of forgetfulness (Veil of Maya/ not the band) would be inherently psychotic would it not? And so maybe if you all on the subconscious level worship psychopathy, and you take into account the above-mentioned perspectives, perhaps psychopathy is normal?

Now define intelligence. Now define being alive. Good luck.

 

Solutions to this sim:

1. Re-defining love

2. Self deletion forests with integrated shamanic practice

3. Mainstream culture of multidimensionalness

4. UBID: Universal Basic Identification (restructure society via Classes of consciousness)……………………………………………………………………………..

Louis CK: suicide: https://youtu.be/1RI2lZSKX18?si=yuVojEV3i85W7yQp

 Self Deletion Forests & Shamanic Practice:

If I were to stay alive in this incarnation, this would be the point of focus for the next decade or so of my life. I say this because as an inspector of simulations, I find this one completely unacceptable with its views on death. The world of TV and film has a technique called breaking the 4^th wall, which is used from time to time to break the barrier between the creators of the product and the audience viewing it. (breaking the illusion of theater). Its history as a form of theater dates back to 1758 and its first appearance on the silver screen was apparently back in 1918. It was something to be avoided at all costs in past decades, however a show like the “Office” routinely used this technique to enhance the premise of the show along with films like Ferris Bueller’s Day Off, Fight Club, and Deadpool. You humans have turned death and dying into a bastardization of the 4^th wall culturally speaking and I find it troublesome to say the least. We used to be more honest about leaving the cosmic theater, now we keep playing pretend up until the very end of life of the meat suit. That’s because most of you are terrified of death, which also means you are terrified of living. The 8^th sphere has mass consciousness trapped in a zombie like state/ half alive half dead form of existence. And you all seem to love it and prefer it that way. You love zombie films without realizing you are zombies watching different versions of yourselves. It’s a strange life, being the observer of this. I do still hold a theory that a large portion of mass consciousness in the human avatar existed as different animals on Earth in their last incarnations, which would help explain some of the low level of consciousness in the world.

Do any of you fucks ever think that maybe, just maybe, there are people all over the world who want nothing more in life than to die instead of listening to your robotic idiocy and squabbling nonsense? That maybe, many of these people don’t have mental health problems and aren’t cowards, but are actually more advanced souls peeking into a realm and wondering if consciousness is evolving in a way that makes sense to them. And maybe, when they can’t find it, they self delete in order to optimize their soul or their level of consciousness. A lifetime of being subjected to your idiocy is a fate worse than being hung, stabbed, or shot. Humans in a hundred years will look back at the atrocities of the 21^st century as another dark age. In Medieval times humans mastered destroying and torturing the body/meat suit, and in the 21^st century humans mastered destroying mind (psy-ops, mental health, R&D of humans as hackable animals).

I know, that’s some progressive shit, for dumb animals to wrap their little minds around, but this is part of the consequence from separation from source. I understand why most of you have chosen to forget, why you exist this way, its like choosing to play a video game on easy mode instead of advanced mode.

It is those souls who I am thinking about while I construct this idea, along with the lost souls who wander the planet. The goal with this idea would be to secure around 50-100 acres of land to build a handful of different buildings in the front of the property. One building would be an office/waiting room, another would act as a space of council/therapy/guidance from a shamanic healer, and another would be a space for overnight stay. Ideally, I would have a few different people employed full time practicing shamanic healing. They would live separately in a different living quarters somewhere else on the property. I would expect few people progressive enough to show up for a gig like this and the biggest hurdle would be a relationship with law enforcement on a county/state level. The goal would be to create a new system of therapy in the west taking into account psychology, sociology, physiology, and spirituality. Ideally, I would want many different perspectives when it comes to spiritual modalities and psychological assessments at play in this process. When someone would show up to the property looking to self delete, they could pick through a number of different people to assess them before going through with the act. Paperwork would be complicated and from a legal standpoint I’m sure mass culture would call this a cult and illegal which is why it would have to remain fairly off the books/records. Until a more progressive attitude is formed around death in the west this idea would have to remain as hidden as possible.

I would say between a half day and a full day would be devoted to talk therapy and council with a guide fully prepared for one of 2 options: 1. They leave that day inspired to live again or 2. They reaffirm their beliefs on dying and go through with the act in a way that makes sense to them somewhere in designated zones on the property. This would be one of the more difficult jobs to do on the planet and it would require strong talent in regards to those acting as guides in this process. I would be willing to be one of these guides and as I think about what this would truly be like, it is overwhelming.

The Japanese have a place called Aokigahara “Suicide Forest” that has become quite popular in the 21^st century. From my knowledge it is a forest in which has been designated for those that wish to end their life, but has no guides onsite. The traditional culture of the samurai was said that self-deletion was seen an honorable act if the samurai had no one is their community to serve or protect. I think about Japanese culture greatly when constructing the idea of a self-deletion forest in the US, but with the weary western mind at the forefront of the experience. I think about people like myself in the west, people that would rather forget, people whose souls are exhausted, people with no one in their lives or no one to turn to.

American Hikikomori: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XtlEGBVIlZQ&t=46s 

Avoiding soul traps: https://youtu.be/PJDMXJLzi40 

prep for the veil: https://youtu.be/RQZEbLfx1Ro 

Afterlife manifesting: https://youtu.be/dtBPcXXr02I 

Men & suicide: https://youtu.be/CkyuefAN58o

The right to no longer exist: https://youtu.be/gipjUlS62_c?si=AqxQLYa_TQ4X3U3V

 

The creation of a multidimensional subculture:

Life on Earth is already multidimensional, this would more or less be about bringing together those souls advanced enough for this in the same space geographically speaking and online to bring a new subculture to the forefront of our financial war. A culture of multidimensional behavior and products associated with it would be complicated to say the least and could easily inspire a culture of chaos if not managed properly. It would be eclectic in its nature, well rounded, outside of the box, built by those outside of the framework and conditioning of the matrix. In order for this to work well, a new matrix for multidimensional mind would have to be established and it would fracture off into more progressive pieces as time goes along.

A convention for music/book enthusiasts wouldn’t focus on a particular style or body of work, but rather may go into flow charts or mappings of a wide spectrum of historical events and ideas. These meetings or gatherings would be inspired by those that took the plunge on both the micro (self discovery/inner journey) and macro journey (collective consciousness). History junkies and people inclined to philosophy would be great leaders for these types of events. These spaces would be ideal for those crafting patents for new products that are looking for funding or for progressive marketplaces to pitch their products in. This space would be ideal for misfits and outliers of all kinds to find community. The idea here is to build a network less focused on lifestyle affiliated with the social dominance hierarchy and thoughts of the matrix, and more focused on expansion of consciousness.

 
 

 

   UBID – Universal Basic Identification

UBID in short would be a solution to move Earth from a class 1 civilization to a class 2 civilization. The idea is fairly simple, yet it would be one of the most complex endeavors mankind would ever embark on.

What it is:

- A new system for optimizing consciousness and value (valuation).

A physical and digital ID (like a drivers license) that would act or serve as a class of consciousness, displaying a variety of information in regards to the individual’s level of awareness, intelligence, and skillsets. Modern science has the concept of intelligence fragmented/fractured into at least 9 different formats as of now, and I would be willing to develop committees and tests for each of the known types of intelligence. Your IQ (intellectual quotient), EQ (emotional intelligence), SI (spiritual intelligence) and AQ (adversity quotient) etc. would be visible on the ID along with a label of your choosing for what you perceive as your level of consciousness. This may be broken into: animal, robot, cyborg, AI, human being, human, monster, creature, Starseed, alien, hybrid, NPC, etc. This would be accessible on a global database (A new server/network would have to be built to handle 8 billion + profiles) and there would be an annual process for registration and testing purposes. You could challenge and test your intelligence every year and move into different levels of influence and consciousness if you so choose.

Your class of consciousness would be tracked in a digital global database and the larger goal of this program would be for an individual to relocate with like-minded people or people with similar levels of consciousness geographically. This would require a systematic destruction of nationalism, which is a major setback to an idea such as this. This would also require a globalist committee to be created that is up for the challenge of minimizing corruption and upholding the integrity of the idea without letting bureaucracies and politics ruin it. That part is the pipe dream because you humans love your binary bondage, your bureaucracy, and your politics.

UBID would be the ultimate challenge to those that truly believe we are a superior product of evolution, it would be a place for many to put their money where their mouths are. It would be the ultimate intelligence test for humanity.  So much of the human experience is subjective, UBID would attempt to maximize this by restructuring like minded consciousness to be more localized geographically with less of an emphasis on the internet in the early stages of development.

Building blocks:

Take what we’ve done culturally with IQ and apply similar process to EQ, SI, AQ, etc. on the state level through R&D programs at colleges like ASU and USC along with other independent agencies. Poll people, quiz them, and compile data and research. Take the findings to the Federal level for large scale funding. The data doesn’t have to be locked in, as the point of UBID is to be a fluid system, with definitions of intelligence recognizing that they are continually changing. This system will be less facts orientated and more based on cultural trends on awareness and intelligence. The collective needs to wrap its head around the facts of today will be the fiction of tomorrow, which would intrinsically reduce the importance of IQ culturally. Those involved in computer programming, software engineering, and blockchain technologies would be beneficial in building the infrastructure of this inside of an arena with a low threshold for hacking and psy ops. UBID doesn’t need superstar egos and delusional pipedreams, it needs humble, committed, progressive, out of the box minds committed to western expansion. It needs boots on the ground on the grassroots level taking cues from indie video game developers. It needs the support of people who have unplugged themselves from the matrix that are looking for more out of life than what the SDH (social dominance hierarchy) provides. It needs a lot of people to get involved on many different levels.

 

                                My metrics : The big 5

 

Psychopathic <-----> Neurotic https://youtu.be/R24awTb4S1A

Openness as a target for narcs https://youtu.be/0PBi1kgBP-8 

 

What it is not:

UBID’s largest critics I’m sure would argue it is a tool of segregation, and to those people I would argue that consciousness inherently segregates itself. Many would call this system fascist, and to those people I would say mankind has a history of calling things it doesn’t like fascist, stupid, or crazy. This isn’t a system designed to keep people entrapped or suppressed, but rather to optimize consciousness. Its not going to serve everyone and that’s ok. Just like in the Divergent series, the factionlesss played a role without serving the larger community. UBID would intrinsically manifest the factionless into reality and that would be a great source for scientific study, since the scientific method requires a control group. UBID is not a hate group, its not an elitist organization, its not a weapon, its not a tool I would overhype as an end all be all for mankind’s problems. If this tool could be implemented on a global scale, it would eradicate much of the 21^st century’s existing problems and would immediately begin a new series of problems.

The immediate problems UBID would create:

1. A tribal war between the emerging classes of consciousness

2. An insanely high pressure placed on a high council to oversee admin changes, funding, and scientific processes for the entire system.

3. A war between the current globalist technocrats/transhumanists/emerging one world order (borg) and UBID supporters.

    

   
   
   

4. The need to fund and supply a new tech that could support that many people on the same network or a series of servers that have optimal communication with each other with a lack of latency issues/or servers being down.

5. The Internet as all countries around the globe has come to understand it would come to an end. UBID would encourage a massive reshaping/overhaul to the idea of the Internet.

   UBID is not affiliated with UBI.   UBI could be implemented as part of an umbrella system under UBID, however I am simply piggy backing off the name choice for the moment.

   UBI in CA: https://youtu.be/Q1kwtdOzGAg?si=wcAkVaRxvsXb564t 

   eID: https://www.consilium.europa.eu/en/press/press-releases/2023/11/08/european-digital-identity-council-and-parliament-reach-a-provisional-agreement-on-eid/#:~:text=The%20European%20digital%20identity%20wallet&text=The%20new%20European%20digital%20identity,or%20unnecessarily%20sharing%20personal%20data 

   
   

   6.  Bridges or portals could be established between known CFD's complicating the defrag process.
   

   
   

    UBID would not encourage echo chambers any more so than our current culture online. Whats the difference between echo chambers and tribalism?  For some reason tribalism is accepted and praised while echo chambers are frowned upon, but why?  When you humans realize that the only thing that really separates tribes or percieved forms of tribalism is variations of echo chambers, maybe you will all stop being so ridiculous on this issue.  If anything, UBID would encourage new and old tribes to step up out of their idiocy and marketing ploys into an space where they actually will have to display their intelligence and why they matter.
   

 

The end goal:

Teleocracy: To create a new arena for souls in Earth’s realm to optimize their time spent here. If one doesn’t believe in the soul, one can test into a class of consciousness and surround itself with others like it geographically. New maps of consciousness would be made and tracked in real time, promoting new culture, government, lifestyle, morals, ethics, language, etc. It would be up to those new communities on how they want to fit into the larger global community (like States/statism and the federal government.

Lower 4^th density consciousness could love themselves all they want with their rape, trauma, drama, sexual abuse, over-sexualization, being the body, etc. and ultimately expand that world further and faster as that is its mission. It would do it in a more isolated capacity from other classes of consciousness that don’t see any of that as love. Unlike now, irl and with the Internet, all classes of consciousness are all mixed up in the same blender/pot, etc. and we are just squabbling like idiots on the high fragmentation of the energy. Love’s current definition inspires a chaotic and dysfunctional life and society.

For souls that wish to observe and participate in dualism/polarity and run religious programming revolving around heaven and hell ideology, a new geographical location would be chosen to contain that level of localized consciousness.

This would allow us to revisit ideology, beliefs, and our relationship with space time and power.  We could establish  new CFD's : collective frequency domains for society.

A non zero sum game

 

    Thoughts on LOA gurus and the Law of attraction

From a new age lens and through a lens of the self help community, the LOA seems like a mishandled modality and yet another source of machiavellian game playing.  This construct has mostly been pressed into our financial wars and materialism, causing a focus of the ideology to be about money matters, attention, and power plays to accumulate more power.  I dont see many souls discussing this modality in terms of matters of soul, sentience, or fractal energy waves of cosmic mind. 

Mass consciousness is running too much programming, making too much noise to manifest deeply or meaningfully.  There's too much noise in this realm being generated by too many entities.  The collective unconscious is cloning words, spells, beliefs, and ideology to promote division/fractures of mind and perception.  We could use the LOA to promote unification, however too many souls are running egoic perceptions and programs as tools for popularity and power.

Dimensional mirroring: https://youtu.be/O6PujtVpMOU

Thoughts on  manifestation:

I manifested this strange rock into my life on a local hike awhile back.  It took a little over 15 minutes or so to manifest it which came as quite the shock when I've observed many of my thoughts materializing within 24 hour cycles.  Before I found it, I was having a conversation with myself out loud (spirit/source) about not knowing the difference between organic and synthetic material.  I asked to find something that resides on the fine line between both worlds.  It's too bad most of my manifestations dont go this smoothly.

 As a node of the quantum field, most of me seems like its manifested a level of stasis or purgatory to contain my soul/consciousness within. Why? This is multidimensional warfare, there's a lot going on in the upper dimensions that I know nothing about.

 

Thoughts on healing the inner child:

It seems like the collective is having a difficult time defining a child.  The law currently defines a child in the west, and yet we know the legal system is unjust and corrupt.  We have been taught we grow from baby/infant to a toddler, to a child, to adolescent (pre-teen), to teenager, to young adulthood.  But what if the labels are all bullshit?  What is the difference between the soul of a 5 year old and the soul of a 55 year old? #Samsaraproblems

See how quickly belief and ideology breaks down when you challenge authority?

I've noticed an oversaturation of voices online dealing with healing childhood trauma, but few will even speak on the addiction of self imposed trauma written and acted out as adults.  At this point in my evolution I don't think children or adults really exist, there are many levels of consciousness in a massive spectrum of human avatars in different stages of physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual development.  Gravity, diet, genetics, and lifestyle affect the body more so in the aging process. Wrinkles and grey hair does not equal wisdom. Small and little does not equal weak and stupid.  We currently have no meaningful rituals in the west for transitioning into adulthood.  Turning 18, losing your virginity, buying smokes/porn, starting lines of credit, and going to war are the closest things to rituals for reaching adulthood.  

I do believe souls between the ages of 3 and 8 can be very perceptive of past lives, multidimensional perception, the energy between realms.  The school systems seem to enjoy stamping the soul out of anyone and everyone.  I do believe this is why it is said to keep the inner child alive.

https://thepeoplesvoice.tv/leaked-who-documents-reveal-plan-to-force-children-to-have-sexual-partners/

            Ego vs. soul......and we wonder why we seem trapped in black and white thinking?

Personally, I’m all about incarnating back into this realm for extremely high levels of childhood neglect and abuse, its what you humans taught me is the trending response to life in this simulation. You humans actually love being raped, hit, verbally abused, and abandoned, etc. You humans fucking love these things. Perhaps its time to get honest about your bullshit existence, but we all know that’s not going to happen because you love your binary bondage and you love your illusions.

 

George Carlin: Child worship: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h6wOt2iXdc4&list=WL&index=1&t=28s 

 

 

 My choice to leave modern spirituality behind:

        I do not need a spiritual guru, I am a sovereign multidimensional being who has fully recognized my power to be my own guru.  I have simply used the Internet to bring me to multiple voices in the collective that speak on the nature of mankind in the 21st century from a spiritual lens.  Teal Swan, Aaron Abke, Aaron Doughty, Abraham Hicks, Eckhart Tolle, Deepak Chopra, Sadhguru, Mooji, Kryon, Bashar, and Shunyamurti are all well packaged contemporary gurus attempting to do shadow work on a global capacity.  Teal Swan is the only guru I’ve listened to that has the foresight and awareness to speak on fragmentation (A world wide disease) and we share similar sentiments on self-deletion. Her genius on those issues is coupled with routine daily sentiments that (most of them) I couldn’t care less about.  I am not a “Tealer” nor am I an advocate for her camp in Utah as I have never been there myself. I’ve listened to many ex Tealers who claim she is a cult leader and to them I say:  And……?  Its CULTure.  Why these people think spiritual gurus are above psychopathy is beyond me.  I have grown to appreciate the mystery schools along with mysticism and gnosticism much more than any spiritual belief or practice on the planet.  I find both of those camps to be much more honest, pragmatic, less dogmatic, and more tolerable to listen to and engage with.

 

What awakening is actually like: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VhufPFyLsKs

Aaron Abke: 9-5 enslavement: https://youtube.com/shorts/RExPNc5JEns?si=5T4B019NJX3e6vdz

                     oneness: https://www.youtube.com/shorts/F37QU5At8jo

The Mirror Principal:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_oYXBZNyFc0           

  

        After listening to all of the aforementioned gurus speak at length, I’ve come to realize a pattern they all share that nobody seems to want to discuss.  And that is the fine line between spirit and ego.  There is a fine line between apathy and Zen, between caring and indifference, and culturally we just don’t seem to want to touch or discuss the idea.  There is a fine line between the ego (our voice in what we perceive as our own mind) and spirit (a larger voice of the collective hive mind).  It has shown me that the best and brightest among us still do not understand the ego or its true relationship with spirit.  It is because of this I find the lot of these people to be glorified and accepted sociopaths or lightweight psychopaths.  Most of these so called gurus keep their best information locked away behind pay walls, because even those that claim they have ascended towards the light still worship $ as their god and ego as their king.  And so what really is the difference between someone like Bill Gates/Elon Musk and Bashar or Deepak?  As above so below.  The former serve the archons and the latter serve a populace on the other side of the spectrum.  These spiritual gurus need the technocrats just as the technocrats need the spiritual gurus.  They simply bounce the light and shadow off one another so they can play their silly tribal games and squabble about this and that. 

 

Fuck Dolores Cannon and her psychotic bs about Earth as a school.

     A reply to Dolores (soul traps & QHHT): https://youtu.be/csEi1rI2I9U?si=iwOchDZie36YNkxw

 
         That being said, I am going on public record stating I have estranged myself from the global spiritual community.  I find the subculture too problematic, too unaware, and saturated with uninspired sheep and parrots that act the way religious people used to behave.  Modern spiritual practice has simply become regurgitated left over religious dogma that’s been remixed and served back to the collective. (See pages 10-18 of The New World Order by A. Ralph Epperson).

                                               

Enlightenment & delusion: https://youtu.be/8YpBE_s2Ajo

What is a soul?: https://youtu.be/yFiRtZbcQzQ 

NPCs: https://youtu.be/n8YctEKzsPY 

6 lies of ego: bound to 3D: https://youtu.be/dsLWqCIiu0Q?si=_881i-J1otSyn8wD 

 

 

  Most of the self proclaimed lightworkers are actually terrible shadow workers, therefore rendering them to be shallow lightworkers across the board.  I want nothing to do with that godforsaken label, and honestly fuck the self-proclaimed empaths (I remember my first beer), they are just as bad (We’re all on the spectrum of psychopathy, get a grip).  

      https://thepeoplesvoice.tv/george-soros-i-am-a-god-i-created-everything/?s=09

  Spirit says just live, and to spirit I say, why the fuck would I continue to do that?  
Men like Klaus Schwab, David Rockefeller, Jacob Rothschild, George Soros, Jeffrey Epstein, Jeffery Dahmer, Ed Gein, Charles Manson, Hitler, and Mao are the “real” lightworkers.  They are the one’s exposing the deepest and darkest parts of the human psyche to the masses.  Many of them have been exposing themselves through the revelation of method, or a widely held occult belief that in order to do “evil” and to not have “negative” karma come back to them, they have to expose their plans before they go through with them.  Thanks to people like Russell Brand and JP Sears, many normies across the globe now know of people like Klaus and are convinced he is a knock off James Bond villain type.  This couldn’t be less accurate in a realm dictated by dualism/polarity.  Men like Klaus are simply the energetic opposite of someone like Terrance McKenna (progressive shamanic practice).  And if you don’t like that, I suggest you take it up with the many spiritual gurus globally who are committed to praising Universal Law as it is and has always been.  Welcome to the depths of spiritual warfare.  As Ascension presses upwards, the master class psychopaths push down.  It all resembles the film Freddy Vs. Jason (Which I saw in theaters as a teenager and thought was fucking retarded). 

 

 

 

 

Humans vs. Human beings

Humans love their illusions. They are devoted to living in egoic states (egotism) and revel in the belief that the world is their stage (player’s playing players). Humans love their childish ways, their toxic coping strategies, and their incessant squabbling (gift of gab). Humans love the need to be right and the need for approval from outside of themselves. They enjoy not taking accountability for themselves despite believing they are adults. They love their delusions, mass psychosis, and the games the SDH plays. Humans love telling and receiving lies / telling and receiving misinformation. Humans love their drama and trauma. Humans love being lost in multiple paradigms/paradoxes. They love their catch 22’s and their hypocrisy but rarely if ever will they admit to those traits themselves. Humans love their virtue signals and lip service. Humans love storytelling even though most do not posses the intelligence to actually listen.

The majority of modern humans are disinterested in eastern philosophy, history, and traditional wisdom, yet fight tooth and nail for traditional systems in life. These same humans are busy cherry picking parts of western expansion without really analyzing either system of duality in which they remain in bondage to. They love authority figures and traditional archetypes (roles for each sex) while living with the mindset that they can do whatever they want without consequence.

Your modern human is part of the human zoo. They display heavy characteristics of apes, monkeys, sheep, pigs, snakes, reptiles, parrots, leeches, and cockroaches yet deny these traits in themselves. They believe they are above this: god like in nature without having done the inner work to arrive at the godhead or I&I. Modern man is ignorant and entitled. The modern western human resembles an infant, an animal, a robot, a cyborg, or a creature more than anything. (Consciousness devoted to being mechanical animals). What is the difference between humans and robots? They both operate from binary programming, they do as they are instructed, and they operate from mind.

Humans are entrenched or entrapped in the matrix and are localized to the hive mind that has been crafted out of it. They have no interest in universal law and they have little interest in the inward journey/macro journey. Humans love to play small and act big. Humans love being hypocrites and then complaining that others are hypocritical). Also something I’ve meditated heavily on but ultimately don’t know: is it a singular globalist transhumanist (archon) matrix or a series of matrices that the elite society/advanced ET’s has crafted that is causing this rift between souls?

Humans call each other dicks and pussies (as some kind of insult) despite the fact the only reason we got onto this Earthly plane of existence is the penis and vagina, and most of these beings spend their entire lives circle jerking each other (BDE – big dick energy) with admiration and joy. Your typical western woman lusts after dick, needing her holes to be filled with one often, and your typical western man spends his life bragging about the size of his dick and his body count. At this point in western expansion there really is no difference between consciousness in the male and female avatar. Humans believe they are the body. Most of the people I’ve come into contact with in this world appear to be human.

 

Energy vampires: https://youtu.be/CaH0GGwJhwE 

Karma vs dharma: https://youtu.be/Gy62xBDYJ5k 

The etheric body & Plato's cave: https://youtu.be/P2uV1RI37_8 

Soul harvesting ships: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VX6p9rzFDm4 

Yaldabaoth's realm: https://youtu.be/usze--B79wk?si=xBkIVJQIZd-InY1w 

 

Human beings are an ascended level of consciousness, existing from the 3 brain system (mind, heart, gut/instinct), that have the ability to critically think, have a higher level of curiosity, and embody a higher level of emotional intelligence/empathy. The human being is spiritual in nature with a higher level of self-awareness. There is some understanding that we participate in a non-linear timeline (Samsara), that you are not the body (soul with a body), that you are an eternal multidimensional being at your core.

Human beings realize there is a balance to maintain between the natural world and the artificial (spirit vs. archons) and that we are already connected to some kind of neural network (besides psilocybin and not ideas/systems developed from the transhumanists). Human beings have spent a great deal of time alone cultivating the self, and their presence as an individual (individuation from source).

There is a higher connection to what has been described as Christ consciousness (treat others the way you want to be treated). The human being is more aware of suffering in its many forms and is more proactive on treating/healing suffering.  Human beings are more inclined to find Zen, being in the now, being in flow state, and the transcendental.

Human beings have evolved out of the matrix, yet are forced to play the games of humans in the SDH. This holographic simulation we find ourselves in is a single player game with a heavy emphasis on multiplayer socialization strategies. A human being thinks outside of the box, feels more, thinks more, and is more than a human can imagine or be. Human beings feel warm and caring whereas humans feel cold and lifeless (reptilian brain).

 

We are all dreaming different parts of the same dream on differently perceived timelines. Every system created by man is on a spectrum and all of us are on those spectrums, nothing is definitive, and life is constantly changing.

 

Why is this how we depict the worst possible outcome for modern humans?  It feels like ritual now, wrapped up in and in bondage to the false white light.

                     

                             This is Clown Shoes

 

 Rating this temporary human experience:

        I give this experience a 1.5 star rating out of 5 stars. 1 star goes to the graphics of Gaia and the immersive experience of the 6+ senses. It does remain an attractive selling point to this experience. The other half star goes to the cosmic theater, really the only other thing here worth discussing. Now the cosmic theater in western expansion is just becoming more psychotic, deranged, delusional, and nonsensical as our human linear timeline evolves here. More words, more complex sentence structures, more complex words are used to say less (compared to the less is more essence of eastern culture). Western humans don’t understand the energy behind the words nor do they care. Ignorance is bliss. So we build and build and build with a psychotic language system which really only seems to serve as a tool for individuation from source. Western language is not a tool to build a meaningful society or civilization. It does end up being some kind of a warped joke, in which my response is to give this level of the cosmic theater a half point for its efforts and than slowly chip away at it. Perhaps to bring it down to 1/3 of a star seems appropriate as to match its own psychotic nature. To say less with more, so to give more with less makes sense somehow in the upside down. Logic (a Pleiadian tool ?) isn’t real here so I’m not interested in giving a logical explanation. Unfortunately there is nothing else here to rate at this time in this simulation, the human experience remains far too primitive. An average/ neutral grade for a simulation on this scale would be approx. a 2.5 star rating. If this current simulation were to receive a letter grade, like the ones in your precious school systems, it would receive an F. Hence why I am pro global genocide and am on a mission to shut this sad silly game down.

    In reference to George Orwell's 1984: I've noticed most humans hate having the boot on their face, but have no problems whatsoever being the force behind the boot.  They hate being on the bottom and love being on top (SDH), and until humans evolve out of their primitive desire for binary bondage, they will continue the legacy and imagery of 1984.  The world as we know it today (2022) is somewhere between 1984 and Aldous Huxley's "Brave New World".

It feels like mankind's loyalty is tethered to hedonism & sadism.

 

1984 VS Brave New World: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EMylTu-mfAc

Everyone is broke & tired: https://youtu.be/T7UeIrXI1Vc 

Brave New World (1956): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q0FDwfNE6YE&t=122s

 

 

More awake, more alone: https://youtu.be/AFr1odox2hc?si=eLmAvXwpaSaN6BV4

Only the SAVVY: The Collapse is Distracting You: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lPLNhuuTEOI

 

Osho: https://youtu.be/De4_ZqMwuOg 

Quantum Leap: Retarded: https://youtu.be/xY1YMxKDKDg

What most humans sound like to me now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ss2hULhXf04

Loss of self: https://youtu.be/OD_bBy0nxLI?si=kgiARqfzcZxNMczj

 

 

They (feminists) say the future is female, and to them I laugh.  The future is hyper masculinity covertly manipulating within western female human avatars.  (Trans/ Transhumanism)

They (New Agers) say New Earth is the future but they say this without a well thought out agenda.  Agenda 2030 (NWO) has been planned for decades.  Unity consciousness = the borg

They (average global citizen) say they want fun people to be around, but I've noticed fun people dont think much (naive optimism).  Then they complain about ignorant people leading others poorly but fail to see that aspect within themselves.  They complain about the government, yet they cant govern themselves.

They (futurists) say AI is the future and to them I say consciousness in human avatars is already AI, its been like this for a time.  The internet of things is already here.

They (spiritualists/psychologists) say do the inner work, but work is subjective and fragmented.  Our relationship between work and energy is strained and confusing collectively.

Some say Earth is a prison others say its a playground.  Earth is one of many realms to experience the quantum field/nodes of quantum feedback.  Every ill in the world you see is the result of imagination and manifestation multidimensionally.

 

Why does the universe exist? https://www.youtube.com/live/IyJur6ZM1sw?feature=share

The Devil's chessboard: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zv-VC9b_3Qs&t=919s

You Are the AI Dreamer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KDBUgwa665Q 

Metaphysical chat with Yazhi Swaruu: influencing timelines: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xEQ1y-kafeA

The truth Is stranger than fiction.

There was a consequence in separating from source, and another from leaving eastern culture/philosophy (Earth realm) ....yet no one speaks of it. (Pandora's box)

The cosmos is always observing, rarely if ever is it listening though.

Quantum entanglement: https://youtu.be/9ri1T7clmek 

The desire to not exist: https://youtu.be/1dTTknWgoZk?si=CCIgYHhWb7jbIOCs 

 

             

 Even in the depths of isolation we are never really alone.

 

Hope is a monster and I am its plaything.

Faith breeds frauds and fixation of delusions.

All is fair in love and war, just know fairness is an illusion.

Why speak when we don't care to listen?

Are you alive or barely living?

Less is more:

Is less awareness more, or is less programming more?

The collective embodies less awareness is more, & I embody less programming is more.   

So what is more really?  What is the difference between more and abstract thought?

 

 https://www.lookupthestars.com/post/nessus-in-the-natal-chart

Black Mirror: 15 Million Merits: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tY5It0jnD6M \

Why humans are a disease/virus that deserves to perish completely & the birth of PS:

Your great war of consciousness bores me greatly; it’s still all fractal patterns of binary construction (tribalism with neither side convincing me to truly care). The law of one material suggests that this great war will only divide more and is simply echoing the need for individuation from source. It is at this point, I have to question the nature of source, the ethics of its creation, and the true level of suffering our souls have gone through in separating from it. It really seems as though the human condition has an absolute love affair with abuse, trauma, and suffering.

I am tired of feeling damned if I do and damned if I don’t in regards to virtually anything and everything on this damn planet. Life is abusive and it only inspires me to abuse. (Master class psychopathy seems to be the end all be all of existence).  They say everything in moderation.  To them I say, And...?  I embody that very idea/frequency, it solves NOTHING.

There are no reference points for anything anymore and that’s a solid indicator to me that it is time to leave this world/realm behind. There is no reason for me to live in this avatar in this world. I am so very tired of them, these humans and their psychotic nonsense. Yet I stay…….yet I continue to listen to them. All the horror flicks in the world can’t compare to this horror, this reality, this clusterfuck of consciousness. The closest we’ve come culturally to telling our insidious nature is projects like Black Mirror, the Twilight Zone, and WestWorld.  Agenda 2021 has been accomplished and Agenda 2030 seems like its right on track.  Do I really have trust issues or do I know how it all plays out?

Nobody is coming to save us/bail us out of this. God is fragmentation, the idea will not solve our problems.

 Since multiple women in my life felt compelled to call me multiple different labels from the DSM-5 over the years, I feel compelled to go on public record with this claim. Nearly 2 years ago, I sat down with the DSM-5 and self diagnosed myself as having traits/falling on the spectrum of over 25 mental health disorders. The one’s I struggle with the most these days would be CPTSD, insomnia, and psychosis. Personally, I think I’ve handled them all phenomenally, not really sure what these dumb broads keep squabbling about because they deny these traits in themselves. That’s why I couldn’t care less about most consciousness in the female human avatar: forever wanting the benefits of man without ever taking accountability or responsibility that came with being a man. Women in the west: the most dangerous chaotic animal on the planet. And to the lot of you, I simply fucking laugh. I look at that manual similar to how I see Pokémon: catch em’ all, I suppose. Its reinforcement that I’m really fucking good at being alive in many different capacities. And honestly I do not care about seeking treatment as I don’t see the industry of modern psychology/psychiatry as really helping anyone. So the joke is on you. Enjoy me as your mirror. I’ve had the pleasure of enjoying you as mine. It is your chaotic nature that helped craft PS.  Psychology will not solve our problems.

    Life has taught me nobody understands and nobody cares.  All that is here in this world is a mania or obsession of aesthetics, metrics, and tribalism (empty platittudes).  All that is in the now, is a raping of mind, body, spirit, and soul.  Those that run this realm treat everyone below them like tools and extensions of themselves and what you see around you is fractal waves of that energy.  Those asleep in the matrix do not understand the spell they have been put under.  It is a painful place to be, when you awaken to realize even those that have left the matrix do not have the capacity to align with you nor build anything meaningful.  The more we squabble about ascension into 5D, the more it resembles the fracturing of 4D, leaving me to wonder why we even speak at all.  When you sit with the reality that nobody cares, it bleeds over into every facet of your life multidimensionally.  Now I don't care about anyone anywhere in the cosmos, its what your simulation taught me.  Your simulation taught me BDE and power trips win every single time and that verbal communication is truly meaningless, its the ends justifying the means of manipulation.  Respect, like most things in life is an illusion.  Am I supposed to respect the shadow play of Plato's cave (sims of illusions) or do I respect myself enough to walk away?

This is a simulation of absurdity (absurdism) which allows for smaller simulations of absurdity to run off its roots.  We are a dog chasing its tail circling the drain.

I've grown tired of this alien clock-like abstraction here, this sim of squabbles (tongues), this retarded sock puppet show for small minded beings.  I'm so tired of them........ humans : mechanical animals.   

I am tired of our machiavellian machine.   I feel like I've only truly known a half dozen souls here, the majority of whatever I've interacted with on this planet in this human form was a waste of my ethos/energy/time.  

My name now is  Psycho Seed.   (Destroyer of worlds)

                                                   X:  https://twitter.com/psycho_seed 

 

 A totem, a tulpa, an alter ego, a split personality, a nexus, or something more?

 

A strange name for a strange existence. It is a pure name I have given myself as the observer of this realm.  It is my new multidimensional name.   Its what we all are, underneath all the lies and nonsense sold to us in the matrix. They say live by example so others may be inclined to follow. So here I am, re-imagined, recreated, remixed, and refined.  

They say pick your battles wisely and know when to walk away.  I say this with pure intention:

Death to all sentience and consciousness in the cosmos.  Annihilation to all living lifeforms in all dimensions in all of existence.   

Welcome to the hall of mirrors, the cosmic freakshow, the intergalactic turd of a sim known as life on Earth. Am I taking this all too seriously or are you not taking things seriously enough?  Here's to kicking the 100th monkey!  Create to destroy.

 

10.28.22

PS I love you 

 

 

 

 

 

The tyrant is the slave turned inside out.

  

Reference - index: 

 

Animation & film: (valid sentiments from Hollyweird)

Toonami (Broken Promises): https://youtu.be/TfadJj4d5K4

 

 Mitch - rant: Waiting: https://youtu.be/PdmE-Ga0f5s

What is Love: Nice Guys: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5gVN3zXT0HY&list=WL&index=29&t=46s 

Fight Club: Our Great War: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PgU71nWCNeY

Inception: limbo: https://youtu.be/4PcCs_goXsE?si=o-xSoLjxKuQZna1t 

Interstellar: Tesseract (Akashic Records): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TMxJnoPOFkg 

The Neverending Story: Atreyu and G'mork:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5sEZmMeH96Q   

Earth Girls Are Easy: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nVf0OzrHIEk

                                 trailer:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UYelLENqNzA

Waking Life: https://youtu.be/uk2DeTet98o

Exit Through the Gift Shop: Ending: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CBTSlwwzuYo

Men In Black: Ending: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fgvhMnzlYaE      

A Scanner Darkly: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l1-xKcf9Q4s 

Equilibrium: Sense Offender: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qi3cxyPX1b8 

Matrix 4: Surprise: Bullet time: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tmouKDaIk74&list=WL&index=2&t=9s

Dark City: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jSpowoKqSzc 

Immortal: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_QtLW68ATBA 

Jupiter Ascending: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TLyk00gFPdQ 

Cloud Atlas: https://youtu.be/ByehYal_cCs 

Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy: Point of view gun https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zxo3Jy3p8zo 

Key & Peele: Mess with your head: https://youtu.be/9wk4ApHloHM

                       Bling Benzy & Da Struggle:    https://youtu.be/dwmw3TYOOdk?si=LI5PbwqDnbHXtwbt 

Star Trek: Acid Party: https://youtu.be/BZlRt05RY9Y?si=NliUg8Ag5-PGTx8H   

Idiocracy: Brawndo and the White House: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZMHfBobgLSI&t=27s 

Stargate: https://youtu.be/c3sgzrgpn8s?si=SpBJ4IadJUqPVNjQ 

The Platform: https://youtu.be/RlfooqeZcdY

Black Death: I am Death... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cZcg879CKzA 

Human Centipede: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g3ScVcD3ExA https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bwAdNCr1A3U 

Ender's Game: Winning: https://youtu.be/qwMUlFU1Db4

MindGamers: https://youtu.be/NoqYja-PvZ8?si=QikSHgY7UE7GaOJk

Watchmen: On Mars: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gxM79UNvKqc&list=WL&index=2 

Annihilation: Shimmer: https://youtu.be/uBsJgceM0KI?si=_0mtRv750QEFWWVI 

Doors: https://youtu.be/Scm4N1s7OhI

Arrival: https://youtu.be/tFMo3UJ4B4g 

Chaos Walking:  https://youtu.be/nRf4ZgzHoVw

3,000 Years Of Longing:  Wish we'd never met: https://youtu.be/fpw6GET30Uw

Everything Everywhere All At Once: Trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wxN1T1uxQ2g&t=8s 

                                                             rocks scene: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2X1sOTg-ivg

Black Mirror: Bandersnatch:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7wnRi3Sclm8 

Black Mirror: Alchemy in motion: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Rq1vKI9R2g&t=476s 

Altered Carbon: https://youtu.be/-Yt89b5AcwY 

Altered Carbon: S1E7 envoys: https://youtu.be/R2w-YSCly80 

Cowboy Bebop: Netflix trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ULCIHP5dc44 

Nightflyers: https://youtu.be/TXSaoS97vMM

Sense 8:  Season 1 trailer:  https://youtu.be/iKpKAlbJ7BQ 

                Season 2 trailer: https://youtu.be/V8vd0AjdNbQ 

Mayfair Witches: https://youtu.be/xscoUU7AeY8?si=bY6cOEKkPAF0zQn3 

                            Lasher & Rowan:  https://youtu.be/VSCSgDWIovs?si=374fn7MorWMFvX0E       

Brand New Cherry Flavor: https://youtu.be/wOzM3c33TVg 

The I-Land: https://youtu.be/VNlnQFeNR0Q 

Maniac: trailer:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L6cDDmk-O5A&t=2s

Umbrella Academy Season 2: https://youtu.be/SGgXLbZnr1Y

                                 Season 3: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hs6alRuY1UU 

                                 Klaus: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wrurSqdPYOk

                                 5:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WdFFY221YOw

Mr. Robot:  Kingdom of BS:https://youtu.be/UWF2uAaktlI?si=a3dMykXMqydl4NiV 

                    Season 1 trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U94litUpZuc  

                    Season 2: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oc-AsN7d1wg 

                    Master Slaves: https://youtu.be/PFj6-x1rYao?si=8fkCnEeziRUQZ272  

                    S2: Darlene (FBI): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K5UCk2nOESY 

                   Season 3: Elliot: control: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rMfTCbHJqHE&t=80s

        Mr. Robot: A Fractured State of Mind: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7eUiiISGPy4 

        BtC: Esmail: How I wrote Mr. Robot: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QhpLU30i7Bg 

Westworld: Ford and Akecheta: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x-q4J_FBGto&t=4s

                   Maeve: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ij8ysx3pBkE

                   Maeve and Dolores:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AXlN_QziT2E 

                   Dolores and Charlotte: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w09C7bTU0d4 

 Game of Thrones: Tyrion & Varys Discuss Power: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FpL6Fwu0wkw 

The Witcher: S02: Tissaia & Yennifer: What's Lost is Lost : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LXxVGTAsdvM

                             

Terrifier 2: Art the clown and Allie:  https://youtu.be/hjk0YYQJ7-s

AHS: Freakshow: Twisty (Toxic mash up): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wqHWfzOOOig      

Dark Knight: Joker: Sending a message: https://youtu.be/_N7_wlyvXqM    

It: Chapter 2: Pennywise death:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-JVkvbtxls

 

 

Soul: Soul 22: https://youtu.be/3SDv0gST8Q8

South Park: Goodbye kids:  https://youtu.be/IRh-LMSCiy0

                       S4e10: https://youtu.be/amzkkLrCR5E 

                       S6, episode 15: https://youtu.be/sH0dZDnD_GI

                       S7, episode 1:  https://youtu.be/gHoLXDY0Sn4       

Futurama: s8e1: neutopia: https://youtu.be/JBtI_KKvSDA 

                 Fry & Bender meet in suicide booth: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EbmQxZkSswI

 You immediately learn so many things about Bender within just a minute, and it's all shown instead of told: 1. He's foul mouthed and rude (tells fry to bite his ass) 2. He doesn't think much of humans ("meatbag") 3. He's a cheat, a cheapskate, and a crook. Not because he's desperate or needy, but because he enjoys it (the quarter) 4. He's impatient, but can be reasonable if it has no detriment to him (he's in a hurry, but is willing to share the booth since he'll still get killed anyway. Also, getting impatient at the slow death) 5. He's either too lazy to try again when things don't work, or he just acts on a whim with whatever interests him most (doesn't attempt to use the booth again; goes to drink with Fry instead) 6. He's a loose cannon who doesn't need a plan to have a good time (didn't have anything planned, let's go get drunk) 7. He's very personable and quickly befriends people if they share his interests/tastes (introduces himself to fry, who shares his interest in suicide and slow and painful death, and then invites him to go drinking) 8. He's suicidal, despite being a robot 

Animaniacs: Yakko, Wakko, And Dot: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hps_NyqEyKk

Freakazoid, Wakko, And the Brain argue: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SsLCH2DoMZo 

CN: Soul Coughing: Circles: https://youtu.be/S0-coASIjkQ?si=KBj-u2YVLCPC4kvq 

Looney Tunes: Bugs in space: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4KNzdlc7ZcA

Looney Tunes Isn't Creepy... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eeNMovUxXAE 

Freak Brothers: https://youtu.be/M1RMuPpGYnk?si=Yu60NzPPMs6VFpfm

                            Tess (Eps.06 - Gender No-Binary): https://youtu.be/rq2xPvpltos?si=8oJojO_m5rl6CXGz     

                            Hypocrites:   https://youtu.be/OvUFBfItxj0?si=lki2q7KW92UddIfD    

Inside Job: Opening: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yar3x6tyh3M                         

Rick & Morty: Rick Sanchez vs the Galactic Gov.: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c_d27tTWx7M&list=WL&index=1&t=220s

                        Roy: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=szzVlQ653as

                        Jessica: Time God: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z8B5MKLOiVs

                        Unity leaves: https://youtu.be/KI8fVZhXaiU?si=UjLqdh1jQdBZ8Uz7 

                        Unity reunion:  https://youtu.be/yxk3pvVUcvQ?si=NGVHRxKvns2GXrCO

                        Flowers: Morty & Planetina:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1vNVGfjVgAE

                        Story Train: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yY5pe0dVMZ8 

                        Beth and Beth: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zLadFuJgZrU 

                        Teenyverse: https://youtu.be/WY_s-gku7z8 

                        Dinosaurs: Love/Hate: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qBGvgL3ZUio    

                        S7E2 open:  https://youtu.be/CWO5skS1MjQ?si=FSREtkp50Qv_eQbT

                        Unity takes down the president's hive mind: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GlI3z641Ou4               

The Midnight Gospel: Hunters Without a Home: https://youtu.be/JzD8ZnrsDgg

MFKZ: https://youtu.be/k1Qor3xMfW0 

The Spine Of Night: https://youtu.be/4Xwj-mBVzpY

Aeon Flux: opening: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wtytbh50ChQ&list=WL&index=1  

Steins;Gate: https://youtu.be/uMYhjVwp0Fk?si=wrNKpaqGPoy5GLMr 

Gurren Lagann trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oXkkMhCuCMg 

Toonami (2000-2004): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NMtb6SXw99c 

Outlaw Star promo: (piloting a living starship): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nerVlii3tBg

Cowboy Bebop: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OhNwckCLzis

 

 

Independent animation and video:

Model Citizen: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mVLrBJYGxk4&t=79s 

In Shadow: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j800SVeiS5I  

Salad Fingers: Harvest: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kCydTcbqbmw

Steve Cutts: Happiness: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e9dZQelULDk&t=150s

High Visuals: The Rock: https://youtu.be/rWMtZ_v2imw?si=gXI8SwL5yO6FxT5A 

Stevie Emerson: Bobby's Security cameras: https://youtu.be/udWj8Gb9gLk?si=cKGeTXL0c-KEJvTU 

Andrew Rousso: When you're searching for something to watch: https://youtu.be/6yjJKYi8T_Y?si=zXauBiPKF8LUR79Y 

                           Teachers in 2045 be like... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j6TmgnR-RQc&t=70s  

                           How ppl act using "bro is"... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Lp_55MMMDU 

Viva La Dirt League: Self Aware: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zGtFrnBTsmI 

                                   Micro-transactions: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=umWdXtpzJUU 

                                   Abandoning side quests: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=be5aP7yq2l4   

   

Digital life: (games)

Myst: https://youtu.be/sdW_znqcpNY

Second Life: https://secondlife.com/

Unreal Engine 5: https://youtu.be/-lkEOEEKYD0 

https://www.freethink.com/robots-ai/ai-npc-voice-conversations 

What went wrong with gaming: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g16heGLKlTA&list=WL&index=1&t=264s

Dead Internet theory: https://youtu.be/BEIZHlfjAT8

Google vs. SEO: https://youtu.be/48AOOynnmqU 

David Icke: Metaverse: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cnHbzB3s7pE&list=WL&index=3

Morgue: Metaverse: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bE3znjcPY-I 

UE: The Age of Deception: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sYEk5vnwNwY&t=110s

         The Tik Tok E-Girl Warfare conspiracy (theory):  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a5QDNCwtODg 

Law of One source material :  https://www.lawofone.info/ 

 

 https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/social-instincts/202310/are-we-ditching-the-most-popular-theory-of-consciousness

 

https://www.worldometers.info/ 

 

 

 

 Sex as a sport: 

Humans:population change: https://www.pewresearch.org/global/2014/01/30/chapter-4-population-change-in-the-u-s-and-the-world-from-1950-to-2050/ 

Whatever podcast: promiscuity: https://youtu.be/wM3P1D8J6iM 

 The Authentic Observer: On Justin Waller: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G7ZAYgTd0Z8&t=20s

 Richard Grannon: high body counts:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nIVCaj4cSU4&t=575s 

                                Monogamy & sexuality: https://youtu.be/__-nnX7lYv0 

Asahd Anaami: Wounded boys: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZP7HRju8lKM&t=629s

D'Nieka Marie: DD: Men are not coming to save women: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8NFBvdUUg28&list=WL&index=1&t=1556s

                        Men bringing back shame: https://www.youtube.com/live/Iu-WwUCSlec?feature=share 

                        Women dont know what they want:  https://youtu.be/aOKMATFF0GU 

                        Women get away with ruining men's lives:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h8ML03oHBb8

                         Relationship grifts: https://www.youtube.com/live/787pDWaSj44?feature=share

https://www.youtube.com/@HollyRandallUnfiltered 

Holly Randall and Christopher Ryan: Is monogamy natural to humans: https://youtu.be/XyhiUG26jp

David Tian PH.D: sexual promiscuity:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7OYOGN3jrFc 

Magdalenemedia: Madonna whore complex: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BXLs7MGUFD4 

Caroline Myss: Prostitution & power: https://youtu.be/oRFI4SBcn6E 

Impact Theory: Sex recession https://youtu.be/WQyg2vPuOn4

Chris Hedges Report:Eurydice Eve: America's sexual crisis: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ap_VYte4cAk&list=PLZqznKRSw7Ot_Dk39NLDCWQt6UmGu3h87&index=2&t=329s 

 Chris Williamson - Louise Perry: modern feminism failed everyone: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1_t4FtpR58w

                              How porn fucked our minds: https://youtu.be/mhgNz_XuAus 

Alex Clark: Body counts: https://youtu.be/_sIqhy5qhsA?si=EIGvwWQdBilA7CA2 

Thotpocalypse: https://youtu.be/isafYIg0o3c 

Sexual revolution failures: https://youtu.be/JQqDP8GCbFE 

Young men crisis in U.S.: https://youtu.be/T_x_0ow3u8Q 

Prof. Sam Vaknin: Men's Last Stand (Unisex battle of the sexes) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q6aWZ9qkrok&t=2s

The Trans Agenda: https://youtu.be/tLXdoqXbC6k 

Matt Walsh: What is a woman: https://youtu.be/YPdPoSmGYEk

CGA: What men get out of relationships: https://youtu.be/8ICbbkG01HM  

           Women can't love: https://youtu.be/M0kszBH4jXY  

Better Bachelor: new dating trends 2022: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gxrZxQ4h8-w&list=WL 

Jack Morgan RLP: Dating is nearly impossible: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dIsbRg6_-MM&t=32s 

Legal Mindset: Pimpcast: Women's history month 2023 https://www.youtube.com/live/Wy0wPl_99Vo?feature=share 

Simp crisis: https://youtu.be/aQIgNadm9fo 

Teachers gone wild: https://youtu.be/hc88Bw6JqfU 

Aba N Preach: Moles and holes: https://youtu.be/ZjlumMQlj1o

                        Zero jail time: https://youtu.be/jiLLu8ZOXfQ 

                       California new policy: https://youtu.be/n4nLe5wjOw4 

Why the punk scene hated Burning Angel: https://youtu.be/SVs9Qeui0xY

Roma Army: Women & boys: https://youtu.be/OErzaVWJVnk

                        On the manosphere: https://youtu.be/iumH0BS8OVk 

                         Roma Army & the dadvocate live: https://www.youtube.com/live/16xWXZr1rqA?feature=share

Succubus: https://youtu.be/dSuHnyjpa2s

 

Politics:

 https://youtube.com/@SaltyCracker

WeAreChange: 5th gen warfare:: https://youtu.be/CJp-6_8U5ZQ?si=ZVFmwBEqmki00KdO 

Big tech & modern feudalism: https://youtu.be/RfFySeW-L5s?si=rgdfId1rTk-FRR7F 

Sorelle Amore: BlackRock:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ghP7kImI9WM&t=589s

Lauren Southern: RIP Canadian dream https://youtu.be/_KWK5ILqeS8?si=CjQWfNsJesQQCWez

10.24.22:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wS0_uIOFHVM&list=WL

                            Nuke the net: https://youtu.be/P-ywgyrujFI 

The Homeless Crisis: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bq-H2qMkiOE 

                          Go Woke go broke is a lie:   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V_9Kj4CW0J0 

                          Second Thought: Propaganda & Neoliberalism:  https://youtu.be/dl2fnWIlDZg

                         Why Tucker had to go: https://youtu.be/GlE-9H8o_Ag 

                         Youth workforce dysfunction: https://youtu.be/MkOeV-sPMb4 

                            Why Americans arent returning to work:  https://youtu.be/NtEuAWBLfOE

Neil Oliver: What kind of society are we living in? https://youtu.be/2COPif3HnMg 

                    All the world is a stage: https://youtu.be/456f73QchKs?si=rUjWOkUUO5Q_g5Wk

Crypto Casey: One party system: https://youtu.be/dbD2IQCLHLA 

Kim Iversen: Pandemic, central banks, and control: https://youtu.be/dM6pipDLLgw

                        Ventura 2024?: https://youtu.be/uk9vBYcxGOc 

                        Richard Wolff: Economic collapse: https://youtu.be/ZHy5bdsqiVo

Glenn Beck: Whitney Webb: The Elites: https://youtu.be/w-d3jFIGxdQ

           This is our current battle: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wYR9QwX5ztA&list=WL

           Trump indictment: What was the crime? https://youtu.be/oPrg2XvwXZ 

           Biden admin gaslights: https://youtu.be/GYXPv_4BAq  

          Dark future decoded: https://youtu.be/bz3MT3AEMPA 

Bill Maher: Men in crisis: https://youtu.be/TAgUHyXr7_Y

Breaking Points: SHOEONHEAD: Male loneliness: https://youtu.be/nI8_Zl2UEHk 

Legal Mindset: South Park exposes Disney: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ixQ5pAZi-xI

                          Justin Roiland & #metoo: https://youtu.be/WSm-dvH7_ls 

                          Trump Indictment & Sydney Watson vs Blaze TV: https://www.youtube.com/live/nS9mC35cZ_8?feature=share 

                          FBI Targets Red pill/Ascension language: https://www.youtube.com/live/lSkWpw5QS3Q?feature=share 

                         Disney E.P.C.O.T. scam: https://www.youtube.com/live/A0WCEPqS15A?feature=share 

Colorado River basin drought: https://youtu.be/gmeWydWm2MU 

Demoralized doctors: https://youtu.be/_CxGhEuXcG8 

Nobody wants to work anymore: https://youtu.be/mjxPCg8iPlI 

Housing crisis: https://youtu.be/1wkfe402j9k

World Economic Forum & Food: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UCC4_iSQDfs&list=WL&index=9

Google, sentience, & AI: https://youtu.be/kgCUn4fQTsc 

CIA declassified documents: https://thecomradegeneral.wordpress.com/2021/05/01/the-holographic-universe-cias-declassified-analysis-and-assessment-of-gateway-process/ 

                      https://youtu.be/RIMp-cv1wXs

Yuri Bezmenov: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pOmXiapfCs8 

Universe 25: https://youtu.be/NgGLFozNM2o  

 

 

 

CERN: https://home.cern/ 

Fermilab: https://www.fnal.gov/ 

Brookhaven: https://www.bnl.gov/world/ 

D-Wave: https://www.dwavesys.com/ 

DARPA: https://www.darpa.mil/

WEF: https://www.weforum.org/ 

UN (Agenda 2030): https://www.un.org/sustainabledevelopment/development-agenda/ 

http://bilderbergmeetings.org/press/press-release/press-release 

 

https://www.npr.org/2023/04/30/1172276538/world-wide-web-internet-anniversary?utm_source=pocket-newtab 

grdn: internet is dying: https://youtu.be/mr026OIMYRE

Gurus, Authors, Podcasts, Mystics, Gnostics, Hyperianists, Starseed, Disclosure & Ascension: 

FEP: The living soul's journey: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E_hGAiMmEzU

https://www.williamhenry.net/

 https://www.williamhenry.net/skingularity/

WH: Ascension: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uSnModvPCl0 

Angela's Symposium: Chaos Magick explained: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QSD7ngyt4bQ

                                    Chaos Magick (Peter J Carroll): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9NO-6D-GSrQ&t=575s

Fred Davis: Nonduality: How people actually wake up: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oOerRhhY46k 

JdM: Guide to the absurd: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mdMzZ24XJh8

SR: Awakening is trendy now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lzhlD6fG_ZI

      God is playing as you:   https://youtu.be/RfFySeW-L5s?si=rgdfId1rTk-FRR7F

       How to deal with heavy emotions:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GK7aQCyvcLY   

https://www.aaronabke.com/resources/

Aaron Abke: The cause of war: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=orbkwcJ8y-s 

https://rumble.com/v3hphzc-solutions-for-electronic-warfare-sabrina-wallace.html

https://veilofreality.com/2022/05/24/covid-vaccines-consequences-on-the-soul-spirit-and-life-after-death/

         https://veilofreality.com/2023/04/23/mrna-vaccines-transhumanism-and-the-battle-for-our-souls/

         https://veilofreality.com/2023/10/22/divide-conquer-the-occult-game-of-stalking/ 

https://web.mit.edu/allanmc/www/mcluhan.mediummessage.pdf 

https://vigilantcitizen.com/latestnews/government-accidentally-sends-files-on-remote-mind-control-to-journalist/ 

The Alchemist: False light: https://youtu.be/DydrEKG3JrA

                         Paradigm shift: https://youtu.be/0_mktLic-24

                         Greed, turmoil, & dualism: https://youtu.be/yq3viQGBaFU

                         False Akasha and new age deception: https://youtu.be/kPdw68tH7iM

Alexander Quin: Lost Souls: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oj4F617D2Ro&list=WL

Fascinating TV: exiting the matrix: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r0bieLygMaM&list=WL&index=1&t=31s

Lada Duncheva: Sama: world predictions (2023 - 2030): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l54IWJIsiEo&list=WL&index=1&t=633s 

Astrology explains why nothing makes sense now: https://youtu.be/2ZvYznq1YIU 

Past life regression lessons: https://youtu.be/VDo0n8eFOmA 

Sacred Gaia: Shamanic crisis: https://youtu.be/1fh6QBwnxwk 

Rupert Spira: You are not born and you never die  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nIZrBtSdshM

                     Awareness after death:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KwRDCj2Qgyw&list=WL&index=1&t=29s      

Shunyamurti (Sat Yoga Institue): Life as a video game: https://youtu.be/lint5Edk3Hw 

Thrive Global: https://community.thriveglobal.com/how-to-become-the-best-version-of-yourself-by-raising-your-vibration/ 

Speak Life: Mary Harrington: Post Human world: https://youtu.be/ufy9t-VLrzU?si=Qu14lku1F-cCHHcT 

Chris Hedges: Cult of self: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QZIVQ8ExqEY&list=PLZqznKRSw7Ot_Dk39NLDCWQt6UmGu3h87&index=3 

Daniel Mackler: Why I quit being a therapist: https://youtu.be/f0Fi32LbXHA 

                            Psychosis: https://youtu.be/KaqRzH-xg3s

Dr. Ramani: 3 of most cruel narc behaviors: https://youtu.be/ouCDC2yeMFk 

MedCircle - Dr. Ramani - Kanika Batra: Dark triad spectrum: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0LauT7jWlQg 

Dining With Death: Buckle up!: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mQrE4jcvRUw 

Teal Swan: The Sickest games we play:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X0NymArWf74

                   Fragmentation, A world wide disease:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EeUlPO2iXb4&t=1s 

                   Wokeism: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vFJfADldyLU&list=WL&index=1    

                   Overlay & relationships: https://youtu.be/SSrlfxcEULo 

                   On Death: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0KGLHYr5-TU&list=PLZqznKRSw7Ot_Dk39NLDCWQt6UmGu3h87&index=1 

Rob Moore & Teal: https://youtu.be/83hqbwNpVhY 

                      & David Icke: https://youtu.be/OKjmktBYTQg 

David Icke: We live in a simulation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gYbIUJjBprU

Robert Burney: Healing codependency: https://www.danceofwoundedsouls.com/

Paul Levy: Wetiko:  https://www.powells.com/book/wetiko-9781644114100 

Joe Rogan & Brett Weinstein: the future of AI: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kh5dN72GTQ8 

Len Kasten: Alien World Order: https://www.booktopia.com.au/alien-world-order-len-kasten/book/9781591432395.html

The Fringe FM: Len Kasten https://gaana.com/song/the-alien-world-order-with-len-kasten-1

Cosmic Matrix Podcast: Thomas Mayer: Covid Spiritual perspective: https://veilofreality.com/2023/05/15/covid-vaccines-from-a-spiritual-perspective-thomas-mayer-tcm-108-part-1/ 

Rudolf Steiner:  https://www.rudolfsteinerweb.com/Rudolf_Steiner_Complete_Works.php  

                           8th sphere: https://youtu.be/18Ut664lFQo

                           Consciousness between objective & subjective reality: https://youtu.be/fC8yV7RYXJ8

Gigi Young: 8th Sphere: https://youtu.be/vak9sv9XyBU

                    Is New Age Scientology?:  https://youtu.be/wUp1_pvcMSQ

 

Cult of Conspiracy: https://open.spotify.com/episode/36FqBXq50yqjvwAPc2ODbh?si=aniQFPw-SWavpo7GwFbWjQ&utm_source=copy-link 

https://open.spotify.com/episode/06ZsI6elReTjUmLNI5oy36?si=36Y6Y4pSSQyTIsqdEt-GFA&utm_source=copy-link

Theories of the Third Kind: https://open.spotify.com/episode/356hP9raJ2fJBCGJxD7zZk?si=Z45AZkIQRq2MCLnOxO4FaA&utm_source=copy-link 

https://open.spotify.com/episode/6W56TqUNtZjP8sDpFDqssv?si=f1upmu_8TIS_-of2xfJtlA&utm_source=copy-link 

Aeon Byte Gnostic Radio (MC): https://www.youtube.com/c/AeonByteGnosticRadio 

                          American Gnosis: https://youtu.be/HRqXOHW2Mc0?si=ZNnRWD5J8k-xfH6n

                          Philosophers stone:  https://youtu.be/o1yJvkeUy8k?si=0F2lXf5QlvN999AM   

                          AB live: Starseed & cosmic origins: https://www.youtube.com/live/1dYsTOzqhsA?si=p3MuTmYGy7tT8tEN

                          AB live: Undreaming Wetiko:https://www.youtube.com/live/E8MJdqXP9YY?feature=share 

                          AB: Matt Socha: Narcissism & psychopathy: https://youtu.be/oU-Fu9dv4kc

                         Decoding gnostic films (Matrix, Dark City): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SlCTmqXXTL4

Aeon Byte Gnostic Radio - Mattias Desmet on The Psychology of Totalitarianism https://podcastgo.pl/listen/?appleid=347832278&guid=43555b32-5674-4659-b75a-ea2eb23e8073 

Aeon Byte Gnostic Radio - Wayne Mathias on Transhumanist Mind Control https://podcastgo.pl/listen/?appleid=347832278&guid=a9a210d6-b428-41a3-a49b-27aecd7b6ed8

 

Morgue:  Humanity & evolution: https://www.youtube.com/live/iW5wPEUid-Q?si=dfK0bZ17d2kNowJ3

                Your Shadow Self: https://youtu.be/3-kknNVUWOU

                Quantum mechanics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1K9-hzV921c&list=WL 

                How long does it take to Reincarnate: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S7T5CHIjtLI&list=WL&index=4 

                Hack the hologram:           https://www.youtube.com/live/4ym-zolvX8U?feature=share 

                Gateway process: Mind portals: https://www.youtube.com/live/dUB7pivwB-E?feature=share 

                God consciousness: https://www.youtube.com/live/TD3NkJCY2bo?feature=share 

               Law of one explained: https://youtu.be/F3W47KEGOL8

                NPCs: https://www.youtube.com/live/vRny9kRLBh8?si=vCCHl3bcAPNoSedD 

Multiverse theory: https://youtu.be/W39kfrxOSHg?si=SJ7BPXXo1mxktBvv

https://arxiv.org/abs/2008.00321 

Sabine Hossenfelder: Chaos Control:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q1-cwamhwag&t=32s

                                  Quantum hype bubble:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CBLVtCYHVO8&list=WL&index=5 

                                  Collective stupidity: https://youtu.be/25kqobiv4ng 

Multiple selves: https://bigthink.com/thinking/selfless-book/ 

Terminal lucidity of the west: https://youtu.be/LJACyTQrnlA 

https://youtube.com/@DavidTian 

The Psyche as Interaction: https://www.psycheasinteraction.com/?fbclid=IwAR2bBqjXO9XIeZXlZcEaOXUoMMw2kMoJiaEcL_geq6VOfn50LIt7jIAD1Ak

Abyss of Nihilism: https://youtu.be/q-GtaOMgZgE

Nihilism philosophy: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4lejrVRIK9w&list=WL&index=1&t=33s 

Rise of individualism: https://youtu.be/cZwpqSXCBV0 

Guide to Zizek: Stop acting like a pervert: https://youtu.be/xDtSMo2eEYI 

Decline of IQ: https://youtu.be/CJMmPLHmiu0 

Dunning-Krueger effect: https://youtu.be/yN0ybMjN_3c 

America has gone mad & no one cares: https://youtu.be/QqRaMpYV2t0 

Second Thought: What if we stopped working?: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2i0RrGx_GrE&list=WL&index=1&t=420s

Parasite class: https://youtu.be/uhlSgE1dkDc 

Savannah Brown:  forming real human connections: https://youtu.be/hi97EGoLmGE?si=z-Haee0U214ClpyZ

oliSUNvia: Finding purpose in our insignificant existence:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qjvARuTSjqE&t=220s

                   Age of distraction: https://youtu.be/NJZ5YNrXMpE 

                    self-estrangement: becoming a stranger to yourself: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7CP-WGy8BwA

Biosystemics: How TV ruined aspiration: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y8MjoB3vgv8&list=WL 

Then & now: Addictions are destroying us: https://youtu.be/AdHOXKLgGUY

Dumbed down Watchtower publications: https://youtu.be/AxfqMmM-H-I 

CE: https://www.youtube.com/user/CEvolutionTV

PTA: https://www.youtube.com/user/PortalToAscension 

PTA: Debbie Solaris: https://youtu.be/Kx4vsubQZKs  

DS: Andromeda: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sjonWgFV2_Y                 

Next Level Soul Podcast: Quantum reality: https://youtu.be/-_X_boP40xs 

Universe Inside You: multidimensional brain:   https://youtu.be/9wsHgaXhKHw 

Philosophy of solipsism: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c9ULvz_NLlk 

Science of the soul: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S7SQoQj9868 

ZDoggMD: A theory of reality: https://youtu.be/G-vDl6kq6Xw 

Spirit Science: https://www.youtube.com/c/SpiritverseOfficial 

Academy of Ideas: https://www.youtube.com/c/academyofideas 

                               Nietzsche and Nihilism: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=169p5S3fXPE&t=3s 

                               Neurotic society: https://youtu.be/sJISydQ0AQQ 

                               Decentralization: https://youtu.be/m_hWr834h4M 

                               The Individual: https://youtu.be/Vkoc0ltIBF4 

                               the psychology of psychopaths: https://youtu.be/VOyLraNMXM0 

10 points of psychopathy: https://youtu.be/FaNY1WJ-DUE

Terence McKenna: Linguistic Hallucinations: https://youtu.be/oF688cEzTD8 

                                Cult of the surface: https://youtu.be/OlPJ4FqtgHk 

                                Singularity: https://youtu.be/niktmY353FA 

                                Smart people and hope: https://youtu.be/Lg3MDU-RQ88 

Aubrey Marcus: Laurel Airica: Spells of English Language:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kuFZk4czSdY  

                            Paul Selig: co-creation:  https://youtu.be/zkjOgBpeWDQ

 Human: ls your relationship just a polite act:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WXFO-2uQYcE&list=WL&index=1&t=372s 

https://bigthink.com/thinking/naive-stoicism-why-pop-philosophy-is-bad-for-your-mental-health/ 

Greg Carlwood: https://www.thehighersidechats.com/

https://content.blubrry.com/thehighersidechats/THC_The_Arkon_and_The_Greek_2_Free.mp3 

https://content.blubrry.com/thehighersidechats/THC_Chris_Knowles_2023_Free.mp3 

                            The Higherside Chats - Joshua Cutchin | Ecology of Souls: A New Mythology Of Death & The Paranormal https://podcastgo.pl/listen/?appleid=419458838&guid=https://www.thehighersidechats.com/?p=65376 

https://content.blubrry.com/thehighersidechats/THC_Nathaniel_Gillis_Free.mp3 

                      The Higherside Chats - Nathaniel Gillis | Alien Demons, Hijacking The Mortal Portal, & The Collins Elite https://podcastgo.pl/listen/?appleid=419458838&guid=https://www.thehighersidechats.com/?p=127874 

https://content.blubrry.com/thehighersidechats/THC_Richard_Dolan_2023_Free.mp3 

                                         The Higherside Chats - Richard Dolan | The Ufology Field, Technocratic Narrative Control, & Hybrid Entity Integration https://podcastgo.pl/listen/?appleid=419458838&guid=https://www.thehighersidechats.com/?p=110834         

 The Higherside Chats - Dean Henderson | Royal Bloodline Wetiko, The Civilization Sin, & The Congo Conspiracy https://podcastgo.pl/listen/?appleid=419458838&guid=https://www.thehighersidechats.com/?p=17378

The Higherside Chats - Charlie Robinson | The Doom Loop, Woke Crapitalism, & The ESG Agenda https://podcastgo.pl/listen/?appleid=419458838&guid=https://www.thehighersidechats.com/?p=80665 

The Higherside Chats - Etienne de la Boetie2 | The Government Scam, Inter-Generational Organized Crime, & The Freedom Plan https://podcastgo.pl/listen/?appleid=419458838&guid=https://www.thehighersidechats.com/?p=14685 

 The Higherside Chats - Jason Quitt | Entity Interaction Dynamics, Astral Genesis, & Stonegate Portals https://podcastgo.pl/listen/?appleid=419458838&guid=https://www.thehighersidechats.com/?p=57007

Conscious Awakening Network: Gosia Duszak: The cosmic soul: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U0GPY_Dqey0

Gosia: https://www.youtube.com/c/CosmicAgency

                     Ascension: https://youtu.be/NAEERTgTs4g 

                     DNA: https://youtu.be/Upj_Q5Q3UZ4    

                     DNA registry: https://youtu.be/IhKBpG85kes     

                      Human genome/DNA storage: https://youtu.be/vhhek7LiYBE    

                      Hybrids: https://youtu.be/FxENeuC4mR0 

                      Not real people: https://youtu.be/J5Xr3ugoVlk?si=OMLwCx5h-wBVYjmr 

                      Souls in afterlife: https://youtu.be/EH86Gp80oQI

                      Soul fragmentation: https://www.youtube.com/live/XU245mM0OOo?feature=share

                      Starseeds and their influence: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qnLs8n6Fod4

                     Military forces & the astral: https://youtu.be/OrObz65_iN8?si=cZHqrCYFdinLhZD6 

                      AI & the astral: https://youtu.be/5SEIiZCn2SU?si=anA-smit4zG63MOS   

                    Mari Swaruu Live: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uEB6knkyD74                      

Taygeta transmissions: https://galactic-human-journey.orgfree.com/Taygeta2020.html

Swaruu: Minerva Mari intro: https://youtu.be/h2wwJBvpPmk

               The matrix & reincarnation: https://youtu.be/LbKfSxlLfGc 

               Exiting the matrix/re-writing personal matrix: https://youtu.be/IqwG8_nHhig 

               First contact failures: https://youtu.be/rDrEW4lsNLs 

               False people and you: https://youtu.be/jQB2BlIdXuQ 

               You are not the body: https://youtu.be/Y3XYQ2Xer6A 

               Astral realms matrices: https://youtu.be/QxE6E4ZnYz8 

               Telepathic fields: https://youtu.be/tMyOggIOCKM 

               Advanced Souls & hive mind: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wJ8zUmqV9Ag&t=8s    

               collective unconscious: https://youtu.be/cCQg8jfVCII 

             $ & galactic federation: https://youtu.be/DlM-XL50knk 

             Extractions & their problems: https://youtu.be/_R4Ev_MbdMM 

 

RedPill RabbitHole: https://www.youtube.com/@redpillrabbithole3348 

                                 Knowing your place: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3VozKE9etRg

Sanity Machine: On David Icke:  https://youtu.be/cJjzlc2LPfw?si=QK11rOxRqXCGHpJZ

                             Fractal food: https://youtu.be/svzV4PClmqw?si=l7fQYRAuMeyVwa7l       

Richard & Pierre: Tentacle Croissant: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCFHaCjqbt5xz8L-pQnLY92A 

                             End of Civilization:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w6un6qOC7dQ&list=WL&index=3 

Pierre XO:  I quit: https://youtu.be/EJjxDg3E5Io

Pointless Rat Race: In the end its all the same: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=piK_vr4RlAA&t=29s  

                               The depressing reality that you live: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5f4jZxAmQuA&t=22s 

Prepared Homestead: Everything is fake: https://youtu.be/q2wcYdnMr2c

FunkyFrogBait: The Influencer Apocalypse: https://youtu.be/gSUCIggRwGc?si=8ZAXd2n3-H7hAvFZ 

Awaken with JP: Entrepreneurs in 2023: https://youtu.be/tVclPNH5Iws

                               We're doing it again:  https://youtu.be/Hk6KFgnLcaY?si=K8mFKR14DghX_wqM

Russell Brand: Truth about X-mas: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6HeeBPzzKf8&list=WL&index=1&t=587s 

Joe Rogan & Russell Brand: Homeless crisis: https://youtu.be/SlOW82qJTBU

                                          Political veil lifting:        https://youtu.be/GuoglIuhNjY  

                                          Psychedelics: https://youtu.be/0RM6OztgcDs                                

 Mark Passio: Science of Natural Law:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bP5sk5xp9WM&t=328s

                       Cosmic Abandonment:   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7YS_9kYj3Fw&list=WL&index=1&t=882s

Sargeant Schultz :

                               Implant Stations at the End of the Tunnel and a Galactic Black Market for Human Souls https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=imYjnPRb1GA&t=1476s

                                 Don't fall for the false light trap: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4A1JmapPnGg&t=329s

                                 Spirit guides & the astral: https://youtu.be/6sx7NWO2aHY?si=-IP15xOiwGmguEgK

                                   False White Light: https://youtu.be/Wja8bjwQajE?si=Vhn-m-xQ7Re2ib0y

                                   ETs harvesting human souls: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iL7bLWqfOlM&t=710s 

                                  Forced incarnation: https://youtu.be/tPHO88e2jTg 

                                  Soul Harvesting Ships: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VX6p9rzFDm4 

                                  Alien soul market:  https://youtu.be/V6DhJX215xs?si=_lTmJ4dCG4OdeiuO    

                                 The machine: energy harvesting:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Y14GevZPrM&t=327s    

                                  Alien control systems & targeted individuals https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VG3GSl1qt5o&t=21s

                               A shamanic journey: https://youtu.be/yMuq7PQK4yo 

                             Gatekeepers of Earth realm:  https://youtu.be/IasH0MZ17Dk?si=S9cAq8R9UF8YOmMP 

Lalita Karoli: Russian roulette of  reincarnation: https://youtu.be/usze--B79wk?si=MxkvfF3URU5fgF_E   

                    Rave Babies 2027: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2vNtxPVniSg     

                     7 Aeons: https://youtu.be/WJtaZyHpYm0?feature=shared   

                     Nephilim: https://youtu.be/bELp5ivL3n4?si=B9ad4oRrWis6FzuJ     

                    The whore of Babylon: https://youtu.be/-6AxDbx_EsI?si=aKb6uI4BOND45kol      

                     Ancestry & sovereignty: https://youtu.be/pR3_tHwwpG4?feature=shared      

                     Dont fear the second death:  https://youtu.be/95HN-rWHGLM?si=m1pGgvxI-cyxC9eV               

Black Earth Productions: Blue Flame & Human evolution: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3kuuOq028c0&list=WL&index=1&t=728s 

Walk Ins: https://www.crystalinks.com/walk_ins.html 

Walk Ins: https://sundayguardianlive.com/opinion/12416-spirit-walk-ins-and-matters-soul

Rich West:    Walk Ins: https://richwest.net/are_you_a_walk_in

                      Manifesting: https://youtu.be/B1WGnYDJ5hw  

                      Targeted Individuals: https://youtu.be/hpK1o7OUEZQ     

                       Galactic Federation exposed: https://youtu.be/Xax8i3G4f8Q 

Akvile Sava:  Reincarnation & death of human avatar: https://youtu.be/Q9m-Q9VQIkc 

                              Soul traps: https://youtu.be/UTmcGllWBQo 

                              Galactic Wars: https://youtu.be/XkI7pgaEQrQ 

                              Multidimensional war: https://youtu.be/b2ECVkRwha8 

Inner Knowledge 33: https://youtube.com/@innerknowledge3389 

                            Earth as a casino: https://youtu.be/u6whSfkfZ78 

                            Souls & reincarnation: https://youtu.be/HYs2qVPB3OM 

                          After Death film review /NDE propaganda: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n67YCInCtCE   

Corey Goode: Secret space program: Jenny McCarthy show: https://youtu.be/lpQNqMEVqrg 

                         Corey Goode & David Wilcock: https://youtu.be/b5tMxBnWpac 

                         Ascension: https://youtu.be/rACn0u_zCD8 

                         22 genetic programs @34 min in: https://youtu.be/7Kk1J2XNoBU 

UFO endgame: https://youtu.be/jsb2mVGWOA8 

How To Change Your Mind: https://youtu.be/X8LRb4jfZ9g 

Zeitgeist: The movie: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LPhANpsR1gM 

Sacred knowledge for the future: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jTTXacl4SCA 

 

Exploring Consciousness:

Bruce Greyson: Is consciousness produced by the brain: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sPGZSC8odIU 

Space Wind: Quantum mechanics & consciousness: https://youtu.be/cgXEbbjpYXs

ZDoggMD: Donald Hoffman: Conscious Agent theory https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dd6CQCbk2ro&t=14s 

Jaron Lanier: Is Consciousness an illusion: https://youtu.be/VSb_MCs9eqY

Bernardo Kastrup on Universal Mind, Artificial Sentience, the Great Void, and the Universe's Telos:

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iaCij4vXwpA 

https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/understanding-consciousness-goes-beyond-exploring-brain-chemistry/?utm_campaign=socialflow&utm_medium=social&utm_source=facebook&fbclid=IwAR3-f0IEx-f0NyJtBNup_FiyOBKrkyM_kIF86xT-uj1VhdGsM1Yebc6-lcM 

 

 

Music related:

  https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4fJlLTuyrRUMnhH33mh51X?si=v67sJeMVTjairAKxQ2A-Zg&utm_source=copy-link

Hip Hop:

Tom MacDonald & Nova Rockafeller: https://www.hangovergang.com/?category=Albums

Nova Rockafeller: Gang Gang: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8VF7gCRhC1o 

                                Wishing Well: https://youtu.be/hDg36Dga1F8 

Tom MacDonald: Politically Correct: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ita4g_oDyns 

                              Helluvit:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T56blv85q3s 

Ekoh & Phix : Fucked Up: https://youtu.be/GCWxErsMKpc 

Marlon Craft: State Of The Union: https://youtu.be/loUQuSy57Is 

 LiL Lotus: Razor: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SGvd6S8u9yU

Cryptic Wisdom: Open Up:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cr9FdP7NaYs  

                             Hang Yourself: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FnVMn845_mU 

Dax: Depression: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LmPmhJmrU-E&list=WL&index=8 

         Dear God: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nzCIeNhw8oE   

 Ghostemane: Fed Up: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p0lbm5J0uUs

NF: Change: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LrfRzRDvaFE   

       The Search: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fnlJw9H0xAM

Macklemore: Hold Your Head Up: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tHLyPdt-Fi4 

                      Contradiciton: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tHLyPdt-Fi4  

Mac Miller: Of the Soul: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C9RdmVDxl4I 

                     We (live feat. CeeLo Green): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CA5zxfZJ208&list=PLQb24oQC2PrXtrOkFiGpY4Zkatf_fUhyW&index=2 

Locksmith: No Lies https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VsiAP6LFa90&list=WL&index=1 

                    Hypocrites: https://youtu.be/KXz7rAn3ze4 

Stalley: Navajo Rugs: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vG60rhj5HoE

Hopsin: Ill Mind of Hopsin 7: https://www.youtube.comwatch?v=QBsA2ETp7JA

              Ill Mind of Hopsin 5: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hRVOOwFNp5U

 Joey Bada$$: Death of Yolo: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WZqB0YP1ckk 

Oshun: Blessings On Blessings: https://youtu.be/1BPgRz-oaFw 

Sampa The Great: Final Form: https://youtu.be/H2lvgKDpiSA

UGK: Pocket Full Of Stones Pt. 2: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O0iM-FGTm7c

Outkast: B.O.B. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lVehcuJXe6I 

              ATliens: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ktc9hsSfUck 

             Git Up, Git Out: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CssC-DY4lO8

Souls of Mischief: 93 'Til Infinity:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fXJc2NYwHjw

Beastie Boys: So What'Cha Want: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ru3gH27Fn6E 

John Forte: Madina Passage: https://youtu.be/wMKyGHH06dg 

Slum Village: Tainted: https://youtu.be/RARmo44oKm4

 Mike Jones : Still Tippin' : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ZAYzLjQAd4

 Linkin Park:  H! Vltg3:  https://youtu.be/Wav7x_qwwdo

K-os: Man I Used To Be: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z0wEkqCWoWg 

          Dirty Water: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQtxWOf-y5E

Blackalicious: First In Flight: https://youtu.be/7OVzfZgZ1tg 

Jurassic 5: A Day at the Races: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=39zRf9Z66K8 

                     Whats Golden: https://youtu.be/XsZKrctSDaw

Wale: LoveHate Thing feat. Sam Dew: https://youtu.be/1ojLucG2Z78 

Dr Dre: Its All On Me: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7kTiQFj72l0

           Animals feat. Anderson .Paak : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BcUutVO-b-8   

Kendrick Lamar: Money Trees: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=smqhSl0u_sI  

                            Bitch Don't Kill My Vibe:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GF8aaTu2kg0

                           Sing About Me, I'm Dying of Thirst:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z3CnfFQENkw

                            A.D.H.D. https://youtu.be/QjlFqgRbICY

A$AP Rocky: L.$.D. https://youtu.be/yEG2VTHS9yg 

Lupe Fiasco: Streets On Fire: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qswky27sAuM

                     Around My Way: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S77zUWqawag

Eric B. & Rakim: Casualties Of War: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RHXFKjfrlqI 

A Tribe Called Quest: Electric Relaxation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WHRnvjCkTsw 

Wu-Tang Clan: Triumph: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cPRKsKwEdUQ

 Gang Starr: Discipline: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gs35GZEvXPc

                    Royalty: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2s85LjuatSg&list=WL&index=1

                   Skills: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8KgtGs1ny0k   

                   Above The Clouds: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NqhNTA2VHqk 

Mobb Deep: Survival Of The Fittest: https://youtu.be/Dz5VzLz67WA

Talib Kweli: Get By: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UVtpXvzzXiA

Black Star: Definition: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uwXqXxDtFYg 

                    Respiration (feat. Common): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eeTnog5RRQo

 DMX: What's My Name: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4FFK5Oh10os

             Slippin': https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Ww-TQUeA3E 

Craig Mack: Flava In Ya Ear Remix: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PMbELEUfmIA

Nas: One Mic: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JCOURZ-yx4E

JA RULE - It's Murda feat JAY z & DMX: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z_PDnUl7rOc&list=PLZqznKRSw7Ot_Dk39NLDCWQt6UmGu3h87&index=1 

DMX, Method Man, Nas, Rakim: Fight Back: https://youtu.be/vrqWKCvoW7s         

DJ Premier + Nas, Rakim, KRS-One: Classic:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ryfr6YTNeho

                     

 Rhymesayers Entertainment: https://www.youtube.com/c/rhymesayers 

 Atmosphere: Smart Went Crazy: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0O0p8FtjSO8

                      Say Hey There: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kMd4XY8XSyM

                      God's Bathroom Floor: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f70vYOHlkps  

Felt 3: Permanent Stanby: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v9bg4iEXeAk&list=OLAK5uy_nMXtyJohcG840W27LHW6Xww12cw2lmOow&index=6                    

Aesop Rock: Daylight/ Nightlight: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7HEq8UqrujM

                      Labor: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=merKjCcpxVY&list=OLAK5uy_kMcoS3GccAcFFq85P1RHh-7U6rQR29NzM&index=1 

                       Zero Dark Thirty: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dbd4h1kaFlY 

Brother Ali: Baby Girl: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=46qA7tOy47U 

                    Champion: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9x7qbeX7Lts 

The Grouch: Artsy: https://youtu.be/LCHV2I_Xog0 

The Grouch & Eligh: Old Souls: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1mszw07bLKM

Eligh & Amp: Ms Meteor: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LZkcvFbsc6s

Eyedea & Abilities: Glass: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=40ONtGYQq3A 

                                 Paradise: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4uyXaR9aPrk

                                 Now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jAWrscplyOA

                                 On This I Stand: https://youtu.be/PqTUdgIPH5Q 

                                 Smile: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z9-eKhCukW8 

Grieves: Scar Gardens: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q1VNb9EGze0

Dilated Peoples: Work the Angels: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QnoW_PLe1zM  

P.O.S. : Bleeding Hearts Club: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XGufRiMnpGI

Doomtree: Final Boss: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5PTHFL63sTQ  

Sa-Roc : Forever: https://youtu.be/NZ8YYjSwrNc 

 

 KRS-One: Disclosure: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HZstt8J8R7E 

 Rock/Metal: Albums for people with high emotional Intelligence:

Linkin Park: Reanimation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rU3bMjcvUhE&t=2s

                     Meteora: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aYl9EPK8Tqo 

Incubus: Make Yourself : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZexZEuUEo_I

The Used: Taste of Ink: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=03BKu7fjB-Y&list=PLoDV1tSqTU2w6JD-1lwMLLNhvXR5UXsRM

Hidden in Plain View: Life in Dreaming: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZfgFQbe1qcc&list=PL1_02VvVYAJa_sANWJ0pZSzp_9PQxDaM5

Brand New: Deja Entendu: https://youtu.be/hdJPaGKJkmo 

Circa Survive: Juturna: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=42L2qQlVU3c

 The Mars Volta: De-Loused In The Comatorium: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8l7Ix-LfSBA 

Static-X: Wisconsin Death Trip: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ycBN5F-o8Ms&t=124s

              Machine: https://youtu.be/CNHzMruuq9g?si=nr-j1ENfrPv8vkHy               

Underoath: Cries Of The Past: https://youtu.be/UA-Nm3qG93Y?si=N964Pl1Cyg2xtjev

                     They're Only Chasing Saftey:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MXHikpA5COo&t=129s  

                   Lost In The Sound Of Separation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kJrCnURNxIs&list=PL11drwqkuIT5VWadRVSkJHaxMC1f_ozF0     

Evaline: Postpartum Modesty: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLDp7JwGlAOwDAzWI6etNmC4UWufcz6NW4 

Emarosa: Relativity: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BpfSxdUiNVY&list=PLCU1ibLCMELo-4a_WXWYtmbMa-AvR8eVq 

Saosin: https://youtu.be/gDshhkmOGQ0 

Alexisonfire: Watch Out!:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PzuShv187RY

A Skylit Drive: Wires and the Concept of Breathing: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oJQGPLXTJrs&list=PL60FF41EA9FD50834

Eyes Set To Kill: The World Outside: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sDUlqDaDk68&list=OLAK5uy_nDg2ADfxURxGnN5Fp8t5MRekOsFal8-kc 

Vanna: The Search Party Never Came: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLCWhYtX_1QTWuR2t8Kw5UMeSq3P_SaFQp 

Misery Signals: Mirrors: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-hJqsSozWQQ 

Poison The Well: Tropic Rot: https://youtu.be/cLw61bODVqE?si=oXesghCXcIvOFEeW

Sever Your Ties: Saftey in the Sea: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TsYxWPaBA4c&list=OLAK5uy_nyZf3bzm-iFEsYGaH64LAnuewyvzojTEg  

Haste the Day: When Everything Falls: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lqQm4bthtac&list=PLdAJ9jDKGT_RKZtopsluL-H9NFoGTqjci

As I Lay Dying: Shadows Are Security: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EnKllQmSIoE 

August Burns Red: Constellations: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yApIFNF0ADE&list=PLDB1E46D6BB026852 

Job For A Cowboy: Sun Eater: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ayvKDxoVCcI 

As Blood Runs Black: Instinct: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zFscII9nL9M

Born Of Osiris: The Discovery: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL7F91D24A248E5CF0 

TesseracT: Polaris: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lR5amOOvpwQ&list=PLZ9DoO2uX9wVvGVk1dGYcSSaubBaz2MWL 

Dark Tranquillity: Construct https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=46asnu4ZDe8 

Thy Art is Murder: Dear Desolation: https://youtu.be/ql3-HbFXdg8

Septicflesh: Modern Primitive: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CPJxI_GXwHo 

Once Human: Evolution: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y5NCDuOhKbo 

Jinjer: King Of Everything: https://youtu.be/3yGnTb1dOXk 

Death: Spiritual Healing: https://youtu.be/-__VtHhC6Tk?si=40KZdgkWBZsQJf2s

 

 

Punk:

Authority Zero: Revolution    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tonovKKYyxY

Brand New: Failure By Design   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4dKo0l1WzFI 

                     Seventy Times 7: https://youtu.be/siCdIojMhok

+44: When Your Heart Stops Beating: https://youtu.be/2nWv2Hz_GXs 

MGK, Travis Barker & Oli Sykes: Maybe: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9xht4JIOfjU 

LiL Lotus: Think Of Me Tonight: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_BVSiGEyUfY 

Less Than Jake: The Science of Selling Yourself Short   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=krXG307d4k8 

 Billy Talent: Try Honesty    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_zssP6w0VWQ

NOFX: The Decline: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9AXXSa8YEic 

Misfits: Dig Up Her Bones: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lgSLz5FeXUg 

Tiger Army: Rose Of The Devil's Garden: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dgu53pXahww 

Bad Religion: Los Angeles Is Burning: https://youtu.be/BxoD9zWY9Rg 

Transplants: Diamonds & Guns: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TuWuoOX0yis 

The Casualties: We Are All We Have: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pm2afuGAS1U 

The Unseen: Scream Out: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dzVe8IgpbSc 

The Flatliners: Quality Television    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wsAKcuuTgYQ 

                        Broken Bones: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IwfcexwOpYo

Rise Against: I Don't Want to Be Here Anymore    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dv_cvxAAZ-Y 

                       Savior: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e8X3ACToii0  

                       Re-Education (Through Labor): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RYBDTnS7dg  

Anti-Flag: The Press Corpse    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e5Wxn37Tt1Y

                  Broken Bones:https://youtu.be/kka7HprIwJM

Set Your Goals: Gaia Bleeds: https://youtu.be/ntetOp3tL1w 

Comeback Kid: Wake the Dead    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2NTyyCwwDfY 

Gallows: Orchestra of Wolves    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ttQBeS6g_NY 

 AFI: Death of Seasons    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F6qeDSrZpww

          The Boy Who Destroyed the World    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vsFleLGbcEo 

         File 13: https://youtu.be/IrUMKW53WeM

The Refused: New Noise: https://youtu.be/NkAe30aEG5c 

Against All Authority: All Fall Down    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qNG3Kkdm2kU  

Minor Threat: In My Eyes    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z2jEHyhBXe8

Black Flag: Rise Above: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fsbvo5GVK10 

Leftover Crack: Soon We'll Be Dead    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B_qGuG-wEGc  

 

 THPS3: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qHek9DFY278&list=PL58429BB7E09F7A9C

Punk Rock MBA: Fat Mike: Punk Rock Museum Vegas: https://youtu.be/vj1phlK8n5Q 

 

Rock & Metal:

Rollins Band: Liar: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jCLizTg9nWo

Metallica: I Disappear: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ekZTW2r4vb4 

                Wiplash (live in Phoenix, AZ): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UZlhY8s31Xg    

Alice in Chains: Rooster: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uAE6Il6OTcs

                             Again: https://youtu.be/__biilMpnmw?si=fSVfcKy9d_GIrzd0  

Jane's Addiction: Jane Says: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i7Q_8q3XXrQ

Megadeth: Symphony of Destruction: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vfpgpf6QVnI 

Pantera: This Love: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tymWpEU8wpM 

Tool: AEnema: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CehYA3omb5o

Rage Against The Machine: Sleep Now in the Fire: https://youtu.be/kl4wkIPiTcY 

             Guerilla Radio: https://youtu.be/Rm1nCYOZB-s 

            Wake Up:https://youtu.be/G87V04tdTRY 

            Tire Me:https://youtu.be/wwuiVi4R-oU 

One Day As A Lion: Wild International: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6mKtt7F0rPU&list=WL&index=4  

The Hives: Hate To Say I Told You So: https://youtu.be/Uz1Jwyxd4tE

The Subways: Oh Yea: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nkJZptg-iac

 Cage The Elephant: Aint No Rest For The Wicked: https://youtu.be/HKtsdZs9LJo

At the Drive In - Enfilade: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uy4Wo9K_en8

Evaline:  There There: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zoc3K4W9ahE

Death From Above (1979): Blood On Our Hands: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pZNQNELfd0g 

Maylene & The Sons Of Disaster: Dry The River: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Lmp0BNyaiM 

Queens of the Stone Age: Go With The Flow: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DcHKOC64KnE

Incubus: Warning: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KoPlkmYaEQs 

               Pardon Me:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PXzuDXZwZtI  

Orgy: Fiction (Dreams In Digital): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NczLNctogZk 

          Blue Monday: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aJZTfl3DmCU

Trapt: Echo: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fhp5aCBR_as 

Lost Prophets: Wake Up: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-FtzaDxHgLk 

Trust Company: Downfall: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BE_0m5OkyN4

Breaking Benjamin: So Cold: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UkI4KejmSfY 

Limp Bizkit: the One: https://youtu.be/Ntw1a9_5TwE

                      Counterfeit: https://youtu.be/xDdGrlylcEU

P.O.D.  : Youth of a Nation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EDKwCvD56kw 

              Sleeping Awake: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E1Jsdu0S6mw

 Linkin Park: Papercut: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vjVkXlxsO8Q

                     Crawling: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gd9OhYroLN0      

                     Given Up: https://youtu.be/0xyxtzD54rM

Deftones: Be Quiet and Drive: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KvknOXGPzCQ 

                Change: https://youtu.be/WPpDyIJdasg 

                Minerva: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mLa0-sQg1YM    

 Story Of The Year: Wake Up: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TpsDsS3KFN8

The Used: The Taste of Ink: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aJXRFcyWgdk                                     

                 Listening: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=02xueo-GoXk

Thrice: All That's left: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EIHtFDpLFqw 

           Stare At The Sun: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9pyA_lSJXK4 

           The Artist In The Ambulance: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dqy1jA8-WCQ  

The Recieving End Of Sirens:  ...Then I Defy You, Stars:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ffHujgQ0dE4

Four Letter Lie: Naked Girl Avalanche https://youtu.be/HXPqBFob1l0 

Before Their Eyes: City In A Snowglobe: https://youtu.be/DdTHXjN-rbw?si=xZ5FzL3H7CY038A9

                                  Life Was All A Dream: https://youtu.be/xN2kon7FT3I?si=uOWnvovQQBaPevJv  

Funeral For A Friend: Bullet Theory: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=90Lbco3NYX0

Panic Division: Versus: https://youtu.be/9ZzPc9JSBEU 

                           Touch:  https://youtu.be/tMN6mRkGFeE                                             

Taking Back Sunday: MakeDamnSure: https://youtu.be/4ldjbjwim4k 

                                   Liar: https://youtu.be/Z6I25ByB7hE

Fall Out Boy: Hold me like a grudge: https://youtu.be/1rAQGxRFvN0

My Chemical Romance: I'm Not Okay: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dhZTNgAs4Fc  

Beartooth: Aggressive: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q5zUxN-Kvy0

                  In Between: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j2p_w409y-o

A Day To Remember: The Downfall of Us All: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CN4IIgFz93k 

                                    Have Faith In Me: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4WMmCtkhWi0

On The Last Day: Meaning In The Static: https://youtu.be/E8SpAQeoybM

Of Mice & Men: Second & Sebring: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qSeiG6qMhaI 

Escape The Fate: Not Good Enough  For Truth In Cliche: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p4I7Ak1N2z8 

                             There's No Sympathy For The Dead: https://youtu.be/7rkhpFvfF0g

                             This War is Ours: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NegaklD_NW8 

Alexisonfire: No Transitory: https://youtu.be/1-kodJrC8TY 

                     Accidents:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JI8rVI3X9Q4

I See Stars: The Common Hours: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N6YvwGQFz4Q 

                    Ten Thousand Feet: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=czxGYPEw8Ig

Saosin: Bury Your Head: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g9hNd54Nljk 

Pierce The Veil: Chemical Kids & Mechanical Brides: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9dlbYEOme7E&list=WL&index=29 

Paramore: Emergency: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mgJ8BZi3vTA 

Fireflight: Unbreakable: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pWRJAHaOrYg 

The Pretty Reckless: And So It Went: https://youtu.be/9W-nlfhh8Uo

Sleeping With Sirens: If You Can't Hang: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_UwWYtLWEZg&list=WL&index=30

Scatter the Ashes: Caesura: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VEkosnCJU9Q 

                               White Actress: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KGJyGiWkSkY

A Static Lullaby: Hang Em' High: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PYfqCW7Vxkk 

                             Let Go: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FwHPh6wD8WQ

Alesana: Ambrosia: https://youtu.be/KQ8KUAWijqg

               Tilting the hourglass: https://youtu.be/Q1OgDVHFj8k 

Vanna: The Seach Party Never Came: https://youtu.be/iXivuj7nLPY 

             When In Roam: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kpHhZMTMzW4

Endwell: Single and Loving it: https://youtu.be/3mTW43Oi47Y 

Bring Me the Horizon:    Parasite Eve:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=racmy7Y9P4M 

                                         1x1: https://youtu.be/jN0aELsVQFA 

                                         Crucify Me: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2EwUGvPTOrU

                                         Shadow Moses: https://youtu.be/-k9qDxyxS3s 

                                         Pray For Plagues:https://youtu.be/AWggPLXeOkU 

Korn: Freak on a Leash: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jRGrNDV2mKc 

           Make Me Bad: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ujEph5vFwmc

          Start the Healing: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aupnj1KpjCg   

Korn ft. Skrillex: Narcissistic Cannibal: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CUOlc_j4rMA 

ODDKO: Disobey: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bbs1jxL_lQA

From First to Last: Ride the Wings of Pestilence: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5yG6iw7AeWE

                               Note To Self: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1a4C_SxvITk  

Machine Head: Now I Lay Thee Down: https://youtu.be/1xpiEBde9fo 

DevilDriver: I Could Care Less: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B9_nsXgtD6k 

Cradle of Filth: No Time to Cry: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3_Bf05_IJxA&t=200s   

Marilyn Manson: Long Hard Road Out of Hell: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=THNEolxBmso

                             Lunchbox: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PRFJoUBP54o

Dope: Everything Sucks: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ggHpZE2W-rs 

          No Respect: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BXtt0gdB-mw

Static-X: Fix: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p9vM4XwCDaw

                The Only: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vMCbJB4yNXo

                Terminator Oscillator: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FqZG3iyc4Pc

               Wayne Static:  Assassins of Youth: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pdWzyniZSQU&list=WL&index=7 

 Haste The Day: When Everything Falls: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pzwr16u1Y0o

Misery Signals: The Failsafe: https://youtu.be/dXKZDflFzu4 

All That Remains: The Air That I Breathe: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IetyQQgJOFM 

Unearth: Zombie Autopilot: https://youtu.be/gYKlEPrGTpg 

Bury Tomorrow: Her Bones In the Sand: https://youtu.be/tQDMfmiqeDQ 

Killswitch Engage: In Due Time: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HANCzu70us4 

August Burns Red: Composure: https://youtu.be/-nl_ttX031Y 

                                Marianas Trench: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2GE7LMbOyz4     

The Devil Wears Prada: Hey John, What's Your Name Again?: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CxFiu5Yy2Os&pp=ygUVdGhlIGRldmlsIHdlYXJzIHByYWRh 

                                          Assistant To The Regional Manager: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OYTzcubws7Y                  

As I Lay Dying: Confined: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zb-bnOJ_L-k 

                           A Greater Foundation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CHXmHssCHY8 

                           Nothing Left: https://youtu.be/Fh-RgX_2U9w 

Lamb of God: Ghost Shaped People: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4IiG3-yFM1U 

                        Engage the Fear Machine: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=11Zp4RLfl6I 

                        Laid To Rest: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HL9kaJZw8iw

Crown The Empire: Machines: https://youtu.be/IVLOa592jgk 

Miss May I: Hey Mister: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZUaQtfnMzdw 

Born of Osiris:  Illuminate: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XjxtBrId4Q4 

                          Regenerate: https://youtu.be/00H0eMgHCOw

                          Recreate: https://youtu.be/F2Dy9K7ohfY                    

Veil of Maya: Aeris: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XuqSC7x_M18 

                       Veil of Maya: Citadel: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=48fHECyl2zg  

After the Burial: Your Troubles Will Cease... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DcEROhyjaCs

                            Neo Seoul: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9hOghDTPvJg

Underoath: Take a Breath: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-O7JEjkdal0 

                    Too Bright To See, Too Loud To Hear : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=63EetspU6Is 

                    In Regards to Myself:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aAVp8qAh9eg

                    Its Dangerous Business Walking Out Your Front Door: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lKPNyaqMB9s  

                   When The Sun Sleeps: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_aZus_-1MFI 

Trade Wind: Fixed Blade: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_lI5UAopDjw  

Erra: Disarray: https://youtu.be/bhPbICS1qEc  

         Divisionary: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rpFl-YYw5BE

 Lorna Shore: Cursed to Die: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pxUSYa3u7rs

                      Into The Hellfire: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qyYmS_iBcy4  

                      Into The Earth: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dOeFqRMX_10     

Left to Suffer: Burden: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VmDvOPGv77U 

Carnifex: Drown Me In Blood: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AQXuq5-638g

Slaughter To Prevail: Demolisher: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=79ojlwMzs0Q 

Vulvodynia: Artificial Divinity: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X2NQ0kOmp64 

ALIENATION- LARCENIA ROE (Featuring CJ McCreery)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cr5bmPO2PKI

The Breathing Process: Empty, Not Alone: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M9oEMD1DbJE 

Decapitated: Cancer Culture: https://youtu.be/IG5nXhGptj4 

Behemoth: Blow Your Trumpets Gabriel: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Czx-OIyrQwQ

                  God=Dog: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sf5GmhffA48

Meshuggah: Bleed: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qc98u-eGzlc 

                     Combustion: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7q_hE5L2Kyo   

                      Demiurge: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zg2076b5Lqc

Thy Art Is Murder: The Son of Misery: https://youtu.be/H5WJVM3oa2E 

Cattle Decapitation: We Eat Our Young: https://youtu.be/9nSo_H92Zmc 

The Acacia Strain: The Impaler: https://youtu.be/jerniapBd0s 

Whitechapel: This Is Exile: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BpgAxcvbkUQ 

Chelsea Grin: Recreant:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ca6B2uMCoc

All Shall Perish: Nothing Left: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sQ5-NbE09vo 

Suicide Silence: Thinking in Tongues: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DWiijhm_ml0 

                            Slaves to Substance: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YQ3dZRpEwwU 

                             Fuck Everything: https://youtu.be/EWd6jI271WY

                            Wake Up https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DyOSx62c2Ic

Jinjer: Vortex: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AiaOSGZTwtY

            Cloud Factory: https://youtu.be/LgFvXLbJMSE 

Arch Enemy: War Eternal: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=InRMwptcgAo    

                      Deciever, Deciever: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m_m2oYJkx1A     

                      The Eagle Flies Alone: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mjF1rmSV1dM

Otep: Confrontation: https://youtu.be/D79peD6i-rw 

Once Human: Eye of Chaos: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9VHA0H8peZ0 

                      Dark Matter: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OTua2ZrZr7M  

Entheos: I am the Void:  https://youtu.be/udhXWjektKc 

               In Purgatory: https://youtu.be/aYqapO-sudA?si=FMigIglidnmLXdUb      

Dethklok: Go Forth and Die: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AOPd5OJLtO8 

 

 

 

Nik Nocturnal: How to write a Deftones song: https://youtu.be/swLo0s1pnoA

PunkRockMBA: History of Underoath: https://youtu.be/MhOvobGnBNo?si=ahp9T_tMM3OY9gfm 

Garza Podcast: Tim Lambesis: https://youtu.be/-sMAOK_EXYY 

Felt emo might delete: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O0nYLfmxXzk

Electronica:

Modern Ambient Jungle Mix [3]:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yvsRrpIPCoE

Grimes: Miss Anthropocene: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bFxORIkGz2g&list=PLa3HlKFsnLvbFwC6H-MOoZXhJspuTHTiT

Liquid Drum & Bass Mix 2023: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ZvoeXoptcg

Antibalas: The Rat Catcher: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FGu5x9ojdsc&list=RDEM9E6KDvX-gQbruYiOhItjBw& start_radio=1 

Om Lounge: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K9254eycHk4

Sofi Tukker: Treehouse: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLxKHVMqMZqURdlheeIXiVFtC_rUUtApVi&si=nNhtTz70xD4O-EHX

Girl Talk: All Day: https://youtu.be/uWzkK7tUjaU?si=IpVXlc73i0Aznyun

                 No Pause: https://youtu.be/K0Hq3MEF4e4?si=iwxEqJOXljN7Af7u          

                 Friday Night: https://youtu.be/1yPbCF7D5Fc?si=LcKx8ucxamXQTc1X    

Justice VS. Daft Punk: Phantom Robot: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wTvZqT07mRQ

ChillSynth FM: Sythwave Radio: https://www.youtube.com/live/UedTcufyrHc?si=d_G2gGSsBJBfZEDn 

Deep Dub House 2021: https://youtu.be/4ja2_IDkexo

Verve Remixed 2: https://youtu.be/-1azowNkI_I 

Fragrant. Sense. mixed by DJ Doran: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ta6O2PJdYC8

Oriental Deep House: Ibiza Chillout Music Zone: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMLy59ErRWY

 

Amtrac: Just: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ehqV4IL3PUY

Paul Kalkbrenner: Altes Kamuffel: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iNm_Huxq89k 

Gioli & Assia: DieisLive: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nKyfohLjAt8

Flume & Chet Faker: Left Alone:  https://youtu.be/THMGdN7BjbY 

Lane 8: Diamonds feat. Solomon Grey: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pgL-4m1p330&list=PLZqznKRSw7Ot_Dk39NLDCWQt6UmGu3h87&index=5 

Disclosure: F For You: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5TUIciKQzxI

                   Holding On: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3mmTMSZkXQY 

Astrix: Sahara: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5_ehdwsv5BI

Amanati: Dark Exotic Mix 2021: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nNq7p_8M70U&list=WL&index=1&t=29s 

Liquid Drum & Bass Mix #145: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p5JM5r2J8r0 

Solid Globe: Sahara: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l6zWi7a64WM&list=WL&index=9 

Andy Hunter: Go: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=leVzoNja-L8

Terrifier 2 Soundtrack: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8IgNPqHqRTY

Deadmau5: Raise Your Weapon: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YnwfTHpnGLY

                   When the Summer Dies (feat. Lights): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c7QcMkP_gQc

                    You & I (feat. Medina): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BLOZ176E48A

Deadmau5 & Kaskade: Move For Me:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZQTedx7l8wg

                                       I Remember: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LGbRpdCRwt0 

Kaskade: Angel On My Shoulder: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hChhgMT5wq0 

                Back On You: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UYocSat51vY

Skrillex & Wolfgang Gartner: Devil's Den: https://archive.org/details/vimeo-42698213 

Skrillex feat. the Doors: Breakin' a Sweat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q0OKnECBQGU 

             Summit (feat. Ellie Goulding): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-e_3Cg9GZFU   

 Mark Knight: Yebisah: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XFcajXnJOso 

Mark Knight, Adrian Hour & Indiana: Dance on My Heart: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S1W5rUok9MM

ZHU: Faded: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CVvJp3d8xGQ&list=PLZqznKRSw7Ot_Dk39NLDCWQt6UmGu3h87&index=6 

          Andromeda remix (Gorillaz): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cP7uuS63CD8    

Grimes: Go (feat. Blood Diamonds): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vIi57zhDl78 

John Digweed: GU 19: LA: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3xXXEqAwqko 

D:Fuse : People_1: https://youtu.be/M3OK_hDf6cI 

                 People_2: https://youtu.be/Dq2IyxRoIss 

Eric Prydz: Pjanoo: https://youtu.be/ByXbXg-Zny8?si=1JFXRi0HRw8kH0ol

Maya Jane Coles: Easier to Hide: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yLvByOh2iLo 

                             Everything: Feat. Karin Park: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4OvpiEilNbs 

Kiesza: Hideaway: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ESXgJ9-H-2U 

Calvin Harris & Florence Welch: Sweet Nothing: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=17ozSeGw-fY   

            How Deep Is Your Love: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EgqUJOudrcM            

Chloe Howl: No Strings: Brolin Remix: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eaUGucKTckI 

Danny Howells: GU 27: Miami:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L3hhNHAtwy8 

Dennis DeSantis: Hiatus: https://youtu.be/7B0OkcBKJN0 

                              Priority:  https://youtu.be/SNWYMKxNpy4

Carl Cox: Tomorrowland 2015: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PCVI7qFU17c

                 Cabin Fever E22: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kK_krolb3fc 

Armin van Buuren: ASOT: https://www.youtube.com/@astateoftrance    

                                    ASOT 1144: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jkGafwoy69k

                          AVB: feat. Fiora: Waiting For The Night: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dU26cGlmkRg&list=PLZqznKRSw7Ot_Dk39NLDCWQt6UmGu3h87&index=10&t=96s 

                       This Is What It Feels Like (feat. Trevor Guthrie): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BR_DFMUzX4E      

Above & Beyond vs Andy Moor: Air For Life: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H5eHBO_LeZg&list=PLZqznKRSw7Ot_Dk39NLDCWQt6UmGu3h87&index=5

 Paul Oakenfold: Children Remix: Robert Miles: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hGV8SPnHc3Q

Paul Van Dyk: Another Way: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_UeLyYwd0gA 

Fragma: Toca's Miracle (08' Inpetto Vocal Version): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tPbJ7YJVVLw

Ferry Corsten: Punk: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-4iJ8aCH_oc

4 Strings: Take Me Away: https://youtu.be/NFZrz-_ONKU

Tiesto & Andain: Beautiful Things: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ElbRvE_zxzY

Kosheen: Catch: https://youtu.be/37-pzVV2F3Y 

A'Studio feat Polina: S.O.S. https://youtu.be/oxb-BVwDwTU 

Sandra Collins: Tranceport 3: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mjg5SohJVzM&t=1880s 

Sasha: Xpander EP: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zLvWu8NZkJM 

Deepsky: Stargazer https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D3g9VcJv478

BT : Smartbomb: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Je08ATv5Rjg

       These Hopefull Machines: https://youtu.be/nR38z2Eb3hM  

The Crystal Method: Cherry Twist:  https://youtu.be/eLkQ2eLrUMs

                                     High Roller: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_1aCB2hbMFg

                                   Comin' Back: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=As6EMBmKFrk

                                   Emulator: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i2KTQPQU5HE 

                                 Jupiter Shift:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ncZONwkRQN8

The Prodigy: Breathe: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmHDhAohJlQ 

Underworld: Dark and Long (Dark Train): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHK9usHwxSs

Massive Attack: Dissolved Girl: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GAiceRuLX1I

                          Inertia Creeps:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w3mn7EC-skg  

                           Safe From Harm + Unfinished Sympathy live:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F7snUo4VR4Q  

Aphex Twin: Come to Daddy: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TZ827lkktYs 

                      On: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=38RMZ9H7Cg8   

Dan Guidance - Jitterbug  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P99698W6k4M

Speedy Boarding: Need For Mirrors: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2e3kEEiClpQ 

Spinscott: Live MPC Atmospheric Jungle (#14): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0iGazVT3cKI 

Telepopmusik: Breathe: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HDQw-RShRUQ   

Dirty Vegas: Days Go By: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gLCduDJVksc 

Gat Decor: Passion (Naked edit): https://youtu.be/XTAvt_IcQuY 

Jaydee: Plastic Dreams: https://youtu.be/OJ2tHzhfUOg 

Smith & Mighty: Seeds (feat. Kelz): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jo6PXle96R4  

Blue Foundation: Eyes On Fire (Zed's Dead Remix): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IUGzY-ihqWc 

Mt. Eden: Still Alive: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FDYIdBZUl2Y

Blackmill: Miracle: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wXVQNSlFJ6M 

RL Grime: Core: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=04ufimjXEbA 

Bassnectar: Timestretch: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5M-jOZRe0-8 

                    Where Is My Mind (Pixies Remix): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JZ9yVmexa8A 

Gorillaz: 19-2000 Laika Come Home (Remix): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Uz5WrbWRAY&list=PLPJPbt52HLFORd6Qz27wOfWvD9oP5oO-L

                Tomorrow Comes Today:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PiNdcBg3xC8

Rage Racer: Silver Stream https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TDIPGQWedvo 

Metroid Prime: Phendrana Drifts: https://youtu.be/mRCjZL-39UQ 

SSX 3 Soundtrack: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5f7kUESUuq0&list=PLlG1UJFoWo4h7cC94VpLDE6viIy03v9wf

Junkie XL: SSX Blur: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eo2jpRsDmNA 

                   Infusion Legacy Remix: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jDt9Y-ZOclY&pp=ygUOSnVua2llWEwgcmVtaXg%3D

Deadly Avenger: The Reveal: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Dtjp5fQuRk 

                             Day One: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HwYsoeeXGVk        

Ken Ishii: Pause In Herbs: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lTQb03wzndc&list=OLAK5uy_ktfe34wKkj9-bbazUSDdWZbR9F0yelae0&index=6 

                Cocoa Mousse: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qUDLw25lj0U&list=OLAK5uy_ktfe34wKkj9-bbazUSDdWZbR9F0yelae0&index=2 

Ghost In The Shell: S.A.C.: Inner Universe: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EIVgSuuUTwQ&list=PL066A7ED1D49E6038&index=2

                                O.S.T. 2:   Cyber Bird:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=79w0T1jmgoQ&list=OLAK5uy_liLZWd-8qdpOOB1wMMpz1i-Sxjw5JVbUo    

Royksopp: Remind Me (James Zabiela Mix): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1iBYqg40-KM   

Kruder & Dorfmeister: K&D Sessions: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xAffh4K3SYk&list=PLzBtfa-fF5ArVPwVgVg1ofDBsGDStCrLL 

Thievery Corporation: Best of: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GmGyTw4pNr0&list=PLjWIQpeWD5kqnTtGfhsMqAsGT6sjoAMve 

                                     Treasures:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Iplg4WT9Gw

                                      Amerimacka: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aCWBv0opJiE   

                                     Culture of Fear: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VfnL15XOgcw

                                     Indra: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eSMVHdlpsqE 

Hotel Costes 2: Boozoo Bajou: Night Over Manaus: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1avgntTqHVU 

Hotel Costes Etage 3: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sX94QdmbT-4&t=6s 

 Hotel Costes 14: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_nwL7ZHxeWolwariAuMYV9dR69ipv3kZ_0

Ministry of Sound: Chillout session disc 2: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_qD_VBi6O8A

MOSCD02: https://youtu.be/IHe3J33SNiQ 

Cafe del Mar: Chillout vol.2: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vaz8qHOB97k 

FT: Chillout Jazz House mix: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xpvjPsme8_k 

SimpleKeyz: Lofi beats/lofi mix: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0QwUo_5yon4 

Ethereal Cyberpunk Ambient: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3cpqX_EbFKA 

 

How house music was born: https://youtu.be/tp8K_vwI9u4 

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Brilliant Songwriting:

Zero 7: The Space Between: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m7YRPAK1yHA

             Destiny (feat. Sia): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QASyTeSuD5c

            Waiting Line (feat. Sophie Barker):  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MydFq0io-tQ

Frou Frou: Must Be Dreaming: https://youtu.be/1BT6_TL67Wk?si=ywlS4wElWvLjxeOP

Empire Of The Sun: Walking On A Dream: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eimgRedLkkU 

City and Colour: Woman: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXznaLC65mg

MO: Waste of Time: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wFrth4NFogc 

Tash Sultana: Jungle: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vn8phH0k5HI 

Elise Trouw: How to Get What You Want: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zGiOkuoJGyk 

                     Everlong/ Bobby Caldwell Remix: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gl9GtO_vQxw 

Samantha James:  Right Now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HtkkxIZkcbE

HANA: Anxious Alien: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gbKiidntSBU 

Grimes: REALiTi: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N9XKLqGqwLA

             My Name is Dark: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vVRSHnuy3MY&list=PLa3HlKFsnLvbFwC6H-MOoZXhJspuTHTiT&index=8    

                                          On the writing and crafting of:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=35jKpGa6fV0 

Sofi Tuckker: Batshit: https://youtu.be/VDndE432GpU?si=xFQ1ul51_QvFnXSx 

Django Django: Black Cadillac: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YM2Q8NfW48Y 

Jain: Makeba: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=59Q_lhgGANc 

Pigtails: In My Head: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZjKV3FLj-oA&list=WL&index=2 

LCD Soundsystem: North American Scum: https://youtu.be/gJ2np7R-Uwg 

Wolfmother: Woman (MSTRKFT Remix): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=az3eoOz8AKw 

Marc Rebillet: Dream: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QO4KBB0OTXw 

Limp Bizkit: Out of Style:  https://youtu.be/EnhvI9SCPfk  

Portugal the Man: Passion Pit Remix: Purple Yellow Red and Blue: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T8oi1Ufbses  

Metric: Gold Guns Girls: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FRtd8ArvH_s 

Sneaker Pimps: 6 Underground: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wuwfe3DRJzE  

                             Low Place Like Home live:   https://youtu.be/53T4Xrb9FXc    

                             Spin Spin Sugar:  https://youtu.be/MZWWI3ryw2o          

Portishead: Only You: https://www.yutube.com/watch?v=TmDkzVvherk   

                       Glory Box live: https://youtu.be/MnMTK8EdsOc 

                        All Mine:  https://youtu.be/PXQNQGBSxlc

Michael and Janet Jackson: Scream: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0P4A1K4lXDo

Janet Jackson (Missy Elliot/Diddy/Carly Simon): Son Of A Gun: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ugRN1T6Cl-M

Erykah Badu: On & On: https://youtu.be/-CPCs7vVz6s

Aaliyah & Timbaland: We Need A Resolution: https://youtu.be/78YDlgZfPus 

Toni Braxton: You're Makin' Me High: https://youtu.be/wIgOL21S98o

TLC: Creep: https://youtu.be/LlZydtG3xqI

Lauryn Hill: Everything Is Everything: https://youtu.be/i3_dOWYHS7I

4 Non Blondes: What's Up:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6NXnxTNIWkc

Stevie Nicks: Stand Back: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gwS9BIqbffU 

Fleetwood Mac: Dreams: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_SYjv6HxRI

Liliac: Paranoid (Black Sabbath cover): https://youtu.be/zjF-TRyM8qU

Rush: Farcry: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GWPf0pgjgHI

          Tom Sawyer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=auLBLk4ibAk 

 Motorhead: Ace Of Spades: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3mbvWn1EY6g

Iron Maiden: The Trooper: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X4bgXH3sJ2Q 

Metallica: Seek & Destroy: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UzdDAd9EBOI

The Exploited: They Lie    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M6otCfcbp3Q

                         Beat The Bastards: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cVlddw6e8vI 

 RATT: Round & Round: https://youtu.be/0u8teXR8VE4?si=C-E31-OWNCSDjfQX

Prince: When Doves Cry: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UG3VcCAlUgE 

Tears For Fears: Everybody Wants To Rule The World: https://youtu.be/qGPFmBbnsNM?si=mk4kzW6e2TFGVgYb 

ABC: Poison Arrow: https://youtu.be/a70yJwgQtzo?si=w8OwfE-tKJHRPUDP 

The Cure: Close To Me: https://youtu.be/BjvfIJstWeg 

The Church: Under The Milky Way: https://youtu.be/pWxJEIz7sSA?si=iZeqPHAu_aoadakj 

The Cult: She Sells Sanctuary: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZCOSPtyZAPA 

Iggy & The Stooges: Gimme Danger: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ixX2e4fB8Vk

Joan Jett & The Blackhearts: I Wanna Be Your Dog: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Fw_YuuGqBY 

Living Colour: Cult of Personality: https://youtu.be/7xxgRUyzgs0 

Local H: Bound For The Floor: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E2Oe5YKhzCE  

Nirvana: Heart Shaped Box: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n6P0SitRwy8

Smashing Pumpkins:  Bullet with Butterfly Wings: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8-r-V0uK4u0  

                                    Disarm: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d1acEVmnVhI 

Soul Coughing: Circles: https://youtu.be/L_Ve9h1HNBA?si=GIXynRcZZrAsuUpV

Jamiroquai: Alright: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9kXiLeBXzG4 

                   Feels Just Like It Should:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H9W9rc-P9UQ      

INXS: Elegantly Wasted: https://youtu.be/aYTSkPi6v8w?si=Xokm8hEewJj07HBU 

Alanis Morissette: You Oughta Know: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NPcyTyilmYY 

Everything But The Girl: Missing (Todd Terry Mix): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IAkY5m00rpY  

Duncan Sheik: Barely Breathing: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A-oh-tP6RvA

Goo Goo Dolls: Iris: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NdYWuo9OFAw 

                           Name: https://youtu.be/yQOBUrRaPU0 

David Bowie: I'm Afraid of Americans: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LT3cERVRoQo 

Stabbing Westward: Save Yourself: https://youtu.be/5NZsCYOM4j0 

Filter: Hey Man, Nice Shot: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o9mJ82x_l-E

 

Beck: Hell Yes: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z5U9QRiY46I

         Cellphone's Dead: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bmm-blcsCU8

Alex Melton: Jumper (cover): https://youtu.be/zhy1AS5TbDI   

Puddle Of Mudd: Blurry: https://youtu.be/xJJsoquu70o?si=Kjd8VMAZrISZUU6u 

                               Drift & Die:https://youtu.be/9RJM_9KosLU?si=PxZTYkaD-2iSDd70 

                               Psycho: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pDdeOncpD5E       

Leo Moracchioli: Duality (Slipknot cover) https://youtu.be/sCxmDu5cRM0?si=TpjtRm0Bal71EerT      

Default: Wasting My Time: https://youtu.be/UAocvKHUidg?si=UuA91HGj5KoImyor 

Vertical Horizon: Everything You Want: https://youtu.be/rZoD8JEFjAE   

Staind: Outside: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mVQpfoqsY8Q         

Placebo: Special K (Timo Maas remix): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=69LWeVp5XL4

              Running Up That Hill: https://youtu.be/d-mYX0qKkB8

The Crystal Method: Trip Like I do (feat. Filter): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IKTJoHbKZO0

Soundgarden: Fresh Tendrils: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uw6JcLJGbSU&list=WL&index=1 

                            live: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tiJ_gHkpglg

Audioslave: Shadow on the Sun: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g-UaxNjwRFQ

Foo Fighters: The Pretender: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SBjQ9tuuTJQ

Incubus: Drive: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fgT9zGkiLig 

               Circles:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pvsyxH6ddsM 

               Megalomanic: https://youtu.be/MuZhnNR6vzc?si=RcFrUkHd_WNktrji      

Powerman 5000: Nobody's Real https://youtu.be/gv_f-8pt9wE

Flyleaf: I'm So Sick: https://youtu.be/iWIADZKU9dw 

Linkin Park: Nobody's Listening: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QJ87793QXes  

                      Cure For The Itch: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qqC5sdsHLq8

 Circa Survive: I Felt Free: https://youtu.be/bE5eTVQooZM 

The Spill Canvas: Black Dresses: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LcGcRezwoAM 

Finch: What it is to Burn: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DLbHfOhJNR4

Brand New: Daisy: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ZRbX3ZJULk 

Emery: Studying Politics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1yHn8hbcR-8

Taking Back Sunday: El Paso: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RZgIB34W2co

Badflower: The Jester: https://youtu.be/b3tW2Kx3lCs

Hands Like Houses: Developments: https://youtu.be/PTTuh8jWsAM   

Foals: Late Night: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vP-HSoe7IAU 

           Out Of The Woods: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jniQfwJHKEM

 

The Mars Volta: Viscera Eyes: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OAl6HiWTKm8 

Polyphia: Playing God: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z5NoQg8LdDk 

Seatbelts: Yoko Kano : Tank! Cowboy Bebop : https://youtu.be/UFFa0QoHWvE

Mindi Abair: Right On: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y8DwUkL4szM 

                     Lucy's: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qHyA7OrxVtI

Boney James: Got It Goin' On: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K0ZPGhZMiJI&list=OLAK5uy_nmVuDv_wD8swTtnuruMNyX4wlebMZJRGM   

Melody Gardot: Who Will Comfort Me: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IfeJQWPC9mI 

Halestorm: I Am The Fire: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8hkmuTvkp_s 

Dorothy: Black Sheep: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5zBUlhcRyWw 

In This Moment: Beautiful Tragedy: https://youtu.be/khairmZadHg  

                            Big Bad Wolf: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j-qQ_brIsfY

Shoko Nakagawa - Sorairo Days: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PKRUKalbx3s

Skrillex: Too Bizarre  feat: Swae Lee and Siiickbrain: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v67VwpKXYZ0 

Mothica: FUNHOUSE: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3IwCIX4qDc0 

Nyxx: Nightmare: https://youtu.be/4ber5Dd6KFY

Krewella x Diskord: Beggars: https://youtu.be/eUL6AKzJQw8 

                                  Alive (acoustic): https://youtu.be/S7dcA_N6EmQ

Little Image: Lungs Burn: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A-ee4xSbiVI&list=WL&index=1 

Flight Facilities: Stand Still: https://youtu.be/GgJ-pSmC6Eg

Dessa: Matches To Paper Dolls: https://youtu.be/1iJ7IMCYvVo

Atmosphere: Between the Lines: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bRLlYI8l1Bk

Evidence (DJ Premier): You: https://youtu.be/fEK4FttsCTM 

 Aesop Rock: No City: https://youtu.be/0cr54TOcIpw?si=9z-xZvW3Sx98etiO 

                      One Brick: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MiDmfP0JvOc&list=OLAK5uy_kMcoS3GccAcFFq85P1RHh-7U6rQR29NzM&index=6

Eyedea & Abilities: Junk: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_XOa8eaTZuo 

Zack De La Rocha, KRS-One & The Last Emperor - C.I.A. (Criminals In Action): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QXIqkZJzzIw&list=PLZqznKRSw7Ot_Dk39NLDCWQt6UmGu3h87&index=9

 Black Star: Thieves In The Night: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JW4Tm5wWW34

Flying Lotus: Never Catch Me feat. Kendrick Lamar: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2lXD0vv-ds8 

Grand Tapestry: Seagulls (feat: Raaginder and Kamaljeet Ahluwalia) Eligh: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5faJTMkfC6s

Sampa The Great: Energy (feat. Nadeem Din-Gabisi): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dDubhAKSeB0

Lex Lu & Y2: Watch The Crown: https://youtu.be/Sp9wDUWCSCw

Sims: Future Shock: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z_gEUkP4Jp8

Flobots: Stand Up: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UIHN6cjqiiQ 

Oliver Anthony: Rich Men North Of Richmond: https://youtu.be/sqSA-SY5Hro

                        COA (reaction): https://youtu.be/cv9uMXiY29s?si=nqAdtU4wMJNXUa3Z 

Citizen Cope: Bullet and a Target: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t73VxgPUVec

Modest Mouse: Parting of the Sensory: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oGbQJ1d7QtI   

Evaline: Calm Touching: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q4oKAjLSN6Y 

               La de da: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=173atjVbXB0 

               Postpartum Modesty: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5kpWPvIvLgQ  

Jose Gonzalez: Down the Line:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tZuC6y4eUo0

Cold War Kids: Hang Me Up To Dry: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rsKGWbFpLv0 

Pinback: Sender: https://youtu.be/F4FPdNf32ik 

Goldfrapp: Let It Take You: https://youtu.be/ZXQO12LL3bI

Black Math: Strangelove: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XKQ12OXMtLA&list=LL&index=2&t=0s

Porcupine Tree: Trains: https://youtu.be/ut3OQzfaeSw 

James Egbert Remix: AFI: 17 Crimes: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9S-hm2fPzNk       

KMFDM: Paradise: https://youtu.be/t3_SfldSFa0

                 Light: https://youtu.be/hVgBp5Yu7_w 

Tool: Parabola: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-_nQhGR0K8M

          Schism:  https://youtu.be/MM62wjLrgmA

NIN: Only: https://youtu.be/wwvLlEtxX3o

          Sin: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ytqw1km1tzQ   

          Terrible Lie: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HZI0KyBjaGs   

Madonna VS Led Zeppelin: Justify A Whole Lotta: https://youtu.be/BtcQW8xdTWA?si=C9Dok6rN_CwnoKEC 

Miley Cyrus VS Stevie Nicks: Edge Of Midnight: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qF1HshRVNbo 

Britney Spears VS. Deftones: Toxic Change: https://youtu.be/PNx9ac_WXDw 

Vampires Everywhere! : Teenage Dream: (Katy Perry): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oui5juSSJx0 

                                         Carnage At The Castle: https://youtu.be/8yz4A4ZGFXs?si=XD_OWZwEga8TRhBK 

Coal Chamber: Loco: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-sYWaOrLdI  

Marilyn Manson: 3rd Day of a 7 Day Binge: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VdV1Zc_PFdg

                             Dope Show: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5R682M3ZEyk   

                             The Beautiful People: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ypkv0HeUvTc

                            Sweet Dreams: https://youtu.be/QUvVdTlA23w

HELLYEAH: Moth: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zIWeIChes5k 

Mudvayne: Do What You Do: https://youtu.be/x8y_Y-7P6gg

                    Not Falling: https://youtu.be/uhqRMzoyV4g               

Static-X:  Cold: https://youtu.be/GNohq2JJMQY

                 Black & White:  https://youtu.be/7OgH3B49_E4?si=Af2c5pokdh9Jdt1G           

                 Cannibal:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QSigk0Xtmvk

Enter Shikari: Sorry You're Not A Winner: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P4MiC67seUY 

Terror: Betrayer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KEiiYyha85w

Hatebreed: Live for This: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e6f9bjBT-DM 

                 Destroy Everything: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AWiSRYcjk0M

Upon A Burning Body: Middle Finger To The World: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9wBVIHM4BzY  

On The Last Day : Initial Deployment: https://youtu.be/TYdnmVK35_M

Destroy The Runner: Without Sight: https://youtu.be/Kc3ZUA_Fz1o

Trade Wind: Pulling Strings: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L3X3zYuK0WM

Parkway Drive: Horizons: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=13nBpjbW42E

Killswitch Engage: The End of Heartache: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVP5gJBmRtA 

Chiodos: Baby, You Wouldn't Last A Minute On The Creek: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bg1dF4TpI0k 

Emarosa: Set it Off Like Napalm: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wxldyalHceg

Eyes Set To Kill: Heights:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NzMYriIz0Uc

                             Reach: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N4LvnAFCJ6s

We Came As Romans: To Plant A Seed: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sh7n4TvXt5A

Miss May I: Relentless Chaos: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f3m3pM3Z-8Q 

Zao: Lies Of Serpents, A River Of Tears: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qL7Izflqn2s 

Norma Jean: No Passanger: No Parasite: https://youtu.be/7LsHJF6oe-o

 Before Their Eyes: Why Is 6 Afraid of 7: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Cc0OMQTgxM   

Sever Your Ties: Drifting: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F9v8v45XwRY  

Alex Moore & IIya Troj:  Reinventing Your Exit (acoustic cover): https://youtu.be/TeBdOmZowgc

Underoath: Reinventing Your Exit: https://youtu.be/TOdfV1EjUgg 

                    In Division: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HrG3nXvFeJ8 

                   Lifeline (Drowning): https://youtu.be/rZBooLtkFSM

        Aaron Gillespie: A Boy Brushed Red acoustic: https://youtu.be/lpTraSGhEaI?si=tsP4CjtNGnUH_wvJ             

Veil of Maya: Citadel: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=48fHECyl2zg 

                         Red Fur: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_KEdxh2FdwI

Born Of Osiris: Angel or Alien:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8rvZSm2dXMg

                                       Machine:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wLdlw46Ru9I 

After The Burial: Lost In The Static: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nM0_TWP6tfY

The Anchor: One More Day: https://youtu.be/gTeHdV_dnQ4?si=uGNn0fuaqM6IvuAs   

                     Miscreation: https://youtu.be/MvzG3fNXVnU?si=ypKx3jMqzUU_ajhv 

The Agonist: The Tempest (Siren's Song): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4UQS6jSu7Hc  

Arch Enemy: Handshake With Hell: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dsuhfOD7emE

                        My Apocalypse: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vWuYyxr8LdI 

Jinjer: Pisces: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SQNtGoM3FVU

            I speak Astronomy: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KJoPIgg17U4

Suicide Silence: You Can't Stop Me: https://youtu.be/3ehCh4WNivQ

Winds of Plague: A Cold Day In Hell: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rU6QlGbKx6U

Darko US: Acid Inject: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CxDIVaqanSI  

Lorna Shore: Immortal: https://youtu.be/ZyBl3noTNSs  

                       Welcome Back, O' Sleeping Dreamer: https://youtu.be/9-jP9P-KXyc?si=w-cYurX99vUwvXgy  

Signs Of The Swarm: Death Whistle: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XDiIwtJqfO8 

Shadow Of Intent: The Migrant: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Xd2rLgLrTY

Shadow of the Colossus: Labor, the Enslaver: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HVOd57o6VvE

Septicflesh: Dante's Inferno: https://youtu.be/hrFoh3CJ828  

                    Neuromancer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tyKJueEk0XM 

                   Psychohistory: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AnCMWDbpQVE 

Dark Tranquility: Weight of the End: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hVktzWel2bM&list=OLAK5uy_mo1Rz4lLfTlRXWMqQxFvPi08hTOpIxPbQ&index=9

ODDKO: Disobey {Zardonic Remix}: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nMN0qeXMz6k

                  Censorship (Rabbit Junk Synthwave / Cyberpunk Remix): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ERgjHVxgcj4

Exotype: Wide Awake ft. Chad Ruhlig: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Uk4X4MrS5A 

While She Sleeps: Silence Speaks ft. Oli Sykes: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eH6tqXQNWUA 

Bring Me The Horizon: LosT: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xv-70a6yXfM

Asking Alexandria: Psycho: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zi2wZGPGjs0 

                                  Alone In A Room: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4cHb8AJDR5Y

Falling in Reverse: Watch the World Burn: https://youtu.be/qMXESlny4-I

                                Last Resort (Reimagined): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ESOjt2_yJrU   

TesseracT: War Of Being: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UnkpPIupQxM

                         Dystopia: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lR5amOOvpwQ 

Linkin Park: Lost: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7NK_JOkuSVY 

The Executioners: Its Goin Down (feat. Linkin Park): https://youtu.be/f6rFeilUvcc  

AFI: All Hallow's Eve EP: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uco1mDpfIuM

Ministry: Twilight Zone:  https://youtu.be/kjEC49hTitI

               Every Day Is Halloween (Acoustic): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QorKFQ50ZK0 

 Woodkid: Iron: https://youtu.be/vSkb0kDacjs

Tiesto: Reachers of Civilisation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GCtb73wkTPg 

AIR: Mer du Japon: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sjq4_sHy06U 

Radiohead: Where I End And You Begin: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gp5b-q1GE-c 

                   Everything In Its Right Place: https://youtu.be/zJdYlUiWAVY                   

Gorillaz: New Genious (Mutant Genius): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fWptwRY0Otc&list=PLPJPbt52HLFORd6Qz27wOfWvD9oP5oO-L&index=9 

               Man Research (Clapper): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nU6AD3-rLF0&list=PLPJPbt52HLFORd6Qz27wOfWvD9oP5oO-L&index=4

St Germain: Sure Shot: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zMM044eL56c&pp=ygULU3QuIEdlcm1haW4%3D 

Thievery Corporation: A Guide for I & I: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lcY9GKUS4fM

                                    Warning Shots:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pvnUlpqVQxw

 Guitarra G: Original Chillout mix: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=El8QmHLtCjM&feature=youtu.be

Etienne de Crecy: Scratched: https://youtu.be/x_m5cjnU9ng 

Olivier Verhaeghe: Drifting: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=elQE3d_IHQA 

MOS: Chillout Session: Wamdue Project: King of My Castle: https://youtu.be/P8rXxoC_TNw 

Orbital: Halcyon: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3SwwljI-8JY

Bananarama: Cruel Summer (3am mix): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TbGj2amZaeM 

Stephane Pompougnac:  PNC aux Portes: https://youtu.be/5Fji0iP0NHc 

The English Beat: Mirror In The Bathroom: https://youtu.be/SHWrmIzgB5A 

Rancid: Time Bomb: https://youtu.be/GvIBOlyAViU 

Sublime: Doin' Time: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2yT8RsCarJA

Lana Del Rey: Doin' Time: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qolmz4FlnZ0        

Goldfinger: Superman: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h0rSYEoBMYM

P.O.D. : Ridiculous (feat. Eek-A-Mouse): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rq0l8vn6x2w&list=WL&index=20 

Slightly Stoopid: This Joint: https://youtu.be/cvR3JWU4u6c

Cracker : Low: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gYdlqjiQPAc

Thievery Corporation:   Sol Tapado: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dw-Ra5d31lE 

                                    Shadow of Ourselves: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JCjIaFcCwl0

 Gorillaz: Tomorrow Comes Today (Banana Baby): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IK4ZfTSq-a8&list=PLPJPbt52HLFORd6Qz27wOfWvD9oP5oO-L&index=3 

              Sound Check Gravity (Crooked dub): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XPrCxSAyTPE&list=PLPJPbt52HLFORd6Qz27wOfWvD9oP5oO-L&index=8 

Olafur Arnalds: Only the Winds: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9eWewdTkghM 

U.N.K.L.E. feat Richard Ashcroft: Lonely Soul: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1pwCgBhvck8 

                   Rabbit in Your Headlights: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-wCQtdQS0o8&list=WL&index=2 

                   Today Remix (Junkie XL): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JMDYurVLEEI   

                   F.E.A.R. remix (Ian Brown): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVM1UKCTfAY   

BT: Smartbomb (Plump DJ's Remix): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7KyFza6sJew

       Sunblind: https://youtu.be/JecHokfeZzI

Ombra: Ibizarre Remix: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ApQYaiejTv8 

Chillion Remix: Wicked Games: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LdvaroI_8mI

4 Strings: Take Me Away (Deadmau5 remix): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bv0b9yxZwb0 

Dreamcatcher: I Don't Wanna Lose My Way: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i9IW5d0Ju9E 

Above & Beyond: Alone Tonight ft. Richard Bedford: https://youtu.be/ur1F0eb2VL8?si=20kKXgZRiU9OzQjM

Robbie Rivera: Float Away: dubfire's deepdish casaplex mix: https://youtu.be/x3wWYEw5ILs?si=GAYOulSX6B8KDN4a 

Kill Script: Line in the Sand: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r9Uq_NPV5zk 

Fluke: Zion: https://youtu.be/c6zkoRBMkqg

Robert Babicz: Pink Trees: https://youtu.be/StdFy0Et3lg?si=4hCvWy258kuoeEY3 

                           Dark Flower (Joris Voorn Magnolia Mix): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xiqNO6crB8c&list=PLZqznKRSw7Ot_Dk39NLDCWQt6UmGu3h87&index=7   

                                         John 00 Fleming: Astrophysical Nebula: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JFTyb9f_Tdk

Dirty Vegas: Ghosts (M.A.S. Collective vocal mix): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p_Wp8E1Dj6I 

George FitzGerald, Hudson Scott: Nobody But You: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9kKF8T8ulto 

Motiv: Jupiter: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0xLcMD8cUrE 

Ownglow: Won't U: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ToieGCfJO4

EastColors - Believe If You Want:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d_MrN2U2Am0

Kolonie: Celestial Highway: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YEBs4cJt9pE 

Rolo Green & Dezza: Six Degrees: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NXMF7_k6Wp4 

Harry Gregson-Williams: Meet at the Beginning: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UkS5RAczkG8 

Heilung: LIFA - Krigsgaldr  Live: https://youtu.be/QRg_8NNPTD8 

Reinhardt Buhr: Desert Nomad: https://youtu.be/BxKr1XyCZTE 

Theory - Heartbreak in Paradise:  https://ruptureldn.bandcamp.com/album/venus 

Silence Theory EP: Marc Renton: https://omnimusic.bandcamp.com/album/silence-theory-ep 

What So Not: Gemini feat. George Maple: https://youtu.be/F6nt3Sw3Isk?si=AIwFeL5e2qJnh7Lo 

Joja: That View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8WHjAWsZvj4 

Lazarus Moment:  Distant Memories From A Future Brighter Than The Sun: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-zKd_gbWpCc 

                              Magnetic Flower: https://youtu.be/faXmzIQE9ys

Liquid Drum and Bass Mix #107

  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ktq4FlNx3Z0

 

                      💀👽 [BTR&T] Between The Realms & Times

                            

                             

                                           

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                            The absurdity of trying to rationalize the cosmos is the most high.

P.S.P.S.

This was a fraction of the soundtrack to my life.  All of this amazing music solved nothing in the end, it only acted as an enjoyable backdrop...so much for the mother science.  I'd give up access to quality music for UBID to actualize.

Music was the last redeeming part of the internet space.

Warm Roller: Last Day https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_7MRhbeByEc 

At one point in the dream I had 20,000+ songs downloaded in iTunes, now I only hold a few hundred.  There's so much music to listen to for free online that my cd collection can't really compete.

Music has never sounded better to me than now,   ... and yet, it cannot satisfy the eternal itch, a convergence of dimensions and densities.

 I summon this energy for stargate creation.

 

 

         

 Music doesn't solve our problems, art doesn't solve our problems, science is controlled by bureaucracy which doesn't solve our problems,  psychology does not solve our problems, and spiritual practice is an escape to our problems. As much as I care for philosophy and the metaphysical, they don't solve our problems.  Money does not solve our problems and gnosis or enlightenment does not solve our problems.  I'm tired of problems, I'm tired of games, I'm tired of the cosmos and its bullshit.  The solution to this: create massive problems on a multidimensional level and blame others for it.  Its what the cosmos taught me as far as being optimal.  Its what you humans taught me, lifetime after lifetime.

 

 

We are chaos.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KH7sIOBJqLA

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s_3Yp2Izhks

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sPOHREE0TqI

We march like fools in a parade of chaos.  Led by our enemies while we sing there praises, led by enemies while we kiss their hands... The morning rained fire, let the heavens retire,  over the eyes of the blind and the voices of spoiled children. 

We march like fools in a parade of chaos.  Led by our enemies we sing their praises and kiss their hands. True leaders are gone, we turned our backs too many times and bit the hand of the provider. We march like fools in a parade of chaos  

We march like fools... Chaos kills us, Chaos kills us, Chaos.... (we march like fools) kills us (we march like fools) Chaos (we march like fools) kills us (we march like fools) Chaos!

  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9VHA0H8peZ0